&& all i can do was to jus remain silent ....
*I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know.

YESTERDAY~ ok.. didnt go sch la.. went make IC early in the morning, and den went to eat mac with my mother at paya lebar laa. after tat, went back home use comp.. den meet up with POTATOE den slackslack den went back home again.. after tat, meetup with EDMUND and go eateat & slackslack again lo. sians la. LOLs`. = D hehs`. den went back home, den waited for time to stirck , den go work liao`. tired ! haas`. reached home le headache ah!!! o.0 haas. but its ok.. im strong. LOLs`. haas. and have a chat with IRXIN den halfway through lost connections den i slp le. hahas. - i just didn't wanna say out how i feel .
TODAY~ went sch as usual.. alone lo! tmd. hahas. meet up with my SWEETHEART(elena) and go sch togethr.. haas` den was damn tired la.. didnt realli wanna go sch de lo.. damn tired bodoh`..and i realised something can? in class was very quiet.. noe why? cos... heh heh heh~ NICOLE WASNT THERE! it means, she didnt attend sch.. ooh, get well soon girl. =D ok. cabbed home with yingying . reached home meetup with EDMUND again.. den go slack and eat la. neve go work.. hahas` too tired le.. and a bit nt feelion well!!! i hate tt wann vomit de feelin la.. ok! my JIE told my dad about the *** thing liaos.. den nw i at hm duunoe wad to do la. lols.` see wad he gona say la.. hope nth happen. =D recently very stress up la. the stupid ahleong called my parents and complain abt me again.. and tat sucks ! fuck it . stress + sad = miserable !!! -how miserable i am do you all noe? im quiet .. =D

*I'm looking for the empty arms to fell into when times were hard.

[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃ 你给的全是空白 . Late that night, my heart broke. Shattered with the words you spoke. =D i really hope you will be ther for me.*I can't believe I never saw it before.What had blinded me?...Everyone knew this would happen...How come I couldn't see?-I kept telling myself tat you culd change your ways...But you proved me wrong..EVERY SINGLE DAY!..
(SHOUT.OUT)
``She use to smile, she use to laugh. Now she cries and dreams of the past.There use to be no lies or heartache. So when did it begin when did her heart breake?So happy with her friends, in love with her '=D', they never thought to look back, not one look. but finally it was time, and time it took.Betrail and scams, rumors and pain. She was all alone and still the same, everyone left and they all changed.So now this young girl is lost, not torn, but sad,then she realized all she ever had...was gone.Theres no going back into the past. You make it in the future and make it last.So live life or be dead now.Amazing how you will look on it now. - Best describes me...

*Boy; You gained satisfaction,from other people's pain.You never even cared for me...YOU DROVE ME INSANE!!!

You Will Be an Unconventional Bride!

You're probably the type of girl who never considered getting married - until you met *him* You're not a big fan of white dresses, church weddings, or cheesy DJ's That's okay - you'll do it your way... whether that means a Vegas wedding or guys as bridesmen While you may not toss the bouquet (or have anyone to toss it to), it will still be the most romantic day of your life!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

Your Love Style is Manic

For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time And while it's exciting and exhilarating... It's also stressful and scary!

What's Your Love Style?