&& now it seems as if that has all changed...
The walls are there, forever guarding my heart.
If only they had been there, to protect it from the start.

TODAY ~ went to suntec meet up with my SWEETHEART & CLARENCE .. =x .. haas. he wanted to treat me watch harry potter, but cos the tickets have to be seat at the front of th front.. i dunn wanna watch liao.. and sweetaheart was like so sick la.. oohh` den went eat slack adn waited for bus down to town ... met up with TIANXIE & ANDRE.... dunnoe hw spel.. ahas` waited for damn fuckin long la.. haas` down there cine got tickets oso bcome no tickets.. cos he wanted treat us.. =D but in th end, NEVER! cos sold out all show.. piang eh` very heng siahlllllll~.... so we decided to cabbed down grand cathay, den went PS too.. and cabbed back cine again.. cos all tickets sold out.. BAD DAY TO WATCH! tmd cb. LOls. =D went to eat at yoshinoya.. hahas`. and he paid for eveything. hehs` ..after awhile, to sian liao, ALEX came down to meet us.. and we started tokin abt his EYES~.. hahas. 'great eyes' la hor =X.. hahas` ok.. cabbed home after tt. damnn the tired.. haas` =D & saw KRIST(shroom) too..- i feel tt i realli miss you ...
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ #I wish I had known who you really were. well,. haas`. kind of thinkin of u while on th way in cabb home. lols`.
*How many days did you say those words,
Thrown freely like so many un-caged birds;
You always knew how to say what you thought,
So that I would understand the situation not;
You lied, you took, and baited at leisure,
Your mesmerizing words nearly drove me to seizure;
I thought I knew you so,
Yet for no known reason you let me go;
That was one thing I never expected,
I was stupid enough to leave myself unprotected;
My heart, you stole from my very chest,
I wonder of how you will treat the rest;
You took, you stole, what never should have been yours,
You ravenously tore me apart, like a hoard of oh so many boars;
Yet still you allow yourself of our future to think,
While I stand on that uncomfortable brink;
The brink of holding on, and of letting go,
Looking into a set of headlights like a frightened doe;
Confused and stunned, I can not wander,
The words which you speak make me ponder;
How ominous, the words you speak,
So strong, among the many weak;
All my hopes and dreams once fell away,
Death appealed to me every day;
I could not be weak, despite my need,
In my life, I could not allow pain to impede;
You were the cause of all the pain I felt,
To your new enticing words, I can not allow myself to melt;
And now, at this point, I must stay strong,
Keep fighting through days short, and days long;
You tell me you are more happy now,
The child inside me wonders how;
I convince myself to hold on one more day,
Maybe tomorrow I can be happy in the same way.*-i'll tell myself it's nothing !
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` i wanna watch harry potter !!! when cn i watch ? haas` =DD

*Boy; The brink of holding on, and of letting go really makes me go insane.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 50% Good and 50% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

hahas` SO TRUE!! =D

You Are Bad Girl Sexy

Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot. You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on. And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you. Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?