*Because of the littlest things you've done, i couldnt let you go.
Pierce through the perfections,
guild me through the affections.

It's really hard to find a good listening ear ...

010807~ was nt a very good day. haas` went to aljunied to slack. and of cos Ak send me there. hahas! thanks .. =D met up with nicole,damian and joan and a co. + ! the little white rabbit lols. damn cute cans? like a cotton ball! i wanna kick it laa.. hahas =D after tt went off to 'work' ?.. haas` *the rest of the things not to be say here*.. ok..
020807~, neve go schl.. wake at 2pm.. was so tired la. and ltr stil got work lo!! took pictures lately.. but didnt get to load it cos of lazyness! haas. im missing my girlfriends!! haas. im sure they miss me too. LOL =D... and of cos i damn sian la. hehs`.
TODAY 030807~ .. haas` in sch not good la! i got bully!! LOL. i kana bully by joeykwan!! haas. *inside joke*. hehs` was damn tired and joan pulled me to the toilet and we started playin water bomb.. lols. using tissue and throwin at some passers by. haas` =D played 'soccer' along the way.. hehs` its a great work out la.. and back to slp in class. haas`and ak longbang me home again! ohh.. you're great la.. haas` =D i wanna change my template! but im very lazy nowadays la. lols.and my mood for now is emo?? lols. and im gettin more and more depress.. afew sticks will hold me thorugh later..hehs`. amd tmr gona watch movie .. hehs` with someone...and i'll be staying at home today.. to emo. LOL. yepps` to clear away all my hurtful memories,univited stuffs and a tired out look.. wanna have a fresh over.. haas` -I really didnt noe wad to do now.. i've tried all my best. in class when i tot abt bloggin i noe wad to write, but when i on th comp and wanted to blog, i forgot wad i wanna write can? and its sucks la` lookin at some cbk was simply a devastating feeling la!!.. why am i born to noe *yucks*.? I really regretted of all th things i've did for *yucks*.. nb` u realli sucks in my life..

[LOVE.MATTERS] 就算放不下，之少不会再想你。It hurts to let it go. i don't know.
~ 过了那么久，你依然选择逃避。Times has pass so long but u stil chose to be the same. Maybe i was really wrong in the first place to noe u.. after ystd i've finally sees the whole picture. and what i saw was: There won't be any future between you and me.. and therefore, no matter what, im gona move on! without you le.. tia ho seh! im gona move on. i'll pick myself up after everyfall to prove tt i can stil live without you!. Its really a great disappointment to see you stil in tis state.. whats the matter with you? i'll leave.. we're just gona realli be JUST friends eh? .. its all u wanted.. It has been so long and you're still taking everything for granted. my wait has a limit too. im not gona waste anymore of my precious time here with you. there are stil other paths for me. Don't you ever try to pull me back and let me go again cos im not gona buy those sweety talks of yours or any other fake hopes. I really had had enough of your eveyrthing.. I should have heed my gfs advices as to move on without YOU !..so pls, leave me alone.. stop giving me those lies and false hopes. Perhaps I was just wrong to think that you care, when eveything is just my wishful thinkings.. im really foolish, foolish in a way to fall for you and tot you'll would feel the same way too.You don't have to act so sweet anymore when there's really no feelings there. Though everytime when i listen to tt song, I really wish we could just pretend.. my heart hurts.. I just donnoe why i trusted you..Dreams, of when i tot we had started things... It just seems tt i cant shake those memories!.. but i have to.. the littlest things tt tak me there and reminded me of you.. I noe it sounds lame but its soo true.. I know i have to, Leave! && im waking up from my unrealistic dreams.... NO MORE REGRETS!! i still want to live happily.. you're my sorrows. -i just wanna noe, have you ever care of how i feel?.. you're really selfish. & it doesnt matters now.

(SHOUT.OUT)
`` Its ok. i'll get back on my feet.and *yucks* dont act yi ge k?.. pui!

*Boy; the last time im calling you tis. It's really a great dissapointment. bu nen zai hou hui. i cant regret anymore!!.

*I know *somebody* gu yi wanna make me dulan la hur.. dont ya ever try. No use de la. LOL. i wont 'eat' tt ok?. hehs`. Take all you wan.. and die early too btw. hehs`. you simply sucks throughtout.. many regrets hav come to my mind abt you. the hatred grew strong.. Im not gona give a fuck care abt you..I just noe you really sucks and damn bloody good acting skills la hor.. If you're ever unhappy , bring it on!. *