All I ever wanted, was to see you smiling.
Life's never a bed of roses.
Elazrio said: You should learn to love someone that loves you.
& this sentence set me thinking.
But whatever it is, I know what I want.
Have been private blogging recently(:
All my deepest thoughts was wrote on it.
Thank you blogger!:D

My beanie is finally back from KL and I need to meet him soon.
It's been such a fking long time long bean!^^ miss you.
There are many photos taken too. But I'm kind of lazy to upload.
Need to straighten my thoughts one of there days.
Cause I know it just can't go on this way.

There's no easy way, it gets harder each day.

Never yours to begin with.
Sometimes people come into your life &
you know right away that they were meant to be there,
to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,
or help you figure out who you are &
who you want to become You never know who these people may be,
but when you lock eyes with them,
you know at the very moment that they will
affect your life in some profound way.
And sometime things will happen to you that may
seem horrible, painful, & unfair at first,
but in reflection you find that without overcoming
these obstacles that you would have never realized
your true potential, strength, will power, or heart.
Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness
& sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.
Without this small test, whatever they may be,
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight,
flat road to nowhere.
It would be safe & comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.
The people that you meet who affect your life,
and the success and downfalls you experience,
help to create who you are and who you will become.
Even the bad experiences are learned from.
In fact, they are the most poignant ones.

A lie too often sometimes became the truth.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things.
Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen...
Let yourself fall in love again, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself that you are a great individual & believe in yourself. For if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make your life anything you wish.....Create your own life & then go out & live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone tell him or her, for you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.
Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday....
Was it worth it?

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right
and forget the ones who don’t.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said it would be easy,
they just promised it would be worth it.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so you appreciate them when they’re right.
You believe lies so you eventually
learn to trust no one but yourself.

And sometimes good things fall apart…
so better things can fall together.


Lovely*

Trust no more.
Once twice, not thrice.

You can hide everybody but not me.