ok! let's start from here .. NOT A GOOD DAY !!! i don't understand why tis *ger like tt de siah.. just gt a feelin theres things in the dark !! [PLS do not make wild guesses if u don noe hu] .. today a really bad day .. #i had a bad day!! can? its like ... well.. some names cannot say out la.. were spell troubles ! can only write out my feelings here.. anyway, its blogging too ! i been startin to change my everything.. BUT ,, !@#$%^&)($#@ that *ger... annoying. i wonder she's helpin or spoiling? Hiding *somethings* from me but i guess jiu can guess dao. yawns! I really don't like it !
IM feeling reaLLY down today ! went to staircase slack with *somebody* && told this somebody lots of my xing shi ! 我真的好难受！很心苦！真的很想哭！and i cried..... but nobody can feel it. I wanna find a helping listerner who can help.. but there ISN"T ! can only here but 没有办法help me... i don't wanna try .............. haiz~ but it cures my stress && satisfies my thrills ! i really hated for wad i did in the past and i don noe why *ger is like that?? HA !! fucking moods now!! MISERIES && PAINS && HATREDS !!i don't wanna turn it into enemies... am i thinking too much or too sensitive le? pissed off lo !! CAN u understand how i feels? Perhaps u have never been like this thats why u dont noe?
[::] Everytime when i tell you bad things about me, you would only ask me don't think too much or what.. or maybe GALAN?? IF its u i tell u u were use a SPEAKER and speak at my ears !! Cos u care if its u ! u don care bcos im tellin abt me now !! 我真的不想说。或许你看了会觉得很angry! but tis is wad i feels about you ! maybe u think *she's* better?? but im really depressed ,mersirable,sad,hurt..... i just didn't tel you cos i dont wan you to be 烦over it... sorry!!
[::] As for you, i think you were galan..
[::] thanks for spending some talkin *heart* talks with me ! im happy you are there !

[::]PING>> thanks ! hahas..
SAD AND ALL IS WHAT I AM NOW CAN?? if you feel i've said something to hurt you or you angry about it.. what i can say now is sorry .. & pls.. friends out there.. DO NOT ask me who are those mentioned above ! thanks a thousands loads !!.. im just blogging as my diary .
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~ I suppose im falling for you.. But i will not sink deeps.. i'll think about you myself.
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~i won't talk to you or you all about loves matters.. im keeepin it confidential. *