i look so inncoent right? LOLs
darlings ever! =D
at mingze de hse tak de.. lol.. dumbs
there's someone in the pool tat i wantz!..guess hu... hehs`.. =D misses!!!
my new love? MY NEW FEAR!!
looks! left right
pls dont leave me jus like tis.
i rather u don say anything
thinghs can change if only u say u wanna be with me!! u noe?
i'll close my eyes.. nth happen!
in class.. me and weiying de compo! hahas
FRANCIS give me de.. loves
TESSA GIVE ME DE .. loves
CHENG give me de!!! loves gan bf!!
i still love you.. with abit of hatred!! =D

*i guess i feel something for YOU!!.. perhaps its jus a crush?..

hehs.. today is a HAPPY DAY for me la! LOLs.. hehs`. went downstairs met REMUS & HUBERT.. chatted awhile den went off le. waited for my DARLING.. haas. den tak bus go sengkang half way took cab! lols. madness int eh air. hahas =D den meet up with QINGREN,DANIAL,SAM and ZALI.. hehs`. slacked awhile.. and saw some PUBOHS!! fuk them all siah.. ccb.. kanalan .. so erxing lo plols.. ahh! haas.` den go qingren de hse slack... after he change, went compass point.. den *something happen*.. hahs. secrets!! lols. den go qingren de hse AGAIN! slack with daniel and darlin lo.. haas. tok cock see show .. i messed up his 'little pool' haha. cute bodohs.. hehs`. =D den went tak bus.. cos going to ahgua DARRYL de hse.. sam and qingren,danial swimming.. den me and dar sian.. but they all in the pool very gei yan siah. ahahs` see le machiam seeing free show !after tt took cab home.. den gavin cored to jio me downtown.. madness! .. haas.=D
-daniel very cute!! haas.. =D
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ 你还爱我吗？haas`. a new path i've seen.. didnt have the courage to tak tt step to love.. haas. should i forget u and tak tat step?// a new love.. my new FEAR!!.. -tell me wad u wan.. b4 its too late le boy..!! stop playin wit my heart.. don pull me den let me go den pull me den let me go can? once and for all.. a answeer frm u wil do! hint?
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` Ohs,, i see HIM sooooooooo CUTE! =D startin to miss ... hahas`-i've been single for 4months! and im forgettin the feeling of BEING LOVED!!..

*Boy; i don noe wad im thinkin now..

*A new love, MY new fear!.. im afraid to love another one.. though i really want!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUN!!!! =D hehs..
*Don't cry because it end,Smile because it happened!

o man shun..felt sorry never wish him on 12am.. i wanted to.. but .. realise tat i DON HAVE HIS NUMB! ahh!.. haha. den too late to go online wish le.. heh. wish his wish all come true!!=DD*Smiles.
today neve go school..and i miss all my GIRLFRIENDS LA!!!.. Slept till around 1.30++pm den wake up.. have a late night chat with SAM.. hahas. ping:: sorry tat didnt chat with u when i say i will.. im realli too tired le.. paioseh.. i'll make it up tnight! haas,. OK ! =D sooooo hungry.. haha. monday no schoolin! SO HAPPY! tonight de midnight at bugis gt midnight sales yet im staying at home drooling to go ther.. o my tian ah. bo bians.. no $ to buy liao.. all used up.. somemore my pay can only withdraw at monday.. sai lo! ahhh!.. o ya hor.. tmr.. dunnoe wanna go out anot siah.. must call darlin up.. hehs =D.. gg to bath ler.. hahas..now jioing REMUS go watch some 'performances' with me.. feel like seein.. but abit lazy. ahah` -i've think through..knowing you.. was neve a regret.... but falling for you, was my greatest mistake!!
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃你不用假装对不起我!You did tt on purpose anyway.. so.. why bothers? heh`. =D -im foolish to fall for you!
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` xiang dui hi shuo wo ai ni.

*Boy; byes

*i'll try hard to work the other way.. never turn back to ever look at you again!..

*What comes around,, goes around...

Today went to sch as usual la.. den sian in class lo.. but joke around.. hahaa`. got beggar in the class siah./ LOL. =D hehs`` 2 free period. so slp.. cos realli very tired.. den chatted with QINGREN during recess and in class for awhile laa. hehs` kind of miss him can? =D hahas. den cab home with TESSA and YING.. after tt,, bath and slack at home den went downstairs meet DAMIAN & REMUS.. haa. i very kind heart.. pei him go alter his jeans!! hahas. thanks me man u!! haa. after tt, went toa payo lo.. go there eat .. and see damian play arcade.. at entertainment.. lols. i was so boredd la.. lucky DAVE called me and pei me chatted.. hehs`. eh! paiseh abt the send home thing!.. sry... =D smile hor.. hehs`/ ok.. tmr not going schl.. very tired le.. my jie bought the 200pound beauty. gona watch tmr.. haas. -i've made up my mind and belive in myself..
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ 记得我死去的爱情！don't you ever regret boy.. im leaving for good.. maybe tis is the best solution .. hahas`. Things will never be the same again.. actually...还爱你，带一点恨！过去就让它过去！从心再爱。回头吧！不要走，不要这样离开我！-i belive myself.. 所有最完美的好！
For the best,Or the worse
I don't know
Everything change for a reason
From the smiles
To frowns
With all the ups and downs
Letting go is the hardest thing to do
Of the person i love the most
But knowing it might be
Only for the best
When you the one that caused all the pain
Wondering why i never left
When im the one who should have said it's over
But my love for you won't let it go on forever
Because u deserve everything that u're giving me
That you never return
All i can do now is walk away
And hold on to the memory
Because i thought being together might make me strong
But now realize i must have been wrong
Because everything i do turn out to be wrong
Wishing there were something i could do or say
But im not sure you would even consider another day

*You turn around and hurt me bad, you spin my heart, and make me sad.

(SHOUT.OUT)
`` I want to let go...but then I can't...I know I should...If only I could.... i live strong!

*Boy; takecares.

*For a while i was fine,never to relize i was blind.That im still in love with you..I really wishes I didn't love you..because then I could leave you like you left me..but if we was meant to be, then you would be here with me !..

*What i tot would neve leave me, i find was never mine!! brokenheart ~

haas`. ystd forgot finish my night blogging.. hehs` after teoheng to aljunied.. nice AK sent me with her bicycle to geylang bahru! so wei da.. haas. loves . =D wulala~ ok.. !! den meet up with my GAN.. den meet up with UNHOLYSHIT!! haas. he's a evil guy can? keep wan giv me bday bash ! smack him. hahas.. and he brought his gan didi BEN along.. lols.. his family all sell 'kinfe' siah.. LOls;.. den went find CHENG ... haas. present? hahas. receive 2 necklaces , one anna sui perfume and a very small cake. LOL.. still got 3more presents to go.. haas !! =D.. thanks you all !.. haas. today went to schl.. and attened my detention.. boring !! haas. den cabb home with YING!! went home straight bath le den go meet DAMIAN .. haas. went off to work. met 2new faces there.. -__-" haha `` ok.. QINGHENG said to me today tt my pay will credit in by MONDAY! tat means wad??!! i monday den got extra $$ ! o my tian ah.. piang eh`... lookin forward to meeting QINGREN or mayb SAM on saturday.. haas. !! happy.. o lei lei.. - ending my aimless wait..

*i'll deceive myself to have you for myself boy...im stil thinkin of you...

[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ 你伤得我好深！是否在给你个机会？the day we meet again ,, we'll say goodbye..i got nth to say le.. ur turn to say to me.. - Times goes by.. you and i.. never mine !!
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` it realli hurts to let it go.. im tryin hard.. trying hard to forget about this matter. !!

*Boy; you've played hard.. hor? fun hor? song hor? win le hor?

*All the things he've said.. running through my head.. all the things u've did.. turning on my brain!! u neve noe hw i feel.. u neve undertand wad i'll do.. and u'll neve noe wad is TRUE!!...... love i mean...*

Sam; thanks for ur enlightments and console.. lol.. =D

mother and son
i'll look that side from now on..
brothers forever.. loves her
Can i sing loudly? haas`
eh! haas. at teoheng
me and laurel!! weets*
my precious girlfriends !!~ =D

sometimes step cute is good de la.
Let's celebrate!
im sorry.. just wanna say iloveyou
DARLINGsi`
ah ma! what the hell u doin? o.0
oh i made them sooo shy. haha`

beloved girls * =D
me && tessa ! wahaha`.
ok.. look so sweet. jus like couple.. hehs =X
kisskiss,
bday kiss hor? haha`
darlings now and den.. hehs` =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. 我对自己说！！

*Thanks for your eveything... its time to let go...?

haha`,a good news and a bad news la! LOL`.OhMyTians; which wan to say first nerh? hehs`. =D Let's start with the bad one first ok? ok! here it goes.. *im heartbroken at 12.03am at 26 june.. hehs` ok.. finished.. good news is !! my best and bester girlfriends celebrated my bday with me! lols.. and they realli gave me a surprise la.. though some neve turn up.. but i miss them.. hahas. have lots of fun can? went teoheng with YING,DARLIN,TESSA,LAUREL,JEAN && DAMIAN! haas =D thanks all.. i really love today.. haahs! pictures are uploaded... haha.. took many pics ! haas.. good catch. o lei lei o la la.. ~ haas. -THANKS everybody for today! hahas. =D
[LOVE.MATTERS] ~ The pain in me you never know... Thanks for ur eveything.. even though to u its just a game.. thanks for all ur lies you've said and 'love' you've gave me!! i really appreciated it. and all this was indeed a good fuckin present for me ! hor? .. As i said, ur ans determines if i stay or if i go.. its time to go le.. and i'll go.. *You'll lose me forever.. i noe u wont hav any regrets. cos thats WAD U'VE SAY! hor? dui bu dui? haas. Though it really hurts.. but dont u tink u realli are childish? den let it be.hehs` all the best in ur 'get ready' choice la hor.. and one more thing ! HE will neve stand a chance.. u noe which HE im tokin abt de.. hehs`. GOODBYE!!.. the last time.. finally !!.. fuck off.. you realli make a mark in my life.. -i've place to much hopes in u tat it leads me to a greatly fall !.. im hurt.. hw abt u? how r u feelin now? Can u pls hav a mind of ur own and stop hearin those fukin advises frm ur so -call 'expert' ?..
(SHOUT.OUT) `` THANKS LOTS for those who bought me gifts and wished me and celebrated wit me de=D

*Boy; this is the last time.. What you've said realli pissed me off.. FORGET ME! right? you always wanna tell me tat . OK ! i will.. don't worry.. cos u did it and u won the game of love.

*i've nothing more to say le.... do you really wanna let it go away? tell me. byes~

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*slap-arse-cow:: eh! wann die? LOL. wad count down? and stop askin me go cook la. ltr i burn my kitchen down how? lols. =D
*NICOLE:: i realli did! miss you lots =D
*xiaolong-gan:: haa`. we had a great day today.. indeed... great hor? lol.. act yi ge social de.. =X
*Maddhs:: hah. ah ma ! hehs`. why? my present LEH? haas. u noe there is smth call ; belated present? LOL..im hinting you. =D
*huihui:: he neve bully la. lOL. is another guy. haha` sam wont bully me la. he odte me lots can? =D haha. thanks you loads !!
*tingx:: THANKS girl haha`. =D loves .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! haha`..

*you will vanish in my life.. i'll neve want you here again.. i've ask u not to tell me on my birthday.. but u stil want to hurt me.. die pls.. fuck off and die. i don need u in my life!!

*There is something i really like about you..

HAHA! today in schol.. everyody very rowdy la. can? lol.. all madness lo! =D piang eh. i love shufen's one line: from aljunied pull till woodland!! if those hu will present noe wad it measns lo.. LOL!! =D *lets laugh together .. haha`. o my tian.. now im blogging right after i come bck frm work can? a few more minutes.. MY BIRTHDAY LE LAA!! lols. =D im excited over it.. but nervous too.. cos some reason.. . hehs` lookin forward to tmr !! -Everybody has his first time.. when your's?
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ haha` ＃爱我别走！！o my tian.. i realli wanna noe wad wil u say.. will i breakdown if my dreams didnt come true? or shuld i b happy? i tink it will b the hard way.. hope things go smoothly la !! -i need you
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 我对自己说！*weets,. 3 cheers for me.. hehs`

*Boy; you are important... you reali are.. and ur answer really matters to me..

*My future lies in ur hands.. so many guys out there but there's only one that really caught my eye! =D

{{WISHES}}
` i hope my dreams come true !!
Below are the explaination of mt horoscope!

Your positive traits:

You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with

Your negative traits:

Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.

Your ideal partner:

Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!

Your dating style:

Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.

Your seduction style:

Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in your relationship.
Coy. You tend to play it cool to drive your lover wild.
Orally talented - you're known as the best kisser in the zodiac.

Tips for the future:

Be a little less sensitive. Not every little mistake should hurt you.
Spend time away from your partner every so often - independence is a good thing.
Find ways to take care of yourself. You'll be happier if you put yourself first.

Best color to attract mate: Aqua

Best day for a date: Wednesday.. its fated

midnight 3am...
A thing... of the past.. =(Neve be the same.. again
Bubble tea at KOVAN ! shiok ah =D
this momment i took tis,, reminds me of you.
SUSHI !! my favourite ! looks yummy eh?
i would love this pendant !! =D
His slpping !! haha =D
QINGFU !! lets love each other.. hahas =D

i'll turn away just like the way u turn away..
lets take photos !
me and jean ! =D

*Now then i realise how much you lov me in the past.

OK ! went town with my JIE AND MOTHER and many memories came back !! =D Alright, lets start my EMOtic past story ! haas,.. suddenly keep looking back at the past with *him .. during the days with him was fun and great ! never loved a guy tt much la.. TOWN!! this place.. reminds me of last time went there together hand in hand.... but now ? .. im walking alone..!! The fountain,the streets,the mac,the status,the seats,the roads,traffic and the escalators !! this little things really reminds me of you ! ...Everywher there's memories to go...i've many things to say to you now, but... its too late la can? haas. maybe one day? hehs. one day? lols.. 想对你说shen对不起，用错了方事去爱你！..You really make my dreams come true at tat time.. =D Thanks for ur eveything ~ .. -If i ever have a chance, if only i have.... again ! ..

*I've tried to gain ur attention !.. but to no avail..(wow!chim words )haas

okay! lets put an end to my EMOTIC senerio .. lols. went town bought lots of things? bought a white coloured scholbag.. one orange tube..one pendant,2cardigens... and one more.. *secrets! LOL`. walk til late very pain la.. backbone almost broke of sia.. hehs`.. =S didnt tak any pictures lo.. ate sushi as lunch.. and oso for supper. LOl.. its great taste!.. yummy =O haas. walked too far east && started out shopping sprees .. =X cant slp went reach home la. keep thinkin of things.. slept at 6am like tis... wake at 2pm++.. hehs` =Z -Affinity brought ys together but fate brought us apart.
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃我宁愿听到残忍的回答,也不要再被耍! . Do you worth my love and waits??.. Is it jus a matter of time?. Get ready pls !! =S
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` my BIRTHDAY coming in 2 days ! haaha.. -i guess i noe ur answer... =(

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` xiaoxiao:: of cos la =D ganlaogong:: hehs` o my 天！！.. han ahpek:: step cute ah? LOL =D dave:: madness ah? u come find me la. LOL.. slap-arse-cow:: eh.. who u?

*Boy; 我为你找了一百个理由,我就是那么傻 !

*That guy, caught my eye !..

*I dreamt of you ystd. I woke up feelin sad cos i noe dreams won't be reality...
Took many photos.. ystd i mean.. but neve upload.. was lazy la. haha`. so mayb tmr or later den load lo.. hehs`. ok =D ystd take off.. went hougang meet my qingfu JEAN !! heh`. den went kovan slack.. and my nail break and she actually 'help' me throw away !! ahhh ! i wan keep de lo. LOL`. ok.. many things happen ystd ,, went down to aljunied .. BBQ? haa`. wad a JOKE yeah? hehs`.. ok.. went meet up with Ak and Laurel.. den all the way down together with KRAVEN,KAESON,TESSA,MADd.. and many more laa.. lazy name out. haas`. ok.den went home around 12am.. thanks AK!! for sending me home.. hahas. *things really went the wrong way after i left.. but, why?!!??? i really didnt hope for things to turn out like tis.. cos i've neve say anything or have anything bad to do with you..
ok` now.. slept quite early.. and kana fly aeroplane by SHAGUA! say cor bck but nv. sai la you !! haa`. i lucky i nv wait ah.. or else sure panda! o.0 hehs`.. =D -Things went out of place..... to do now wad?
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃如果梦离有你，我不想醒！i dreamt of you...... when i woke up, i found it was just a dream and its simply so sian la can? aiya`. simple make up ur mind fast.. wad i say i really mean it ! -Don't play with my heart`if i tell you tat i THINK things wont turn out the way i wan..and im sad` wad wil u do?
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` School opening le siah. 3 more days to my BIRTHDAY !! 26JUNE!! haas. =D

*Boy; will you be there for me? im waiting, still for you. So come on and make my dreams come true !!.

*Be it things don't turn out the way i want.. i'll stil live on my life. a new day, a new hope. a new hope,, my new life =D.. -you'll lose me if it turns out tis way..

{DON'T DISSAPPOINT ME !!}

My lil hamham.. hehs`
o my tian ! soo cute lo.. haha`
Snap by Gavin while im makin up.. haa o.0
This is the name tt i write.. it doesnt matters now. It's over! ASS*in he names.. there is only one different name.. and tats mine.. look at it. hehs`.
Was tokin to ASS den snap tis. Over the rainbow

Reflections intentions .. haha`

*The biggest mistake i've ever made was to fall for you..

Ok ! how to start toda? well.. the pics are uploaded.. hehs` many things happen lately. and its like !! o my tian la. lol`. okok.. Stress up lately.. ystd have a chat with xia0qibao.. hahas.. hope you're alright.. drink more water./ hehs`/ den hav a 'chat' with ASS.. and he's gota me angry for some reasons.. (im sorry if things dont turn out the way you want.) .. den call up QINGREN and told him all my sorrows and stress.. and didnt noe.... *someting* hehs`. secrets. lol.. tok cock laa. den was slpin halfway le .. the tootpid melvin call.. and wake me up.. lol`. and went back slp.. den early morning woken up by my cb brother.. tamade!! dunnoe like wad siah.. on thhe music soo loud like nobody busines.. i slpin lo.. piang eh!! sai ah..```my horoscope i this week not gaona be good ! o nooo! -im fading like the summer rain..
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ 爱你是孤单的心事！！let it be then? after some idea frm qingren.. i can only wait && see.. hahas`. perhaps i might lose you.. i've lose one.. i hope i wont have to lose you too...
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` *Somebody very bu zhi dong lo.. piang eh`. and somemore is a girl!! dunnoe like wad siah.. gettin bits angry.. nt a family member !.

*Boy; Is this how you do it?.. my future lies in ur hands..

* ??? ; im sorry.. though it do hurts too,, but i have to see further. as it concerns all.. i didnt hope for things to turn out tis way de.. but it seems theres not a space to make it back.. *

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huihui: hahas`. realli lo.. i tot its yishun lo.. den nv noe it turns out to be bishan ! piang eh. somemore waited soo long. lols. haas` is damian la.. ah hao! he scared hamster. LOL`. *lets laugh together.. hahas .. OOPS =X..
han ahpek: hehs`.. of cos.. much times for me ! hahas.. =D
gan laogong; xiaoqibao.. hahas` =X hehs. don mind ah? aiya.. no need every post got ur name la.. unless u surprise into my life.. hahas.. u can try ! hehs` =D

*Post might be edited at night.. *