Sometimes have you ever wonder,
what you really want?
I don't know what I really want now.
All I ever know was I really love you a lot
and I just won't wanna admit it.
Because I'm so afraid, soooooooo afraid.
And that's why I play different faces on you at times.
But after our chat just now,
When you tell me your preference, I admit I'm sadden + abit pekchek.
(But that doesn't mean I'm not strong anymore.)
We both have our own thinking & we stood at different ground.
But yet you always try your best to give in to me.
Still, I wanna say, I'm sorry dearest. Sorry that I made you lose face
and getting more and more demanding and the nonsense I've created.
& definitely, thanks for your tolerance! ^^
Yea, I know. I just know.
Our relationship, has gotten better(:
just after that vary chat.
I love you ass!:D

Now I know what I really want.











*Take a notice*

Anyway, I've something to say here.
First, I'm happy to take the public transport right now.
I admit it's hard to do it in the beginning,
But now, so the sorry, I'm use to my Bus or cab life.
I can live without bikes la hor~
Limbei bo kiam eng ah!
You want call me a loser or whatever, go ahead.
Second, I don't know why hor, I take bus also kena say and laugh leh.
I got a boyfriend who got transport de I kena say,
No transport also kena say. Wtf!?
Come on lah, don't be ridiculous about me spending a long time in the bus.
Or should I say don't be childish? Lol.
So what even if I will to take bus home or here and there?
And SO WHAT even if you have your car or big bike and my bf don't have?
And so what even if you're together with me once or never?
One thing for sure, what he has, you'll never have.
And he actually won my whole heart, but yet you didn't.
Got this clear? :D
Nbcb, before you no transport you ride le ah? Or drive le ah?
I'm over with rounding life-.-
And my personal helmet is in my storeroom already,
It's not display out anymore(:

Sad to say, I love my boyfriend and
I'm happy & contented with what he have or don't have.
He gave me the feelings that NO other ex boyfriend had given me before.
Clear.

I write this out with some personal attacks to some
Fking haolian about ownself got bike de 'particular' person see de.
You know who you are, then good for you.
And, I mean no offence.
I'm just telling you, not asking you(:
Bye!
HAHAHAHAHA!