Tuesday, November 13, 2007

*Now it's the time for me to go and never goes back .
Time to say ;
Goodbye !

Hehs . Having some free time so im just gona blog awhile will do . haas . Im at ChuaChuKang now can .. and i just wanna get down this mountain soon . Many pictures to upload laaa , but will only load it when im gona say everything i did those few days and over the week. Ok , and definitely i just wanna thanks Laurel , kele , Alvin , Kiro , Nicole and of cos my JIE and my godmother .. hehs ` thanks for being there when im deep down and all the support you all gave me =DD.. Loves !!
Whole mind thinking of that basturd again .. and i really hope you could see this :

It's ok if you have to go . You have the rights to stay or to go . Maybe as you've really give it a try or what . At least you aren't that bad to not even be abit touched by me . But all this things just happen too sudden and i simply just can't accept the facts that we aren't together anymore . Maybe give me some time so as to forget everything . Whereever i go , whatever i do . Picture and memories of you just flashed through and through . I keep thinking that one of these days you will call me and tell me you still love me and want patch or whatsoever , but i know im just dreaming and lying to myself that one of these days you will come back . You are a great dissappointment actually . Thanks for all the smiles you've left in the past . What done cannot be undone . No fate perhaps ? Buay gum is like that . I told myself not to shed any more tears for you but whenever it comes to the momments when im alone or at night where everyone is asleep i just kept reminisce and tears just very auto de drop down . Whenever my hp ring, i ould always wonder will it be you .. hahas . Stupid thinking . I will always remember you, and i just hope you too ? .. hehs . Emo sessions should stop and how long can i cry somemore right? .. Yupps , you've made your choice and things , will never be the same again . I won't wait for you either because i know this is the end . Takecare boy . Loveyou for the last time , as i say goodbye ... =D

爱太深却无是从开口
就这样成为寂寞源头
两人的痛
一个人受
怪我不能对你说清楚
对于未来我依然模糊
只能强忍住眼泪
装作不在乎
还是无法隐藏
心里的苦
怪我不能对你说清楚
对于爱情我依然无助
只能绝对不回头
一步接一步
独守漫漫长夜
为你祝福...

*Boy , i really miss you lots . IM GETTING OVER YOU ! __ I will pick myself up after each fall . I live strong like before .. =D