I need a Time Machine .

I really hope. Really wish , I'm carrying my sensitive-ness a abit too far.
I hope I'm purely just thinking too much and everything is not what I've seen.
Do you know how much things I'd wanting to tell you all this while?
All the anger, thinking, jealousy and lots more.
I guess you didn't realize anything about those 'smiles' on me eh?
Friends says Im thinking too much and I shouldn't even bother about it.
I know myself.
If I don't wanna give a fuck, I won't!
If I really want, I'll cling on to it.
I'm not in the least happy about ***.
Though she might not have did anything wrong or what.
But don't know why, maybe it's because I can't get to her last time.
That's why there's still a xim beh.
And well, someone. Another girl. Ha, a pure hypocrite .
Please uh, don't hide colours lei.
-I know, after I write all this. You'll try ways and means to get to him yes?
Don't let me know! I will teach you what's right and wrong. You can try(:

;不是不到，是时间未到。
Ha! Time will tell.
You're not here to fuck around_|_
Axianhui says: You think it's a big deal for now. But one day you will feel , It's not important anymore .

(Will be back to blogging later on. I still haven sleep from yesterday. Many new pictures to load. I'll be deleting this post soon. ) Bye.