Final step.
Best I ever had.
Deleting it after today or tomorrow.
Call me crazy call me mad.
Just wna write out my feelings and
once & for all, the end.
It's time to put an end to it alr. I'm sick and tired of moving on half way and I'm back to the start again to get you out of my mind. Those memories that we have, is really beautiful. I'll keep it in my mind. All this 9 months together is wonderful, serious. To be exact, is 10 months ba? Haha. I miss you so much. Fking much! And I do love you still. Whenever I miss you, I'd listen to music or look at pictures of you. Not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. Hugging the lil chipmunk you got for me too. Thinking of how we get together, the nights we spend together, how you piggyback me all the way from cosy bay to outside leisure and up my hse cause of my leg pain, cooking campbell for me till it turns fking creamy and massaging my leg, buying my favourite famous cookies for me, wanting to buy me slippers when you know my heels are killing me, giving me your jacket in the cinema when you yourself is so cold, kissing my forehead just to see me smile whenever we slp together, don't wna hold my hands so that I would give you that cute cute face that you always like to see, coming down to shaw hse and send me home while I'm working that time, quarreling over the littlest things, running after you till don't know which floor, shouting and screaming at each other, heart to heart talks, waking up on purpose in the early morning when I'm still having my hangover just to buy ingredients to cook the sweet corn soup for you, walking to the dustbin at my hse there to throw away rubbish and you'll tell me your funny *joke*, kaobei at each other who hug who to sleep, snatching my chou chou away, etc etc. I think I can write till tomorrow. Lol!
Really leh, love you so much. Thou we broke up, but still you're the best I ever had. I should move on already no matter how much I can't or don't want. It's a must. No point of waiting and waiting but you never comes back.. cause of you don't trust me,cause of what you heard outside, cause of your friends and bla bla bla. But please think, You think I've never hear anything bout you? haha, and you think my friends support us too and bla bla bla.. Everybody says I always win in a relationship. But I finally met someone better then me. You lo! Happy right? Haha. The only one who can tame me down so well. One problematic sms from you can send me down to the floor and there goes my heart! And one happy sms from you, can send my heart floating high high again.. Pretty!
All this while when we've broke up, I've been stressing to be back together with you. But it doesn't work and it just can't go on this way. No more wasting time, we can't wait for life. It's time to head for the finish line. I hate to forget you and I hate not to love you. I just love the feeling of loving you. Fking stubborn of me I know. Thou I always tell others I'm through with you, but I still got love for you. Whenever you come to meet me up (after brk up), I always wish the time stop. But this only exist in fairytale. I can't forget you, but I still have to. I told myself not to contact you & wishing you won't contact me anymore but my itchy fingers will just text you sometimes and you will text me too. This time, please just let me go. Stop fooling around with me alr. Enough. Don't call, don't come by. Let me have a new life! This love we had, can't go back anymore. I'm happy & satisfied with what we had and being love by you. Happy and satisfied that I'm the first and only girl you've ever love so much and cried so much. I won't wna ask for more anymore. It's enough. As days goes by, I'll get better. I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks I won't want to die. I won't want to go back to you anymore, I'd be able to sleep alr. It won't hurt so bad and it won't feel so deep. At least I taste the feeling of xingfu with you(: Only you can love me like this. No matter how hard I try, it still won't be mine. We always want to gek each other. Yes, we both won by gek-ing each other. But we both lose too, losing each other. Now you have your own life to lead. No one's there to control you. You can play all you want & your friends will be so happy for you cause they see you together with me is so xingku. Hahaha! Freedom for you at last & same to me too.
I can't seems to go on anymore. I want to smile again. I wish the best for you, I wish you'd be happy always! You happy, I happy. Hahaha! Remember the bracelet! & that song, because you live. Take care love! I'll still miss you, but not as often anymore.
我捨不得 可是時間回不去了
愛你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的
我捨不得 最後一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不用擔心我 我走了
♥
Call me crazy call me mad.
Just wna write out my feelings and
once & for all, the end.
亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
It's time to put an end to it alr. I'm sick and tired of moving on half way and I'm back to the start again to get you out of my mind. Those memories that we have, is really beautiful. I'll keep it in my mind. All this 9 months together is wonderful, serious. To be exact, is 10 months ba? Haha. I miss you so much. Fking much! And I do love you still. Whenever I miss you, I'd listen to music or look at pictures of you. Not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. Hugging the lil chipmunk you got for me too. Thinking of how we get together, the nights we spend together, how you piggyback me all the way from cosy bay to outside leisure and up my hse cause of my leg pain, cooking campbell for me till it turns fking creamy and massaging my leg, buying my favourite famous cookies for me, wanting to buy me slippers when you know my heels are killing me, giving me your jacket in the cinema when you yourself is so cold, kissing my forehead just to see me smile whenever we slp together, don't wna hold my hands so that I would give you that cute cute face that you always like to see, coming down to shaw hse and send me home while I'm working that time, quarreling over the littlest things, running after you till don't know which floor, shouting and screaming at each other, heart to heart talks, waking up on purpose in the early morning when I'm still having my hangover just to buy ingredients to cook the sweet corn soup for you, walking to the dustbin at my hse there to throw away rubbish and you'll tell me your funny *joke*, kaobei at each other who hug who to sleep, snatching my chou chou away, etc etc. I think I can write till tomorrow. Lol!
Really leh, love you so much. Thou we broke up, but still you're the best I ever had. I should move on already no matter how much I can't or don't want. It's a must. No point of waiting and waiting but you never comes back.. cause of you don't trust me,cause of what you heard outside, cause of your friends and bla bla bla. But please think, You think I've never hear anything bout you? haha, and you think my friends support us too and bla bla bla.. Everybody says I always win in a relationship. But I finally met someone better then me. You lo! Happy right? Haha. The only one who can tame me down so well. One problematic sms from you can send me down to the floor and there goes my heart! And one happy sms from you, can send my heart floating high high again.. Pretty!
All this while when we've broke up, I've been stressing to be back together with you. But it doesn't work and it just can't go on this way. No more wasting time, we can't wait for life. It's time to head for the finish line. I hate to forget you and I hate not to love you. I just love the feeling of loving you. Fking stubborn of me I know. Thou I always tell others I'm through with you, but I still got love for you. Whenever you come to meet me up (after brk up), I always wish the time stop. But this only exist in fairytale. I can't forget you, but I still have to. I told myself not to contact you & wishing you won't contact me anymore but my itchy fingers will just text you sometimes and you will text me too. This time, please just let me go. Stop fooling around with me alr. Enough. Don't call, don't come by. Let me have a new life! This love we had, can't go back anymore. I'm happy & satisfied with what we had and being love by you. Happy and satisfied that I'm the first and only girl you've ever love so much and cried so much. I won't wna ask for more anymore. It's enough. As days goes by, I'll get better. I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks I won't want to die. I won't want to go back to you anymore, I'd be able to sleep alr. It won't hurt so bad and it won't feel so deep. At least I taste the feeling of xingfu with you(: Only you can love me like this. No matter how hard I try, it still won't be mine. We always want to gek each other. Yes, we both won by gek-ing each other. But we both lose too, losing each other. Now you have your own life to lead. No one's there to control you. You can play all you want & your friends will be so happy for you cause they see you together with me is so xingku. Hahaha! Freedom for you at last & same to me too.
I can't seems to go on anymore. I want to smile again. I wish the best for you, I wish you'd be happy always! You happy, I happy. Hahaha! Remember the bracelet! & that song, because you live. Take care love! I'll still miss you, but not as often anymore.
我捨不得 可是時間回不去了
愛你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的
我捨不得 最後一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不用擔心我 我走了
♥
posted by msGENTLE at
4:26:00 pm
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