*Im ain't strong at all , afterall .
Why must it come to the point ;
when i know that would happen ?

BACK TO THE STARTING POINT........
I can't rmb what i did on 11/9 and 12/9 le.haas`. so wont write much about it .
13/09/07 >>>
Feeling very down recently . Not much words could actually explain . Yesterday just went to toa payoh to pass some stuffs to Lewis then meet up a while with nicole and a co . and home i went . And when reach home and wanted take my clothes , the house shake siah . Indonesia's earthquake can . Sad for them . Today early morning also feel the shakiness . haas . Finally , had some talks between girlfriends and girlfriends .It's all abt the heart to heart stuffs . No hard feelings !!.. =DD . All 8 girls was there and it was rare to have so many. haas. Later still gona work . Have been down on my luck and depressed !!! I don't like the feelings at all . Im not in the least happy .
14/09/07 >>>
I didn't went school today after some 'storms' in the previous night . And my eyes wil so bloated can !! . Waited for IrxinPEH while im slacking ard with ivan . haas` . Then down to parkway with irxin den soon east coast . Seat at the same position at the beack and talk cock . The wind was cool . haas . =D . Then at around 9.30pm ++ went home le . Slept late too .
15/09/07 >>>
It can be say , a very boring day la . Also very no life lei . Wake up and called ard , in and out . In the end meet up with IvanL again , slack ard as waited for IrxinPEH to come down . hehs . So just went to play cards and a very gei yan uncle come over and showed us 'magic' . LOL . cute la . haaas` . And Irxin went home soon after that , and remus accompannied me to eat along with lil Leroy . haas =D . Home and sleep .
16/09/07 TODAY !! >>>
Early morning wake up and down to Soka pray . Finally !! haas . Den meet up with IrxinPEH again . Slack ard tampines early in the morning . Soon , Shawn & Gavin came down along . Played cards and 'magic' again? lols. and home togethr with irxin . haas . reached home , sleep again , Really very tired . haas . Now can't slp le . Many things to do . Feel that im aking myself more stress only . Maybe that's the only way to run away from thing? . LOls. perhaps and perhaps and perhaps . - I really don't know what mroe to say . Im really tired now . Stress up completely . It's just another day tmr .
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ #我们都接受，一定是彼此不够成熟...Really feel like letting you know how i really feel at times when it comes to the point . I've really tried my best to do what i can . But i don't understand why isn't it enough . It's ok then . I don't wish to have more stress or what . Time heals all , i guess =D . Though SOMETIMES it's seems like its getting better , but is it true tt it really was ? ..A simple life , that's all i ever wanted . - I know there are sometimes you will be there for me , but how much of me have you seen ? 别把难过留给我！ ilovesyou;

*Undefinedfeelings*

*I don't know why i am i still feeling so down after so many days had pass . I just can't stop myself from thinking all the things that had just happen recently . I guess i will just change for the better now !.. That's what has to happen only . No hard feelings , yupps !.. But just feel abit different . Things really change alot . depress and down . If only i can sleep and never wake . Girlfriends; I think im drifting ...
I hope i'll sleep and realli no wakes.... :D