Friday, October 19, 2007

*So much things to say , where to start ?
Time will tell ;
Who to trust !

爱你不是两三天!
In my heart , there's really so much things to say . To say to my parents, my sister and girlfriends ! It's just recently this few days and everything just like kana sweep away by broom can . Quarelled with my parents , making them fcuking worried about me . Made them cry , getting sick and can't sleep properly just because of my selfishness of wanting to ton and play outside . What i can say are simply just sorry . I just wanna enjoy when im still young . Don't wanna missed the fun . Forgive my wilfullness .. and of cos my sister . I didn't know that my family really care for me until this few incidents . I reached home late all this or never even come back and the next morning , my parents didn't even breathe a single word . Kept quiet . Silence ! and that made me feel much more guilty . and conflicts between girlfriends are appearing more detailfully . Drifting , misunderstanding, conflicts or maybe sometimes even hard feelings !! . What is this ? .. Girls, i really don't want just because of those rounding stuffs and make us turn against each others . What done cannot be undone . I'm sorry if things turn out this way too . I love you all still the same ok ... (To my girlfriends ; Jean , LSF , Nicole , Weiying , Yingying and joan .). Perhaps we should really find some day meetup and catch up with each other oks =D . There's still so many things that i wanna say , but maybe say in person or keep it to oneself might be better afterall . and last thing , I'm sorry for all the wrong things that i've done !! ..
Yesterday was ???? .. haas . Meet up with Laurel and went parkway find my sister a while to buy my eyebrow pencil . But out of stock !! Tmd ! haas . It's ok . then last minute....Eric called and .... hehs . Not in a good spot to say it here . Anyway , fun! Reached home around 4.30am .. Tired out can . SLept throughout afterthat . Now im here blogging of cos . No activities later on . Staying home tuitioning my lil brother =D ... hahas . Ok !

&& of cos one last thing , i TRUSTED this *person* so much and yet SHE actually some kind of backstab me? .. ha ! Im just TOO BLIND to see . This *person* claims that SHE care or whatsoever , In the end ? Told my parents about my rounding things and its ok leh , Still say out my relationships thingy . So this is care hor ? WOW !! SOOO caring siah . I DONT NEED YOUR CARE if this is what you are trying to do . Say out ALL YOU WANT AND KNOW ! i don give anymore fcuking care to it . What can they do ? heh !!! D and M may care for now , how about the rest of the time ??? haha . Think la hor .You're a great dissapointment to me. If you see this , come towards me . And i guess , you know who you are ?? .. haa.. (Im not referring to my clique or girlfriends) .

*Nothing matters more then all my BELOVEDS ! Lols .
-I've treasured all the time with you . Have you? =D