Cxiongquan, ♥

Last of me

2011-02-28T02:38:00.003-05:00

Or a piece of me.

It's been such a long time since I came to this blog.

Clicking on my archives looking back at my past life.

How much fun, fear, anger, tears, glory, love, etc I had.

I miss those times I had. It's memorable. It's amazing.

It's something I'll never have again. It's in me now. All over me.

Thankful for all these that happened on me, to me, over me (:

What would I have change if time could be rewind?

& what would you have change?

I love it.

I love my past.

It's awesome.

I love those fun.

Please come back to me, fun.

Please come back to me, naive.

Please come back to me, heartless.

Please come back to me, saturdays.

Bye.

2010-05-16T16:25:00.002-04:00

I've moved!

Visit me at

http://beautifulscent.onsugar.com

With love, qian.

2010-05-13T14:15:00.002-04:00

Early morning.

When can we wake up early in the morning,

go for a stroll at the garden, sniff the nice fresh air,

birds chirpping, bath & make breakfast together?

I'm yearning deadly for it.

I love you, CXQ!! :D

2010-05-09T03:49:00.003-04:00

All about you.

Haven been able to really get a good rest lately.

Thought through over something bout my life(:

So happy and real contented!

It's Mother's day today.

Gna wish my mother," Happy mother's day!" .

One day this will be my day toooooooo :x

HAHAHA!

Starting my practical next week.

About manicure/pedicure first. Boring!

And I need to find a model for my exam.

Zzz, can't find any for the moment :(

Has been quite lazeeyyyy lately. Don't feel like moving too much.

Sick liao canzxzxzxz!!

Okae, gna go prepare and go walkwalk with boyfriend liaos.

:DDDDDDDDD

Bye.

If every one forgets you, I am with you.

If everyone lets you down, I am with you.

If everyone betrays you, I am still with you.

But if everyone likes you, sorry.
I am with them.

Look far, not ahead.

Somone asked me for how long i will love you.

I remained silent because i don't know which one is longer,

"always"or"forever".

Love, with you.

Sometimes the simplest things in life,

is the happiest moment of your life.

2010-05-08T01:24:00.001-04:00

Bygone be bygone.

2010-04-26T01:12:00.004-04:00

OneTwoThree123.

Eenie meenie miney mo lova.

Back to blog liao! No time at all~

Last whole week no school, teacher sick.

But glad that tomorrow I'm going back school already^^

Can't wait to study and get my cert.

Start my working life and then save money, do whatever I desire to do:D

Has been thinking & reminiscing alot lately.

Sucks to know that some people just aren't meant to stay in our lives forever, maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a lesson we need to learn, help you figure out who you are.

Sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming these obstacles that you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.

(Thanks that all this came to me to make who I am today)

But at times I thought of that if life will to be smooth and savely pathed,

it would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

Live & love with what you have.

Be satisfied.

Most pictures are uploaded @

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1184640490

Life's a bitch, so am I.

Everyone sees who I appear to be,

but only a few know the real me. You only see what I choose to show.

There's so much behind my smile you just don't know.

Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.

You're a little irritating,

yet it mesmerises at the same time.
l o v e

Happy 3rd monthsary:D

I love you. Not because you love me too.

But because in a way,

you're teaching me to love & how to open my heart & eyes to things.

I ♥ my life now.

If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.

2010-04-24T02:46:00.003-04:00

Mistakes & Regrets.

How it use to be.
Nothing last and people change. How true!

Things will never be the same.

I miss you, somehow.

Yes, I'm a bitch.

withlove.

2010-04-15T12:31:00.002-04:00

Fact the facts.

I love 2010.
The best year that ever happen.
:D
Family, Sisters, School, Boyfriend & Friends.
Thanks that we knew~

With love, qianqianxiaojie!

2010-04-04T10:00:00.012-04:00

0741

Lil honeymoon! ♥
3days 2nights over at changi village hotel.
With my dear boyfrienddddd~
Relax, shiok, enjoyed!
Wish it could last longer. Next time gna boook anothr kind(:
Pictures below shall do the talkingggggs.
There are more photos.
But not displayable, privacy.
Enjoy! Worth it(:

At changi beach.

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Our 3days 2nights lil honhon .
Row here and there~

This is what I like about the room.

The room can see through into the toilet.

hahahahahas.

Cxq told me that the bedroom slippers very cute.

I intend to bring my hamtaro bedroom slipper go de. But didn't wna dirty it:x haha. So sweet of him to even want tak pic of this.

Preparing to check out liaozzzzzz.

Early morning 11plus. Zzz!

All the photos are not really in order.

I love him, just too obsess with him!!

Hand in hand.

Going for dinner!:D

Went swimming on the second day.

The scenery quite nice de ley.

Had fun with him in the pool.

Zhao geng afew times somemore~

Lol!

Look relaxing bodoh~

I miss the hotel ><

Bubble bath!

♥♥♥

To the beach!

Day 3, check out loh!

Shag arrrrr~

We sibei bu ser de to go lo!

Slut, I never forget what you call me when you'll

reading your newspaper kay!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA.

Thank you ♥ !!

It's great to have you by my side.

Doing every 1st time together(:

I want you to be that 'sway'!

*Inside joke*

Major loves for you!

2010-03-28T12:24:00.003-04:00

I'm so obsess with you.

Like a dream.
About a week pass & it's our 2nd monthsary.
So slow. Thought it's alr a year or smth. Lol!
It's still like a dream.
A beautiful dream(:
I wish I'd never got to wake up from this dream.
Never had this feelings.
I miss you Cxiongquan!! (Bloody hell slping again)

Went ikea with slut, darling & Ah zai.
Heehee, fun fun times bodoh.
Like a cute, like a funny, like a chio. LOL!
How to train your dragon. MUST watch ^^
Lazy to blog. No time to blog.
Many things to do. School's never better.
Same to my life(: Bye!

Some pictures.

My sister's doggie! Like a cuteeee~

Funny how life can be so surprising.

I want a lil world of our own(:

& of cos, with our lil 'one'.

I love you!

And I love your sexy attitude.

As we move on, we remember all the times, all of us had together.

Now everything has got its place in time. Even the day must give way to the night.

No one predict the future. Nothing would stay the same forever. Cherish, in ur heart. Even if you say out, nobody's going to believe it. Life's cruel and life's should be beautiful. But we, humans, made it ugly. I hate your fake-ness. But I miss those nights.

Turn it all down, now.

You're the greatest joy that I've ever found.

The more I know of you is the more I know I love you .

2010-03-19T12:54:00.003-04:00

♥, life with you.

Yours truly.
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!
I love you, ChoaXiongQuan!

One & only
My love for you gets stronger as tomorrow comes.
I know this love will stand in test of time.

I know it's true, that I've given my whole heart to you(:

2010-03-17T11:01:00.004-04:00

♥

The greatest & highest level of love is,
unconditional love.

I need you,
I'll give it to you.
( Cxq, Nywl & Fish )

2010-03-15T06:12:00.006-04:00

My heart is filled with so much love,

I feel for you.

Only you.

Been a long long time. Starting new work tomorrow with my sister. Hope slut is sending me there:x School is starting soon too. Time all clashes. Hotel, work and studies timing all clash together. Zzzzzzz. Plan mess-up!

Dearest's starting to work too as he has ORD. Means not much time to accompany me! :( It's okay. Likewise for me anyway. Gna study and work at the same time too. Grrrr. Hard year this yr for me. I like it! :DDear ah! Work hard together!Hahahahaha, my dream is yet to come true~

Gna have dinner now with love and mummy!

Sayooooooooo^^

Just wna live my life with you.

Thank god I have you.

A lover & a friend.

With much love to all the ppl who truly care for me.

Love!

At Mount faber.

Happy & Satisfied.
Everything's appreciated.

2010-02-23T12:49:00.005-05:00

Don't care what is written in your history.
As long as you're here with me.

Happy 1st Monthsary!:D
I'm feelin so sleepy right now.
Finally caught our Avatar ^^
Which we've been wanting to watch even before together.
I SEE YOU! lololol :x
Thou it's just a simple day out with you today,
I'm already very happy.
But the happiest moment is when we have our 'Talk-things-out'.
Lol.
I miss you.

Lazy to blog. Too tired alr.
Shall let the pictures do the talking (:
There's afew overdued pictures.
Ciao.

ICE-CREAM! Yupp, it did brought e smile on me!:D

Jumbo for dinner!

Hi ♥, I guess there won't be enough words to tell you how I'm feeling towards you. I'm really very happy today! Fking happy bodoh. Hehe, and you should know why de lah(: Thank you! thanks for having faith in me & cause of your presence? I got over it. I love you, I do.
♥♥♥

Happy valentine! ♥
not gna say much about the roses and bear!
Cause only I shall know the meaning of the bear & the 9 roses! Hehehe. You're so DEAD the next time you give me flowers (:

As long as you love me,
Nothing else matters.
I just can't wait to live my life with you,
I can't wait to start. ♥

2010-02-20T03:17:00.001-05:00

Memories is a gift & a curse.

It's funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It's funny how forever never really seems to last,
it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
It's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down,
it's funny how when you need someone they're never around.
It's funny how people change and think they're so much better,
it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it's funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It's funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all,

None of that's funny to me.

2010-02-11T06:18:00.002-05:00

Littlest things.
Everybody have regrets. If you can't change anything about it, then live with it & learn from it. So you won't do the same mistake again and regret. I can't do anything to my regret and I can't change it. I'm learning from it now.

The past is always the past.
It will never be more beautiful than the present & the future. Cause it won't happen again.

I'm happy now (:
Thank you, Cxiongquan.
I'd rather love & lost then never to have it at all.
If you fall, no one can help you. Only yourself.

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!

2010-02-06T05:23:00.004-05:00

From this moment life has begun.

At slut's house now(:
Packing his oh-so-long-ago presents he receieved.
Has been rather lazy to update my dead blog.
But finally got the time to blog now.
Yesterday was Nywl's advance birthday celebration at ecp.
Poor darl, kena flour and thrown into the sea. LOL!
Hope you have a fun time alrights! Love!(:

Has been spending time with slut, slut & slut.
No time to pei my family :(
My parents still say I treat home as a hotel T.T
oh man, I'm sorry daddy mummy.
I'll stay home soon kay(:
Yesterday noon was suppose to go for open house.
But I overslept!! Zzzz.
I wna study! I have wasted 1 yr alr.
It is more important to know where you are going
than to get there quickly.
Somewhere there is someone that dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile.
So when you are lonely remember it’s true,
someone somewhere is thinking of you.
Going sabai with love & a co(:
Gna go off alr!
Bye.

When you're happy for no reason,
you're unconditionally happy.
It's not that your life always looks perfect
- it's just that however it looks,
you'll still be happy. (:

Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.

Sabai sabai.

Do you love me because I'm beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

My slut's childhood photo!
Cute(:

I have you, a lover & a friend...

Don't jealous! you too(:

Love wasn't put in your heart to stay.
Love isn't love until you give it away.

2010-01-26T16:09:00.003-05:00

If some thing happens and you lose me,
please don' think that' the end,
come and find again.

On the phone with ♥ now!
He's in camp now, poor thing.
Happy uh you! Going ord in 1 month plus ^^
I more happy than you ah.
So you can pei me more =x

Wonder should I dye my hair ltr a not sia.
Cause I just rebond not long.
Scare later very dry then my hair spoil. Sian!
Can't decide man~
Gna ask my slut for idea(:

5days 4nights with ♥.
Happy bodoh!:D
Gna meet up my long bean, pampam, Hong & WeiLong!
xoxo!!

Hotel at Novotel!!
With my lovely girlfriends :D ♥

With my cousin! At grand hyatt hotel
for wedding dinner.

The bar. Chio hor!

I want to be in your arms,
where you hold me tight & never let me go.

2010-01-26T16:05:00.001-05:00

It's a new story again.
I wish you, my old story, to be happy always.
Take good care(:
I'm happy now. I hope you too.
你要好好的, 錯過的, 錯了就錯了.
不用擔心我, 我走了.

Take care.

2010-01-21T16:51:00.006-05:00

Naive at times, yet scheming at times.

It's 6+am and I'm not asleep!(:
Wanted to dvd but the urge of uploading photos is stronger.
Gna attend Mel's wedding later at night.
Meeting my darling to buy presents later too^^
Seems like a fun weekend~

Dyeing my hair next week! (like finally)
Getting my pay next week too. (swee lah)
Suddenly feel like dotaing >.<
Can forget about it. Totally no time. Lol!
Went Novotel after work to meet my Sissyfish & plague.
(Hope you guys have a great night!)
& then home tweet home :D

Darling ar darling! (:
I don't wn lor soh so much. You know what I want say de.
No matter how hard your life's gg through now,
Life goes on!
I've got a shoulder for you anytime hor. HEHE!
I love you.

Hi fish! Everything's gna be alright after tonight.
You still have us for you okay! (:
just a call/text away from you baby!
& I love you.

No matter how close, how intimate you are,
without a hug,
It's considered too far.
You've a look that can't be understood.
& a heart that is like a needle at the bottom of the sea.

You're a little irritating,
yet it mesmerises at the same time.

2010-01-16T04:40:00.002-05:00

I won't forget.

Yesterday night.
So much things happen.
Polices, tears, anger, bitter, happy, revenge.
Can't explain how I really felt when it happened.
Confusion and surprise? Lol.
Just wna thank my parents and Xiong for being there.

Poor xiong, lost his sleep for me =x
Thanks for being there anyway.
:D

2010-01-12T08:32:00.007-05:00

Feelings for you.

Has been going hock hai recently(:
I love the feeling after chanting! Fabulous!
Tomorrow meeting my darling to racecourse.
Dvd tonight again (:

Ran through some photos of the past.
Should I be happy or sad? Haha.
Sometimes it's better to leave the broken pieces there then trying to hurt myself by fixing it back.
I think alot this few days. Nobody knows. Heehee!
Work for only 2 days this week. Kind of loving it(:
I miss all my buddies. My dear ken, ben, ah hong and etc.
Gna meet them as I promised :x

I thank god for having this bitch in my life(:
& of cos my darling too, not forgetting Ass.

& I thank god again for letting people into my life.
Be it the past, present or future.

Okay, guess what is he holding.
A tissue or a crabmeat overcooked in soup? Lol!
Thanks this carrot for a treat to seoul garden, plucking prawns for me and pei-ing me watch Avatar! Fking nice show I swear! Hahaha, laugh 'quite' loud inside huh
. Hehe, you're so nice to bully=x

Everyone sees who I appear to be, but only a few know the real me. You only see what I choose to show. There's so much behind my smile you just don't know.

PS: I love games like you do. You're smart but I'm not stupid. (:
Don't worry about me or what I do. What happens in my life has nothing to do with you.

Maybe some people just aren't meant to stay in our lives forever, maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a lesson we need to learn, and that's why they are there.

I've been like this all my life. I'm not about to change.
If you don't like it, there's a door.
Nobody made you stay.

I miss you, rough ass:D

2010-01-01T06:55:00.002-05:00

Happy new year 2010! :D
Everything's gna start a new & afresh.
Abandon all the past and forward to my future(:
Some people didn't make it to your future because of some reasons.
Gna rebond my hair next week! Can't wait.

Had fun yesterday man!
Went drinking at breeze bar & down to boat quay
top bar for 2nd round. Hehehe^^
I got so many pics to upload but I can't find my usb cable.

Been thinking through alot of things recently.
And finally see through some suckers de true colours.
Whatever it is. You can write me back on ur blog or whatever,
I can't be bothered to go read yours.
Cause I don't wna spoil my mood.
But it's best if we get to see each other one day(:
Love love feelings~
Gna go bath soon.
Meeting whoever it is later.
Ciao!

At DXO with my girls.

I'm happy to see you.

2009-12-26T06:22:00.002-05:00

All I ever wanted, was to see you smiling.
Life's never a bed of roses.
Elazrio said: You should learn to love someone that loves you.
& this sentence set me thinking.
But whatever it is, I know what I want.
Have been private blogging recently(:
All my deepest thoughts was wrote on it.
Thank you blogger!:D

My beanie is finally back from KL and I need to meet him soon.
It's been such a fking long time long bean!^^ miss you.
There are many photos taken too. But I'm kind of lazy to upload.
Need to straighten my thoughts one of there days.
Cause I know it just can't go on this way.

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day.

2009-12-21T06:24:00.002-05:00

Never yours to begin with.
Sometimes people come into your life &
you know right away that they were meant to be there,
to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,
or help you figure out who you are &
who you want to become You never know who these people may be,
but when you lock eyes with them,
you know at the very moment that they will
affect your life in some profound way.
And sometime things will happen to you that may
seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first,
but in reflection you find that without overcoming
these obstacles that you would have never realized
your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.
Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness
& sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.
Without this small test, whatever they may be,
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight,
flat road to nowhere.
It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people that you meet who affect your life,
and the success and downfalls you experience,
help to create who you are and who you will become.
Even the bad experiences are learned from.
In fact, they are the most poignant ones.

A lie too often sometimes became the truth.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen...
Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday....
Was it worth it?

2009-12-09T04:42:00.002-05:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right
and forget the ones who don’t.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said it would be easy,
they just promised it would be worth it.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so you appreciate them when they’re right.
You believe lies so you eventually
learn to trust no one but yourself.

And sometimes good things fall apart…
so better things can fall together.

Lovely*

2009-12-07T10:05:00.001-05:00

Trust no more.
Once twice, not thrice.

You can hide everybody but not me.

2009-11-30T17:39:00.004-05:00

Keep your love lock down!
Everytime we enter into one relationship,
we must always be prepared that one of us shall get hurt
in the end.

I won't let myself become your options cos I wanna be the priority.

CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips I've never kissed.
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch I've always missed.
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands I've never held.
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know,
Baby, I'm falling for you(:
Cutest thing!, Cutie.

Final step.

2009-11-30T16:26:00.007-05:00

Best I ever had.

Deleting it after today or tomorrow.
Call me crazy call me mad.
Just wna write out my feelings and
once & for all, the end.

亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐

It's time to put an end to it alr. I'm sick and tired of moving on half way and I'm back to the start again to get you out of my mind. Those memories that we have, is really beautiful. I'll keep it in my mind. All this 9 months together is wonderful, serious. To be exact, is 10 months ba? Haha. I miss you so much. Fking much! And I do love you still. Whenever I miss you, I'd listen to music or look at pictures of you. Not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. Hugging the lil chipmunk you got for me too. Thinking of how we get together, the nights we spend together, how you piggyback me all the way from cosy bay to outside leisure and up my hse cause of my leg pain, cooking campbell for me till it turns fking creamy and massaging my leg, buying my favourite famous cookies for me, wanting to buy me slippers when you know my heels are killing me, giving me your jacket in the cinema when you yourself is so cold, kissing my forehead just to see me smile whenever we slp together, don't wna hold my hands so that I would give you that cute cute face that you always like to see, coming down to shaw hse and send me home while I'm working that time, quarreling over the littlest things, running after you till don't know which floor, shouting and screaming at each other, heart to heart talks, waking up on purpose in the early morning when I'm still having my hangover just to buy ingredients to cook the sweet corn soup for you, walking to the dustbin at my hse there to throw away rubbish and you'll tell me your funny *joke*, kaobei at each other who hug who to sleep, snatching my chou chou away, etc etc. I think I can write till tomorrow. Lol!
Really leh, love you so much. Thou we broke up, but still you're the best I ever had. I should move on already no matter how much I can't or don't want. It's a must. No point of waiting and waiting but you never comes back.. cause of you don't trust me,cause of what you heard outside, cause of your friends and bla bla bla. But please think, You think I've never hear anything bout you? haha, and you think my friends support us too and bla bla bla.. Everybody says I always win in a relationship. But I finally met someone better then me. You lo! Happy right? Haha. The only one who can tame me down so well. One problematic sms from you can send me down to the floor and there goes my heart! And one happy sms from you, can send my heart floating high high again.. Pretty!
All this while when we've broke up, I've been stressing to be back together with you. But it doesn't work and it just can't go on this way. No more wasting time, we can't wait for life. It's time to head for the finish line. I hate to forget you and I hate not to love you. I just love the feeling of loving you. Fking stubborn of me I know. Thou I always tell others I'm through with you, but I still got love for you. Whenever you come to meet me up (after brk up), I always wish the time stop. But this only exist in fairytale. I can't forget you, but I still have to. I told myself not to contact you & wishing you won't contact me anymore but my itchy fingers will just text you sometimes and you will text me too. This time, please just let me go. Stop fooling around with me alr. Enough. Don't call, don't come by. Let me have a new life! This love we had, can't go back anymore. I'm happy & satisfied with what we had and being love by you. Happy and satisfied that I'm the first and only girl you've ever love so much and cried so much. I won't wna ask for more anymore. It's enough. As days goes by, I'll get better. I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks I won't want to die. I won't want to go back to you anymore, I'd be able to sleep alr. It won't hurt so bad and it won't feel so deep. At least I taste the feeling of xingfu with you(: Only you can love me like this. No matter how hard I try, it still won't be mine. We always want to gek each other. Yes, we both won by gek-ing each other. But we both lose too, losing each other. Now you have your own life to lead. No one's there to control you. You can play all you want & your friends will be so happy for you cause they see you together with me is so xingku. Hahaha! Freedom for you at last & same to me too.
I can't seems to go on anymore. I want to smile again. I wish the best for you, I wish you'd be happy always! You happy, I happy. Hahaha! Remember the bracelet! & that song, because you live. Take care love! I'll still miss you, but not as often anymore.

我捨不得可是時間回不去了
愛你很值得只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的

我捨不得最後一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的錯了就錯了
不用擔心我我走了
♥

2009-11-29T16:25:00.002-05:00

I didn't ask for it to be over,
but then again,
I never asked for it to begin.
For that is the way it is with life,
as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance.
But even the most beautiful days
eventually have their sunsets.

& after every sunset,
there's always a sunrise!(:

2009-11-29T06:02:00.002-05:00

CRUSH-ED,
by the sweetest lips I've never kiss
by the softest hand I've never held.
Baby I'm so crushed!
:D cutie.

I'm gona find a way.

2009-11-23T14:34:00.006-05:00

I can't sleep tonight &
you're the reason why.

I smiled, when I think of you.

This time away.
I'm changing my url sooooon! (:
Not thousand wisdom. Don't wish!
Hahaha, love my new house so much.
Suddenly feel so down ley, no idea why.

Lil fuckers.
Took my tagboard off.
Didn't wn losers to ruin my mood(:
Too bad! HA!

Gna find a job real soon.
If not I'm gna boredddddd like shits at home.
Wedding dinner this friday.
Zzz! Spoilt my plan! Fk.
It's okay(: Got chance one!! =P

Some people are JUST born to be a loser :D
Thanks uh!
Don't wry, it doesn't affect me.

You're in my head all along.
Cutie.

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,
you make me laugh at the unfunny things,
but most of all, you make me love you
when I shouldn't be loving you.

At bq.

Cosy bay.

My lil neice(:

At dam with buddy(:

With Coke.

Goodbye never rlly comes.

Never give up if you still wna try.
Never wipe yours tears if you still wna cry.
Never settle for the answer if you still wna know.
Never say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

2009-11-22T07:32:00.004-05:00

Falling for you,
Dropping so quickly.

You're the apple of my eye!

Just thinking about you.
Had a great night yesterday!
Hahahaha.
Got high with Coke and Chew.
And there we go with the' Your mother very fat!'..
LOLOLOL!! (: *Inside joke*
Anw, happy birthday to Jeff.

Haven been able to use the comp lately
cause I've moved house to the mountain!! :(
Ooh man, terrible.
But it's a good thing too!
New start, new environment ma.
I got sibei many photos to upload sia.
But I very lazy also!! Hehehe.
Next time got time then upload again^^

Think about me, just a lil bit.
Cutie.

Photos.

Jeff's bday.
Spot me!! :D

Cosy bay, my hot spot!

Need a new beginning,
you're cute!(:

2009-11-09T08:57:00.002-05:00

One day someone will walk into your life
and make you see why it never worked out
with anyone else.. (I'm waiting)

The day when you have learn to love me,
I won't love you like how I use to anymore.

Workaholic.
I'm gna be so fking busy nowadays!(:
I'm gna work and move house and tire myself out.
I'm gona concentrate on what I should and not wasting my time
on something not worthy for.
I don't care what others gna say.
Cause I know I'm never guilty in what I've done:D
& normally when people starts to say bad things bout you,
Is because they don't have anything good to say about themselves.
HAHAHAHAH.
I'm me, myself & I .
Whether you like it or not, I don't give a shit.
Cause at the end of the day, I'm still the one making the decisions
and leading my own life whereby other ppl can only see and pin-point.
I've come this far myself to see who's right and who's not.
Who's worthy and who's not.
There's always a reason why some people can't make it to your life.
And I finally realize who's worth it & who's not(:

5more days! New life, new start!:D

There will come a time in your life
when you will become infatuated with a single soul.
For this person you'd do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why ...
you have no answer.
You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do,
but you'll never find out. And no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts ...
you'll love this person without regret, for the rest of your life.
I did.. now it's time to let go.
I'm satisfied already.

Bye!

2009-11-09T08:56:00.001-05:00

When I lost you, both of us lose.
Me because you were the one I loved the most.
You because I was the one who loved you the most.
But from the two of us the one who lost more was you.
Cause I'll be able to love others the way I loved you.
But no one will love you the way I did(:

Work, work, work!

2009-11-02T10:30:00.003-05:00

Neither here nor there.

Om gate gate paragate parasamgate

bodhi svaha!

2009-10-25T04:25:00.002-04:00

Promises means everything
but after they're broken,
Sorry means nothing.

I wonder what crosses your mind
when your eyes met mine.

Keeping my heart!:D
I'm starting work alr!! (:
Tomorrow -.-
Kinda lazy , tsk.

Turned my time back alr. Hehehe!
Nicole's gna miss me cause I won't be meeting her often=x
Has been meeting up my girls and k qi and a co lately!
I love it :DDDDD

Bye!

True friends hard to find.

When we first talked to each other, I knew we would always be friends.Our friendship has kept on growing, And I'll be here for you to the end.

Beautiful sunrise(:

Every single time you're bout to give up, hold on.
Hold on because you didn't come this far
to give up & walk away.

BB~

2009-10-16T22:46:00.003-04:00

I miss the beautiful sunrise.

Everything's gna be okay.
Everything's gna be okay.
Everything's gna be okay.
Everything's gna be okay,
tonight(:

2009-10-12T21:10:00.003-04:00

It was long enough, long enough,
to last... forever.

I've loved like I should.
But lived like I shouldn't.

My wish for you.
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to.
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small.
You never need to carry more than you can hold.
And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to,
I hope you know somebody loves you.
And wants the same thing too.
Yeah, this is my wish.

It's 9.30am & I'm not asleep!

What could have been and not seeing that loving you,
is what I was trying to do.

Nights!

2009-10-08T06:16:00.004-04:00

Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering after all this time.

I've been strong
And I've been weak.

Love deeply? ...... I did.
I don't know what I want.
I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know this.
I don't know that.

Fuck life.
Gona meet K qi later I guess.
Should I meet or not?
Rahhhhh~
I'm going crazy.

Somewhere in my heart, I found you(:

Bye!

World's beautiful.

At intercontinental hotel.

AnQiLa & Me!
Love u la slut. lol!

My robe!^^

Thanks K qi for this ice-cream mooncake.
It's stil at Ak's hse lo!
Gona take it back soon(:
It's freaking yummmmmmy~

She and her infected scrubbbby~
!@#$%^&*())(*&^%$#@!
I got ur NUDE photos hor!
HAHAHAHAHA.

The door never closes still.

2009-10-01T11:57:00.004-04:00

Somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Sometimes love comes around
and knock you down.

Beautiful tragedy.
Yeah yeah, tmr!! (:
Can't wait to go to Ak's hotel. (Everyone going gaga too.)
The bathtubs, with lotsa bubbles.
Hahahahaha~

Currently at Ass's house now.
And she's busy packing away. Zzz.
My nose is running very fast now :(
Almost got a slight fever just now T.T
Sick once in awhile not bad laaaaa~
Hehehehe.

Okay, I'm off to smoke.
Byeeeeee!^^

Such beautiful love.

Zoooooooooom.

Nywl is so weak laaa.
She dont even dare to hold it. hahaha!

Love you, sis.

This skinny EARNNNN lo. Tsktsk.

Huat ar!

Ur face.

Threesome.

"Nicole! It's biting ur hair alr!!!"
*Inside joke*

This bird de hair chaotah de.

*Weeeeeeeets*

I bite too.

Gona be okay.
I'll pray that you'll be fine everyday.

Even thou it's over.
This sweet 9months, I'll rmb!:D
You also okay? Thankyou!
Since there's no more you and me,
It's time I let you go so I can be free.
And live my life how it should be.
No matter how hard it is, I'll still try.
Tc, I didn't regret lovin you too:D

Take me away!

2009-09-27T14:34:00.000-04:00

Hardest pain ever.
I still love you, hope you'll be okay.
Take good care of yourself if I'm not with you alright (:

2009-09-07T13:45:00.001-04:00

There comes a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.

2009-08-07T12:23:00.002-04:00

After I fell in love with you,
I fell in love with my life.

Happy 7th monthsary!:D
(Belated.)

B U S Y, busy!!~
Wake up, go work, go home sleep.
Wake up, go work, go home sleep.
This is my life.
Cool huh? _|_
Kao, I'm sorry friends :(
Cause I'm working as a full time now.
So understand abit okay(: I this month only got one off!
(Cos i use finish the other 3 days alr=x)
I'll try to make it up to you guys alrights^^
Don't forget me hor!! Heehee.

I want eat seoul garden and sushi so badly!

But don't have the time!
Gona see doctor on Tuesday(:
Boyfriend fly me aeroplane this morning! Thanks ah dear.
PIGGGGGGGGG! =P
But I still love you la, don't worry(:
I'm going sleep soon.
Still have to work tomorrow:((
Bye!

Sometimes we expect more from others,
cause we would be willing to do that much for them.

Expired Pictures.

I offer all that I have to give to you to love.
&
All that I want to give to you in love.

ANG YEO ANG YEO

Hi fk sis, I miss you.
And I miss Lanlan too(:
Hahahaha!

and not forgetting my AssK & Kele
:D

Much Loves!

Just you & me.

I've so much things to tell you.
But I don't have the time to.
Please take good care of yourself when
I'm not with you.
I love you.

Nights.

2009-08-01T04:59:00.004-04:00

What seems like the right thing to do,
could also be the hardest thing
you have ever done in your life.

If someone has something bad to say about you,
it's probably because they have nothing good
to say about themselves.

Hello & Goodbye.
I've lost my touch on blogging.
This whole of July is a curse month.
So many quarrels, break up, conflicts and even accident!
(Luckily I'm still alive.)
And also a busy month!(: I likeee.
It's August alr! Hope it will be so much better laa.
I fall down, get hurt, cry, laugh, love and get back up.
I want to have something worthwhile to watch,
with plenty of love & laughter, good and bad times.
I don't want to regret a thing and I plan not to.
It's okay to not be alright.
But I'm fine now :D
Oh ya, I'm sick :(

Expired pictures.

Taken on my birthday(:

I'm just me and that's all I can be.
No more no less no 2nd guess.
I laugh I love I live I cry
and sometimes i wish I would die.
Someday I'm funny, others I'm not.
You may not like me, but that's okay.
This is me
&
This is how I'll stay!
(:

Jianjian & me on my bday!
Your surprise tio expose laaaa! LOL.

Coke & me.
Study hard hor sicoke.
See you soon^^
Lovelove.

Hi darling,
I'm sure I don't have any idea what you're going through. How hard it is to let someone go. How painful it must be to know that as right as you two are for each other, it doesn't mean you're right for each other right now. I wouldn't know a thing about that. About how it makes you want to scream, or hit someone...or cry.
I may not understand how you really feel, but somehow I'm there. I don't wna say so much over here. I've told you on msn alr. Anything just call me up okay! I love you :D
The world is still very beautiful!
With love.

It's funny how hello always ends with a goodbye,
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
It's funny how forever never really seems to last,
it's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
It's funny how friends can just leave you when you're down,
it's funny how when you need someone they're never around.
It's funny how people change and think they're so much better,
it's funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
It's funny how people forgive even though they can't forget,
it's funny how one night can contain so much regret.
It's funny how ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all, none of that's funny to me.

I miss my darling boy.
Our 7th month is coming soon!
2more days.
ily!

2009-07-26T06:32:00.002-04:00

Love's beautiful.
:D

Nothing gna change my love for you.

2009-07-17T01:49:00.002-04:00

So near yet so far.

She's gona chase around you for awhile,
but there's gona be a day
when she's gona stop running in circles around you.
She's gona get over you & at that very moment,
You're gona wish you had let her catch you.

You'll taste the feeling soon(:

I don't like guys who makes me wait,
it's not bcos I have no sincerity.
It's bcos either you're worth it

or you're not.

Working, Wonderful girl/guyfriends, are all my bestfriend now!
Haha. So yea, not gona go think so much alr. I had enough.
I was so in love. Really, I was.
Your 'brothers' are more impt.
Sarcastic, whatever. I am like this.

eeeks.
K, bye.

2009-07-08T07:03:00.005-04:00

Inactive blog for awhile.

I remember all the times we had together.
So beautiful, so sweet, so nice, so love!

You've let me down,
but my heart is still with you.
Happy 6th monthsary,
I love you still.

2009-06-28T06:06:00.002-04:00

Kiss kiss baby! :D

Okay, my birthday had just pass few days ago.
I'm kind of lazy to blog as photos are not send to me
from my Nywl & Sht!!
When they send le den I blog ba^^
Bye ppl!! (:

5more days baby! Our 6th monthsary:D
I love you.

2009-06-21T14:20:00.002-04:00

Happy Birthday Love!

I love you baby!:D

See you kena cake smash so xing tong for you lo!
Hahaha, but I bet you had a happy day uh(:
Fred perry polo tee hor! Lol~
You better dote me more!
I took great care of you throughout ur drunk night! hahaha.
-
Yea, so happy when you told me u would wanna share one account with me at fb and friendster!!^^
Don't wry love, I won't run away de.
Trust me. And don't bully me hor!!
I'll share an account with you and close e rest in whatever web(:
I love you !

My birthday's coming!
26 june, friday(:

Hello My Enemy,

2009-06-20T15:52:00.004-04:00

I took away my tagboard on purpose.
Cause I don't want you to only know how to use mouth say but
won't come out kind. Yea, do contact me soon kay^^
I welcome you at all times (:
Just give me a call. Oh and make it fast, don't make me wait too long.
One more thing for sure, i'm prettier than you la! And i HATE AND PITY your father mother giving birth to such an ill bred KID. (I'm offending you, opps!)
Yea, kid. (:
And well, you mentioned that who will want me?
My boyfriend says HE WANT! :D

Hahaha, love you dear! ^^

2009-06-14T03:02:00.002-04:00

I give my hand to you with all my heart,
I Can't wait to live my life with you,
Can't wait to start.

So much I ♥ you,
to tell you.

Contented & Love.
Boyfriend's birthday is coming!
And after 5 days after his will be mine:D
And 1 week after mine will be our 6th month!
Time fly.

I ♥ you, KwekYongSong!:D

Bye!

2009-06-10T06:04:00.001-04:00

This is the last straw,
Don't wanna hurt anymore.

How I wish you could feel how I feel right now.
Just for this little while.

Happy belated 5th monthsary.
Had it on at Genting with Boyf and his relatives.
Has been busy ever since I'm back from there~
Kind of lazy to load pictures too.
Many things happen at 1 time.
I'm gna be strong.

Deepest condolence to my buddy, Ken.
-You know I'm always here for you alrights!
Don't wry, everything's gna be okay.
You have his word . (:
See you soon!

I feel so terrible now. Bye.

Pictures will do my talking.

Got this from him.

This was FUN!:D

I only get to play 2 games in the themepark-.-
So ya, nth much.

My blue dolphin, boyf got it for me.

Love this the most!:D
Muacks many! hahahaha.

I miss the feeling of being wanted/missed by you.

Thanks guys who has always been there this few days(:
You know who you are. No names mentioned.
You all are loved! :D
xoxo

Very hiao ah you! Hahaha.

I saw yingying at genting too!
LOL~
look at the left side of this picture,
you'll knw what is it.

The one you should call,
was standing here all along.

I always love you,
like how I do.

Days this few days seems so much longer to pass.
Haven been able to sleep properly, smiling.1 meal per day or maybe not even one. Losing my appetite from bad to worst. What's so wrong with me? Wanting to give up but I know I can't, or maybe cos I didn't want to at all. Telling myself that this gna be the last time, but knowing there will still be more.
"The one person you know you're better off without but yet you can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside you wouldn't know what to do without them. The one person that you know doesn't deserve you at your very best but yet you choose to overlook it."
How true it is. Please, auto! I'm still hoping that things would get better. I'm still waiting for it to happen, but baby please. Don't make me wait too long.

Just close your eyes, each loving day.
Knowing that this feeling, won't go away.

2009-06-10T05:19:00.002-04:00

In memories of ,
Candice Goh Hui Yi.

Rest in peace.

DO NOT MISTAKEN!!
CANDICE WILL NEVER JUMP DOWN BY HER OWN SELF!!!
Those who know Candice well will know candice would never ever do such thing..
*She so love pretty..
*so afriad of a little pain..
*tell some people tat she would nv die for her BF..
*By rite the next day after her death she is going holiday wit her family..
*She jus find a new job starting work after her holiday..
*she never leave any suicide note

This is what Candice's brother, Ken Goh, wanna tell everyone:
Before she die, witnesses(a group of young people) saw them quarreling at 85 market, and her BF even throw an unopen can of beer at her head.. then the group of young people come and help my sister.. my sister then stick to them.. during this time, my sister tried to avoid tat BASTARD.. but not long later, tat Bastard found her. then he grabbed her hand and pull.. elbow lock her hand and pull after she resisted.. then finally pull her hair again and dragged her awhile to his house .. awhile later, the group of guy worried about my sister, went to search for her, soon after when they wanna gave up searching, they heard shouting on 1 of the blk upstair.. when they wanna go up, my sister jus fell off from 8th storey.. Then after she died, tat BASTARD jus stay calm and just do nothing after tat.. AND WHEN MY SISTER DIED, SHE WAS BITING HER OWN TONGUE(which mean cannot R.I.P!) TAT BASTARD AARON can even lie mi about the whole thing when a group (not jus 1 person) saw everything..
so tell mi!!! will my sister do such stupid thing??

That basturd, Aaron profile--------> http://profiles.friendster.com/3212389

2009-06-09T06:22:00.002-04:00

It's okay to lose your pride
over someone you love,
Don't lose someone you love though over your pride.

爱得太深，伤得也深。

Forget about all the reasons why something may not work.
You only need to find one good reason why it will.
-adapted from Ak's blog.

I get hurt at first, alittle bit.
But soon I'll get over it.
2years before & 2years after.
So much things changed.

I'll give you all the love and happiness i could afford to you,
still.
Because I still love you,
I can't let it go so easily.
I miss you alot, seriously I do.
Have you forgotten how we first started out to be?
the 1st time we held hand,
the 1st time we hug,
the 1st time we kiss,
and how we even get together.

She's gona chase around you for awhile,
but there's gona be a day
when she's gona stop running in circles around you.
She's gona get over you & at that very moment,
You're gona wish you had let her catch you.

The world is still very beautiful.

2009-05-31T07:14:00.005-04:00

Memory is a gift,
and a curse.

Faith & Believe.

Restless.
Okay. I think I won't be able to sleep tonight.
Cos I woke up too late alr. Zzz.
1 more day and I'm off to genting!! :DDD
Omg! I can't wait.
Cause, paiseh ah, it's my 1st time going 'oversea' with bf..
So yea, I'm really sibei kai xin laah!
Cos I thought my parents will 反对.
But heng never :D
HAHAHAHA~

Haven totally pack my bag.
Kind of lazy =x
Hahahaha.
Have been tonning lately.
Got to do my mask later on ^^
Will be back to update after I'm bck to S'pore! (:
Okay, I'm off to eat & bath.
Byeeeeee!

I want to live life like there's no tomorrow.
No regrets & no time for sorrow.

My sis & I .

We only get 1 life, 1 choise, 1 chance.

Baby, I'm yours.

My ♥'s, awsome!
I've been thinking, thinking so much bout us.
This few days of hardcore quarreling, is driving both of us crazy.
I know at times I'm at fault.
Hope you'll tolerate me like before. Thanks love!
I just can't wait to go genting with you.
It sounds like I'm some kind of mountain tortise like that. But fk care that.
Haha! I love yesterday(: Cos I had a happy day.
Yea, never quarrel aftermath:x
No more fights baby.

I love the ways you try so hard to please me.
Mostly, I love you the way you love me!
I ♥ Kyongsong!:D

Byee!

2009-05-25T12:02:00.004-04:00

Of all the love I ever get,
you're the one I won't forget.

So many questions, but the answers are so few.
All I really know is,
I love you!

Love, unconditionally.
Tamp 1 today with Darl, Angela & AssK (:
Didn't really feel like walking around as my killer-heels
are really killing me! Hahaha.
So I went home very early at 9+pm (:
This few days de weather also very hot.
Wonder the ice at the northpole got melt alot anot.
Is it at the north pole??
*whatever*

Boyfriend is coming to meet/see/hug/kiss/pei me soon.
:DDDDDDDDD
But just for a lil while. Nehneh!
He got school tmr -.-
Bo bian~ dont study next time cannot feed me i run away ah!
Hahahahaha, just kidding :DDD
Okay, I'm off to watch my drama alr.
Ciaos!

Hearts could only love for awhile,
feets could only walk for some miles.
Clothes won't forever be in style,
but having you as my boyfriend,
is always worthwhile.

Meeeee.

I love you, you know I do.
Boyf's wearing the hoody i bought for
him from topman(:

bang bang

Nights!

2009-05-23T12:45:00.002-04:00

Like a habit hard to break,
I can learn from my mistakes.

The stars are out,
I'd really love to see you tonight.

Random.
How many times I wna you to see what
i'm trying to hint to you, but you wasn't there to.
How many times I want you to leave ur footprints,
you did it rarely, or maybe never.
My words always carry words.
话中带话.

Weird weird de feelings.
有一种说不出的感觉。
又开心，又沉闷，又也不是很高兴。
想这很多东西，可是却说不出口。
谁可以打开我的心房呢？

Kind of emo now? Lol.
No idea why, search me.
I'm going for my private blogging!:D (maybe)
That might be a better place..
HAHAHAHAHA! *Peace*
Fk you.

What it use to,

But still,
I didn't regret loving you.

Bye.

2009-05-17T15:02:00.004-04:00

I must be crazy now,
Maybe I dream too much.
But when I think of you,
I long to feel your touch.

You're the best I ever had.
Best, I ever had.

好开心！好开心！
我好开心！
Will be going Genting with my boyfriend soon(:
HAHAHAHA!
I just can wait no more man~ Rah!
We'll spend our 5th month at genting together:D
Your bday after that, and mine after yours^^
Fortunately, our 6th month! :DDD
Ya, I know I'm thinking too far~
But, who cares? ME ME ME(:

I'm on the phone with him now.
And I'm missing him so badly here.
Will be meeting Fish and my AssK later to chill.
I'm a good girl today anw.. *peace*
Goodbye people, have an early night! (:

I will be your light,
Shining bright(:
Till you go blind better!
so you cannot see girls..
HAHAHAHA!

Peektures!

My 帅哥！:D
爱死你！
xoxo.

your babygirl

Love you squirrel!
:D

2009-05-03T15:54:00.005-04:00

I'll always love you,
Deep inside this heart of mine.

My love for you is a journey.

You spin my head right round right round.
I had a happy day!(:
Boyfriend had 3days 2nights over my place.
Rah, he's back at his own home sleeping now.
I'm starting to miss your presence by my side!!
Letting me disturb you and giving you faces^^
I bet you miss me too =x Hehehehe.

Spend my 4th month at Leisure park.
Nothing much actually.
Caught "The International" movie.
Okay, the sure bloody suckkkkks.
Sibei the boring ah! 2hours and I don't knw what's going on.
Maybe my english too lousy alr =x
But whatever it is, I DO enjoy my day(:
Loves!

Oh ya, thanks Angela and Darling for taking care of me
when I'm drunk^^ XOXO!
& you baby! Thanks so much(:
Paiseh ah, vomit at your leg.
HAHAHA!
Lovessssss~

It's 4.30am right now.
Got to go sleep soon.
Look's like it's gna rain man.
I'm missing my boyfriend & cliques badly!
(But I miss my boyfriend more laaaaaaaaaa:x)
Withlove, nights.

You can think it,You can dream it.
I'll make sure you receive it.

Pictures.

Boyfriend bought me a lil bolster!
Ya la, will hug it to slp le la!:D

Don't like tt leyyyyyyy~

Happy 4th monthsary!(:

Hi ♥ , happy 4th month!(:
I'm so glad we could last till now.
I always thought we would break up before 2months. Cause you know de la, 1st two months was like ... .
Lol, yea. You didn't know how to cherish me in the first place. I'm so happy you know how to already after I make you taste the pain=x Oops!
Now you know how sucks the feelings was like hor???!!
Don't do it again okay! And I promise you I won't wna leave you anymore.
I could promise you I would stay true to you always too(:
Break my heart no more baby.
I wna be with you always.
I know there's no forever la. But then, can always together of cause good la:D
I'm missing you so badly right now! I wanna eat you up man!Hope you really learn your lesson and learn from your mistake already^^

Anyway love, you really deserve a chance.
I can see from your effort and pain that you put in to hold me back and let me stay by your side again. You really deserve the chance. You did fight for it yourself. When you told me you regret, my heart suddenly just ache. I know I love you still. When you let me listen to 'that' chinese song, I don't know how to say my feelings. I just know, you did went through alot.
(: I'll always love you alrights:D I still want be your wife lah kay!! Tsk.
Kay lah, don't say so much le.
Got to turn in alr.
Muacks! Xoxo~

I love you!

Love ya loads!

My handsome boy!:D

I'll love you, I always do.
Cause you've filled a part no one can fill.

Nights Earthlings!

2009-04-29T14:22:00.003-04:00

I'm in a need,
to hear your voice baby,
(thou we just put down e phone less then 10mins)
to see your face,
and I wna hug you tight!

I'm soooooooo sick uh. *Grins*
I'm starting to miss you like how I use to ~
I'm falling back in love with you again.
HAHAHA! Good news for you baby:D

Take my hands,
Take my whole life too.

2009-04-26T05:08:00.004-04:00

If these walls could talk,
baby what would they say..
They've been a witness to all of the pain.

All that I ever did was good enough,
Thank you baby
for making me tough!

The littlest things that takes me there.
Yea, life changed.
So near yet so far. Hahaha.
Will be working till may 15th and I'm gna stop working for a while.
Didn't went for work today.
Cause I slept too late.
Was wondering to go out or stay at home.
Cause I wna do mask and so many things at one time.
Rah, i want Koi's bubble tea!! Hehehe.
Taken is a very F A N T A S T I C show!
Is a MUST-watch-movie. Omg! Love the show.
Darling and I have a great time in the cinema huh!!! LOL.

Got to bath and prepare alr.
Goodbye people! :D

Chance comes and gone.

Pictures.

Hi love,
our 4th monthsary is coming soon.
I guess we could last that long huh?
Remember,
Don't lose and treasure.
It's kind of lucky for you baby that I'm still here.
Every now and then, my heart gives in.
To the hope that someday you'll change.
Then alone I'll wake, to my own mistakes.
That it's just a foolish game.
I guess now it's your turn alr.
I wish you good luck to hold me on.
A part of me still loves you, that's true.
You say you'll change.
but boy you know, you begging don't fool me.
I'll wait, for you to win me back.
But don't regret.
Cause, i can't really treat you like how
i used to.

I was so in love with you.
I mean, i was.

At v2. Long DIck de birthday.
Hahahahhahaha.

No goodbye.

My truth, is your worst enemy.

2009-04-20T05:46:00.001-04:00

I'll make you taste the pain,

Will be updating again with pictures after tonight.
So many things to update but kind of lazy.
Not much photos taken too.
Anyway, Happy Birthday to my dearest XiXi :D

What else do you deserve?

2009-04-14T12:01:00.003-04:00

Don't lose & regret what you have,
You won't have it again.

You've only got yourself to blame.

Back to update!:D
I might not be working alr :(
Boss don't want me. Sad.
But whatever lah, a road is ownself walk out de.
I'm more into perfume's line (:
Anybody want intro? Hehehe.

Okay, I'm gna sleep soon.
Working tomorrow early.
How I wish I don't have to wake up this early _|_
Yea baby! I'm so tired.
Nights Earth!:D

Taste my pain, those tears,
that you once gave me.
Tell me.
How does it feel?

Pictures.

Love bought me my favourite cookies!,

my favourite 'children-play' ,

my favourite couple,

& this :D
Thanks love!

Some outdated pics.

See how happy she is.
Mouth open so big.
Eyes also cannot see. HAHA!

Nice lighting(: I take de hor! =x
*Shy*

'______' fill in the blanks.
HAHAHA!

Very green, hor Jean?
LOL! kind of rythm.

Fk face.
I likeeeeeeee~ :D

When I'm holding on, you let me go.
Now I'm going off,
you hold me on.
I'm not anything you can control.
I decide how the story goes.

Goodbye ppl!
( I miss you, sweeeeet.)
r6000

2009-04-06T04:59:00.006-04:00

What did I say, what did you do?

To make me fall for you?

I don't know what to say,
I never meant to feel this way.

So lost, so happy, so irritating!
I'm not studying for my O's anymore,
I've no self-discipline to go everyday,
to reach on time, to do the work and listen.
I know it's wrong.
But, I've my own planning alr(:

Concentrating on my work now.
Hoping I could be scheduled almost everyday
so that I would be keeping myself busy
and not thinking of this or that(:
Hahaha, not a bad idea hor?
Looking forward to meet my bud soon(:
Pictures below will continue to talk.

Falling so fast so hard this time.

Happy 16th to Fishy!(:
You know I'm always there.

Know how to think le hor!

Happy 17th to brother Yingzzz! :D
Haha, I bet we had fun that day huh!
Loves!

Ya, strawberry yingzzzz :D

SEE! I shelled the prawn for you loh!
Better be fortunate!.
And why ur face sop cramp over here?
lol.

The nyio'er and guo'er.
Yea, kraven can be my partner for eating:D

I'm tall! Jean, You had a hard time! lol.

Look at this 2 monkeys.
Nicole & Madhh.
LOL!!!

Lovers cherries ah!:D
xoxo.

Coke, Nywl & me ^^
Fun!

Girlfriends! Withloveeeeee~
See you girls soon again!:D
Muacks~

BANG!:D

Am I so hard to understand?
Or
I didn't want you to?

I don't want to say goodbye,
to you.

2009-03-21T03:22:00.003-04:00

I could stay lost in this momment forever,
When every momment spend with you

is a momment I treasure.

Time can't erase a feeling this strong.

Baby you rockkkkkkkkkk! :D

Haha, I feel so bless la.

Omg, treating me so nice and good this few days(:

But dear, I also got treat you good hor!

Don't say I mistreat you okay!

Whack you then you know=P

HAHAHAHA!

I've started to work and it's like -.-

Sibei the boring arrrrrr~

Somemore in air-conditioned area.

In school air con, working also air con.

Tmd, my skin very the dry lahh! Zzz.

Yesterday I never go work:)

So went to Aljunied with boyfriend and a co.

Baby bought me contact lenses!

Cause I accidentally spoil my lenses! Grrrrrr~

It's raining so heavily outside my house now:(

How to go out!! Walao eh~

Effing hungry also lo. Jeeze~

And boyf and a co are going to expo -.-

Okay, see you guys soon!

Tomorrow got to work at 9.50am, good gracious.

What time should I wake up?(;

I'm getting more lazy alr~ Jialat!

Whack me to work please. Lol!

Cannot be updating often either.

Got to study le go work, daily routine now.

Yea, so people.

MISS ME! hahahaha.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Don't treat me like a fool just

because I tolerated so much things.

Everything has it's own limit.

Don't cross mine. Don't try.

At Angela's house waiting for her to

fking get ready and go out with me!!

*I GOT wear clothes hor!*

Just that the blanket cover me up.

I'm not any pornstar okay! HAHAHA.

If I want, I can.

Goodbye Earth!

2009-03-13T15:31:00.004-04:00

What doesn't kill me,
Made me stronger.

Ain't easy.

Finally ar, NO MORE emo liao~ :DDDD
All things are cleared.
And anw, thanks fishy & mushroom for ur lil ears(:
And NYWL^^
Hehe=x

Yesterday the moon is VERY blue! *insidejoke*
NICOLE TODAY COME MY HSE HERE FIND ME HOR!
I'm so honoured, so happy, so touch almost to tears worruhxzxzxzxz~
LOL! She wanted me to post all this out laaaaaa~ Gosh!

Oh ya, I'm so glad that boyfriend and I are back on the track!
Yipeeeeeeeee~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
(See the smile so many you knw i how happy! Lol.)
Dear i love you laaaaaaaa~
(Angela wanted me to say ily ot her too! NOOOOO~)
K la. love u toooooooo worhhhxzxzxz~ OMG!

Boyfriend's fast asleep man,
miss him like fk pls.
Ass~ Muack!

Okay, Fish is beside me now.
& she say my english fail -.-
Damn her! LOL. (She kaobei again @#$%^^&*)
She's very uncivilised as she just said," CHOWCH**BY**!"
Slap her anyone? HAHAHAHA~
Guess she's gna be bored to death,
I'm gna run off now!
And kick her ass(:

Bye peopleeeeeeee~

*My love for you gets stronger as tomorrow comes*

imy!

XOXO!

Ting finally gt mood to take picture uh!

HAHA.

See the chiobu beside me?

LOL!
She's bleaching her finge! hehe.

Nahs, you all WILL NOT

see this kind of face again! hahaha.

I recover le hor asshole~ =P

Now, you'll see this everyday!
SMILE:D

I LOVE YONGSONGGGGG!~

Loves!

2009-03-11T05:29:00.005-04:00

Nobody understands,
Thou they say they do.

I need a little time away.

Okay, I think I'm 'sick' againnn~ :(
Nicole's gna kill me if she know this.
Lol!

But well, I think my mind is going through hell.

School has really been boring this feel days lah.
Didn't really have the motivation to study-.-
And I'm starting work next wednesday alr!^^
Happy* teehee.

I think I better enjoy my every night's time.
If not when I start work & got to go school,
I doubt I'll have the time to ton or play.
Hehheh.
I'm so tired right now as my sleeping time has been messed up.
But I don't wanna sleep:D

Bye peopleeeeeee!

I've fallen alot of times.

Behind every smiles.

Let me emo here awhile kay(:
Anyway, I've been really thinking;
What do I want? What am I thinking about actually?
Why is my thinking in a mess and so critical?
Why am I plague with all this S-H-I-T-S!?
Just what am I looking for, searching for..
No one truly understands me.
I've been wanting to speak my mind out.
But there's no 'right' person. Zzz.
Walao, very xingku bodoh!
I was like those xingku hor, keep inside heart.
Cannot let out. Nabei!
I'm going crazy.
When ppl come telling me that they can be my listening ear or what,
Thanks lovelies, but, you all just ain't the right person I could pour everything to.
And I really mean, E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
:( Sorry.

Nobody can,
Thou they say they do.
They can't understand,
Do I really wan them to?

Be happy!

I know I'm a problematic child or attitude bitch to you.

2009-03-09T10:20:00.003-04:00

Sweet escape.
带我走。

My heartie night!

（Dear，几时再带我去huh!?）

Finally I went for the interview(:

Yea, seems to be okay.

And the person who interview me was actually my mother's last time colleague.

Omg! Small world. HAHA~

Class today was fine.

Thou it was kind if quiet?

Heh.

Yea, DOTAAAAA!!~

Suddenly got a strong urge of playing it.

Boyfriend die die train just to pawn me.

Asshole.

But well, dear, dream on laaaaaaaaaah! LOL.

I'll pawn ur ass first, hehehe(:

(Okay, he's gna make noise when he see what I post here.)

HAHAHAHAHA.

Confidence.

Peeektures.

Dear, sorry leh.
This few days keep attitude you.

But I really trying change le=x Hehe!

Maybe pms hor?

Your tolerance bey pai ma:D

Lol!So sweet of you to cover my head when it's raining

while you got urself wet^^

& stop sleeping in classs laah!!

Muack.

明天会跟好！

Bye earth!

2009-03-08T04:29:00.004-04:00

Nothings gna break us apart,
Cause we're one in heart.

If I really gave up on you,
I won't pretend I don't.

Life's okay recently:D
Dota yesterday. HAHA!
Has been toning this few days.
Zzz.
I keep say I wanna go for interview,
But till now, I still haven go yet=x
Rah!! Maybe go tomorrow.

I got nothing i wna blog about.
Bye!(:

No that ain't no way to be.
I won't force myself to do what I
don't like to do!

Pictures,

A cute brownie for SHT,

by Me & Nywl.

Yes, i dislike xdd.

Xdd = Xab

Xiaodidi=Xiaoahbeng.

Whatever~

It's getting more & more irritating.

Disgusting.

Boyfriend's!

Customized this for him(:

I LOVE YOU.

So, it's your problem if I offended you(:

I won't care & I can't be bothered with it.

You don'thave to feel guilty conscious if you aren't.

Sayonara.

2009-03-03T11:19:00.005-05:00

I need someone to let me be,
Just who I am inside.

You'll never know me enough

And I highly doubt so you ever will.

Happy 2nd monthsary!(:
Dear i love you so muchhhhh~
Even thou I have said it many times.
And trust me, you'll never find another girl like me.
Muacks!:D

School sucks totally today!
Hope tomorrow's class will be better eh?

Watched 2 movies today.
Role models & Slumdog millionaire.
It wasn't that bad afterall
Thou Boyfriend and I felt that those shows wasn't nice.
Hehheh~
It was the 1st time we took bus home together today!
And I love it^^
Hope the next time would be a longer journey=x

Yea, I guess emo days are finally over huh?
Fk off emo!! I dont wna be emofkid yo!
HAHAHA.
I'm hungry now..
(Dear, would you mind buying food come my hse for me?)
Hehehehehe.
Just kidding!
I'm going watch my la bi xiao xing alr.
Bye!

It's not a game.

I'm here to stay.

I wonder.

Highest floor.

Yea, snap shot!

Dear! Thanks for ur little ears last 2 days=x

HAHAHAHA!

You knw, i can be your confidante(:

& I'll always cling on you.

You can try to run horrrrrr!!

I miss you now. yes.

Wana kick your pretty ass!Lol.

ily(:

You know I'll keep holding on.

Sometimes acting like a fool,

look like a dumb.

But well, you really need to know me more.

HAA!

Maddh! Have you any idea what is

this book about? see carefully!!

HAHAHA!

Guidance to everyday hor siao siao.

Remember,

The world is still very beautiful.

2009-02-25T12:13:00.002-05:00

It's just you and me,
and nothing in between.

爱我的他，我爱的他！
Gave boyfriend a little surprise today.
Woke up early in the morning to the market to buy ingredients.
Boiled sweet corn soup for him(:
I never boil soup for any other ppl before hor!!
(Dear! you should feel fortunate okay!)
Bring it down to his workplace and I left.
He did finish up the whole soup^^

I'm feeling much better now.
And I'm happier now.
HAHA, I'm so bless~
Muacks love!
I love my boyfriend, so so much!:D
& I know he love me so so much too!
Gees.

Nights earth.

2009-02-24T07:34:00.006-05:00

I need to spend time on my own,
Spend time being free.

Take me away,
And no more mistakes.

I'm restless right now! Rah.
Okay, I've just rebonded my hair
and I haven get to wash my hair alr for 1 whole day:(
(Don't worry, it doesn't stinks. )
My hair colour sibei jialat.
From bright orange to orange to abit kim and now it's like . . .
Let's not talk about it.
HAHA. I'm gna wash my hair tomorrow:D
Finally lah.

School sucks lately.
I swear.
Teacher sucks especially.
Zzz. What on earth am I doing.
Okay, end of ranting.

No school tomorrow.
It's a good thing(:
I don't feel like sleeping tonight.
Boyfriend is going over Del's hse.
The S H Y M .
Alrights, guess I'm gna have a lonely night today.
Lucky I got my vodka as my company.
HAHAHA.

I miss my KYS now.
Gna call him and disturb.
Bye!

Shutting down, I say.

You'll never know how it feels
when you can't even find yourself true.
Sometimes, I prefer to hide my feelings.
And pretend nth ever happened.

Because I'd rather keep it to myself.

I got crazy over this tooth here.
It's cute, isn't it?
Lol!

If I let you down,
I'll turn it all around.
Cause I'm never gna let you go.

Okay, sleep tight people.
Emo caught me tonight.
I'm not feeling very nice now.
I need a pack of cigg, hours of time, my 'bestfriend' and music.
Sayonara.

(You can jolly well keep your stubborn-ness to yourself.)
& I say Fk you!

You're the one thing I got right.

The only one I let inside.

I'm not gna sleep tonight,
Cos I can't sleep.
I'm feeling so stress now.
What's wrong qian?

2009-02-14T23:02:00.007-05:00

Holding onto every seconds spent with you,
Waiting for the next time it's just us two.

Happy Valentine's day!(:
Thou it has just past 1 day:x

I enjoyed my valentine's day(:
Book into a hotel at Roxy square,
Together with Boyfriend, Darling, Ting, Del, and Hong.
Didn't get to swim cause of my red days -.-
Rah! Spoil mood bodoh.
But we did have fun after all!
HAHAHA~

I'm extremely tired right now (na na) ...
Woke up very early at 9.30am in the morning today
to prepare and go home with boyfriend.
Cause he got to work-.-
And now I'm blogging with my eyes half open.
Zzzz.

And once again, my mind is empty.
My bed is calling for me already.
Sayonara!(:

Don't think bad thoughts
&
Make yourself bleed.

Enjoy the pics.

To you my heart will tell no lies.

With my sweetie Hweeting!^^

Loves!

Relax~.~

My valentine's day flower!
Thanks boyfriend yea:D

Dearest! You're the best lah kay(:
Happy valentine to you.
You just don't know how happy you had make me.
I'm really elated and blessed when you
told me how you feel for me.
I'll always remember 14/2/09,
It's just those words I wna hear all this while^^
And I know it comes from your heart.
Omg! Come to think of it, so mushy lo!
But I likeeeeeeeeeeee~
:DDD

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!

Actually what I've been wanting to do,
was to wrap my hands over you
and tell you how much I care
and how much you really meant to me.
But, ARGH!!!
I'm way tooo shy fker.

Ralph Lauren polo tee.
Bought by boyfriend, yea.
It's couple tee anyway(:
muack!

Wanted to rant over here,
But, it's such a lovely post.
Don't wna ruin it(:
HAHAHAHA~
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I can be what I want to be.

Nights!

2009-02-12T10:36:00.005-05:00

Sometimes have you ever wonder,
what you really want?
I don't know what I really want now.
All I ever know was I really love you a lot
and I just won't wanna admit it.
Because I'm so afraid, soooooooo afraid.
And that's why I play different faces on you at times.
But after our chat just now,
When you tell me your preference, I admit I'm sadden + abit pekchek.
(But that doesn't mean I'm not strong anymore.)
We both have our own thinking & we stood at different ground.
But yet you always try your best to give in to me.
Still, I wanna say, I'm sorry dearest. Sorry that I made you lose face
and getting more and more demanding and the nonsense I've created.
& definitely, thanks for your tolerance! ^^
Yea, I know. I just know.
Our relationship, has gotten better(:
just after that vary chat.
I love you ass!:D

Now I know what I really want.

*Take a notice*

Anyway, I've something to say here.
First, I'm happy to take the public transport right now.
I admit it's hard to do it in the beginning,
But now, so the sorry, I'm use to my Bus or cab life.
I can live without bikes la hor~
Limbei bo kiam eng ah!
You want call me a loser or whatever, go ahead.
Second, I don't know why hor, I take bus also kena say and laugh leh.
I got a boyfriend who got transport de I kena say,
No transport also kena say. Wtf!?
Come on lah, don't be ridiculous about me spending a long time in the bus.
Or should I say don't be childish? Lol.
So what even if I will to take bus home or here and there?
And SO WHAT even if you have your car or big bike and my bf don't have?
And so what even if you're together with me once or never?
One thing for sure, what he has, you'll never have.
And he actually won my whole heart, but yet you didn't.
Got this clear? :D
Nbcb, before you no transport you ride le ah? Or drive le ah?
I'm over with rounding life-.-
And my personal helmet is in my storeroom already,
It's not display out anymore(:

Sad to say, I love my boyfriend and
I'm happy & contented with what he have or don't have.
He gave me the feelings that NO other ex boyfriend had given me before.
Clear.

I write this out with some personal attacks to some
Fking haolian about ownself got bike de 'particular' person see de.
You know who you are, then good for you.
And, I mean no offence.
I'm just telling you, not asking you(:
Bye!
HAHAHAHAHA!

2009-02-08T06:59:00.005-05:00

You'll feel my love even if we're apart,
You'll know that we are one in heart.

Love is what I feel for you,
Each & everyday.

I'm BACKKKKK! :D
Miss me? *Hehe*
Just came back from Queens way-.-
And I sat about an hour de bus then reach home lo _|_

3 days 2 nights at Intercontinental hotel :DDDDD
Unlimited of complaints of the noise we made in the hotel too=x
HAHAHAHA! (That's US yo!)
Anyway, happy 17th birthday to my darling nywl! (:
3couples ton through 2 nights.
Yea, I enjoy every moment spend with you guys!!
(Ya la, I know you guys gna say I enjoy most with YongSong right!!.)
Laugh out loud~

Pictures are mostly with Nywl.
Wait till she's not lazy anymore,
And wait till she shuang liao,
Then she will send me those photos! (Fk you la aye!=x)
HAHA! Just kidding.

I got alot things to blog about.
But now I can't remember what I wna blog.
I just know I wna blog abt the day I spend my 1stmonth with boyfriend,
The funtime I had with my cliques at the hotel,
All the activities and blablablabla~ *Yawns*
But nevermind lah.

Anyway, I've started school^^
Yea, I'm studying private O.
Hopefully I can shun shun li li passssss ah!
Same to the others:)
Alrights, got to go do my mask soon and sleep.
School tomorrow at 9am. Wtf!
Oh ya! I'm nt gna be active in my friendster or blog anymore,
I'm too busy for it.
Withlove, nights!
-Whatever will be, will be.

I love your deep kisses,
I love your soft touch.
I love you, I love you,
I love you SO MUCH:D

Pictures, enjoy!

Happy Family!
Loves.

Watched 2 movies on our 1st month.
And so sweet of him to pass me his hoody in
the cinema when he himself couldn't
tolerate the coldness!!! Muack:D

I know w/o make-up I am cmi.
So I purposely took my side view instead.
Paiseh ah, half eyebrow ^^

S H Y M S A Y!
Muchloves:D

Ah gao trying to show his 'CURVE'.
His 'S' figure(:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Okay. AhTeck and Javier is the only two who
dress till so the formal-.-
Yea, became our laughing stock. Lol!

I'm lazy of taking photos alrdy.

Drink, drank but never drunk.
Thanks del for the crab that day(:
My clique^^

KYS♥AQH

Dearest,
I enjoyed our little 1st month celebration few days bck. (:

Yea, i don't wna say so much.
You already know.
Just wna tell you the same 3 words,
I love you!
Muack(:

I♥Kyongsong!

I offer all that I have to give,
to you, to love.
And all my days I want to live,
with you, in love.

2009-01-27T15:43:00.016-05:00

The feelings came nearer & nearer,
Making my love for you
Grow stronger & stronger.

You have me
&
I have you.

Happy MooMoo Year everyone! (:
Due to my mother's tradition rules,
The angbaosss I collected cannot be open. (Great huh?_|_)

Two days 'Olympic' at Delroy's hse.
HAHAHA!
No win no lose for me. (Yawns)
Anyway, should I study private O?
Boyfriend say I surely cannot make it de. (Ass!)
Nabei cheebyeeeeeee you!
Rah! I don't know laaaaah.
Don't study can go where? *scratch head*
Nevermind, now don't go think first.
Tomorrow then think(:
(Aiyah, surely tomorrow again de la=x)

Okay, I'm really lazy & nothing to blog.
My mind is totally B L A N K.
Wasted many time loading those photos up here.
And the time now is fking 6+am!
@#$%^&*()*&^%@#$%&*
Enjoy the pictures(:
-Okay, don't talk about it.

I miss my YongSong sia!
Asshole.
I LOVE YOU
:DDD

Pictures

Left

Right

Dear, ily!

Okay, he 'kiss me de' picture actually got alot de.
But Only save 2 up.
Know why?
Cause he keep say not nice not nice!
Take again, again & again.

Dear! Want kiss me just say only laaaaa!
HAHA.

Finally-.-

My turn kiss you le:D

Lovelove!

I love this pic!
He's damn cute here.
HAHAHA! Muack^^

I know is obscene.
I don't care! (:

GM-ASSER!
♥

WE ROCKKKKKKKKKKK!~
:DDD

Stay in touch yo^^

More photos to be uploaded
as soon as NYWL send them to me.

♥♥♥

Hi ♥, 6 more days to our 1st month.
Better be free for me.
(If not,bang the wall.)
So happy to receive your long goodnight msg.
Ya lah ya lah, 6pages la.Lol!

Yes, I'll be the girl who will care, love & dote
YOU(:
(Like what you said.)
I'm happy to have you with me too.
And I really appreciate it.
XOXO.

AQH ♥ KYS
L O V E

2009-01-23T14:59:00.006-05:00

I've lived long enough to have learned,
The closer you get to the fire,
The more you get burned.

I can't offer you prove,
But you have to face to a moment of truth.

Let's countdown!:D
Chinese new year is coming.
I love it man! Those songs and decorations,
Just make me happy & smile for no reason^^

Today's outing with my clique(:
It's been awhile.
Tomorrow will be our girls reunion at Jean's place.
Yipeeeee* Got gathering again, can't wait to be there! (EAT!EAT!EAT!)
I'm really tired already! Gna sleep sooooooooooooon:)

Anyway, I miss Boyfriend! :(
He's asleep already.
But I'm really happy when I see his goodnight msg just now.
So sweeeet of you dearest! :D
I promise to keep the promise I made to you.
HAHAHA!
Okay, thanks for your accompany today again
thou you're really tired. (I can tell!)
I love you :DDD

To you, I belong!

(Yes,I'll love you more too!
Don't worry darling boy^^)

Pictures.

SEE! I tell you, this cat is really FAT!
Oh my tian.

Okay, my hair is orange.
But the salon didn't dye it properly-.-
Top of my hair is very orange, but tip there is black?
Fk!

Dear ah, i love you! LOL!
Ahdear payed for my hair=x
Thanks love!!

More pictures will be uploaded when I
get them from my girls(:

My baby!
(Believe me! You're nuts.)

My niece lah!-.-

Always and always you and me,
That's the way our life should be!

(I'm KwekYongSong's.)

2009-01-19T11:37:00.004-05:00

A part of you,
A part of me.

You made my day(:

I'M SO HAPPY TODAYYYY:D
Because boyfriend came to find me.
Together with you all this while,
Yesterday was the 1st day we never meet.
I thought today won't meet till you too.
But, I'm wrong.

I'M FKING HAPPY LAH!
No matter how tired are you,
You still came down after your work just to find me.
I'm sorry I only know how to look at your negatives.
But now I have learn to look at your positive(:
I can feel that you're trying real hard to make me happy,
I can feel that you're trying your best to be a good boyfriend for me,
I can feel that you're really trying to change for me.
Thank you, I'm trying my best to be your ideal girlfriend too.
I love you baby! :D

I ♥ my Boyfriend,
KwekYongSong!
(You better love me too.)

You're my cup of tea!
xoxo

2009-01-18T05:42:00.003-05:00

I can try to pretend,I can try to forget.
But it's driving me mad,
Going out of my head.

There's no greater love than the way I feel,
Now I've let myself love you.

I'm head over heels with you:D
Rah, I miss my boyfriend!
He's fk-ing busy with his work now,
And he didn't really message me:(((
(Fk you! Quit your job lah!=x)

Hehehe, meeting my dearest Angela later on.
So kind of her to bake cheeeeeese cake.
And did I tell you that I don't eat cheesecake? Lol!
Thanks anyway.

Wednesday coming and I can't wait to dye my hair.
Darling's dyeing and so is my lover boy (:
No Zooooooooo on friday already.
If not Mr Kwek's gna spend a bomb=x
HAHAHA!

I feel I got so many things to do now.
Do mask, pack my wardrobe, pack my table,
Clear my make-up stuffs, Do my hair, smoke.
Yea yea~ I don't really smoke now.
Unless HE do -.-
Fine, whatever. Smoke onlyyyyyyyy~
(Trying quit le, don't kb.)
Okay, got to go.
Goodbye!^^

You make me wanna~
(Don't start, don't try.)

Pictures edited by NYWL.

8 years & counting on.
I'm satisfied to have you all this while.
Be it happy/sad.
I'll be there.

Don't mess with my love.

I wanna be the one to receive your care and all,
I wanna be the one who you would share secret with,
I wanna be the one who listen to your craps and all,
I wanna be the one in your arms each night,
I wanna be your best girlfriend,
I wanna be your one and only,
I wanna be your screen saver, all over your myspace,
I wanna be the last girl that you call late at night,
I wanna be the only girl in your mind,
I wanna be the only girl who you think of only,
I wanna be everything that can comes in contact with you,
I wanna be with you,
&
I wanna be, your girl.

There's nothing I want more, then to feel this way.

We'll always stay the same.

KwekYongSong's mine!