Tell me to stop loving u can?

Today went to tampines de soka association there pray to gohonzon... its really very true lo!.. hahas.. when i enter everybody was chanting and i dunnoe y i felt very scared when i heard it.. but after awhile jiu ok le.. lols``.. yea~ after tt, went to bedok there eat Macdonalds.. then, went home to study awhile, den jiu tak a nap! in the day i was very happy.. but now.. its night, im feelin very down! of all sudden and cos of somebody de selfish acts ! i dunnoe why tis person wan like tt lo.. cheebye`` nt the first time le lo.. i noe why,, but its realli abit too much!.. sians.. ystd see doctor the doctor giv me one type of medicine sae wad i eat le were be very moody. hahas`
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ im feelin really down whenevr i tink of u ! every minutes and all time i keep thinkin of u! is tt a dream or is it real? im sad ! YES i do ! and i dunno why can? can u understand the feelings inside me tt hurts me really much? *tears*... i may nt express it to u nw.. is cos i noe u were find it ridiculous.. i noe hw i feel. but hw about yours?? . do u wanna be lyk tis forever or make some changes? . maybe u still feel its FUN ! .. but im serious ! let it b if u chose tis way. no forces ! no promises ! u blew hot and cold on me. hw would u feel if u were me? i dun wan cold! #明明白白我的心，可望一份真感情。曾今为爱伤痛了心，为何你种不理会我的情？.
(SHOUT.OUT)
` im damn fucking stress out !. feelin sibei down ah ! tmr exam le. but im nt cos exam den feel down or stress la.. for some special reasons !..