Being yours one day ...

Truely , I think of you.
I wish you had miss me too(:

I Miss You !
Rahs, why did you sleep so early.
Leaving me to miss you in the middle of the night.
It's 2.28am now ! I just can't sleep.
Too much things to think about and all.
-Yes, I guess you know who you are . I'm talking about you=X
Where's my goodnight message!! *rant*

I'm looking for a lover not a friend 
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to 
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend 
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about me 

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel, 
Someone who can keep it real and who knows the way 
The way I like to have it my way 
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, 
Wants to share, shows he cares .

Is it you?

I'm starting to feel love again:)
&
feel , you:D

I turn to you.

It's not a secret anymore!
Now I've open up the door.
I miss you.

Hehs. Yo readers !! ^^
My MYE starts tomorrow and yet I still haven even start to study a single thing!
Comfirm fail >.<>
Okay, Let's start blogging (:
240408, Thursday ;
Can't remember much ?
Arthur came my house and pillion me down aljunied cresent.
Okay, to do what? Watch them play basketball. Walan!
Laurel, Angela, Dixion, XinGhao, HongMing, Arthur and me was there at 108 .
After all their ballball games, all went home.
Except Arthur and me.
So we went down to Cosy Bay ^^
Slack there for a few hours can ~ Omg,
Hahas. Chatted alot in fact.
Weather very cold !! Zzzzz... Went home quite late, forget the time le=X
Bathed, messaged and slept(:
250408, Friday ;
Went home, rotted with my Jie till 7pm like this.
Go downstairs wait for that Mr Boonsterino:)))
And he pillion me down to Cine, watched Hansel&Gretel .
Well, I rate this show 3/5 ? Not really nice la . Hehs.
Watched till my neck going to cramp lo!! _|_
* Went down to see people's hse aftermath. Lol!!
Omg, that person bloody rich la.. Wanted tak photo but didn't.
Later people thought I something wrong. Hahas !
* Went find the song sisters. Not scary at all lo. Zzzz.
* Dempsy Hill to 'stroll'.
* The don't know what Larbrado park ah? Don't know how spell la. Relax there.
* Mount Faber. ALso go there for 'stroll' la. Hahas.
* Went 99 finally. Sat down and relax. Chatted quite lots? :D
and finally down to don't know what place for prata .
Home sweet home aftermath((:
260408&270408 , Saturday&Sunday (TODAY) ;
Wake around 4.30pm?
Bathed, slack around in my house and went down to Aljunied find Angela.
Poor thing, she's sick la. Get well soon alrights^^
Rotted at her house for very long la.
Nicole, Lsf and Kraven came around 2am+ to slack with us and home they went.
While I waited for Arthur to come down.
Don't know hwta the fuck he doin la.
Finally he reach around 4.40am can !! _|_ Tmd.
He brought me down to East Coast to watch the sunrise.
Slack there , see sea . Hahs. Ya, craps many too la ~
Actually, i didn't watch . Haha ~ It's like when i turn my head over, the sun is already up.
Lol! Not counted then^^ heh heh .
Went home around 8am.
Bathed and waited for Boon's call, but too late le.
And now, I'm at home blogging. :)
Tomorrow having english. Okay.
Think really have to at leastttttt , study format=X
Takecare readers^^
Won't be blogging often .
- 2 choices, 1 decision ! And only 1 for to hold my hand :)

You can tell your lies .

I don't think I would need you in my life yes?
Haven together and you lie le.
Imagine together le, Don't know what you going to lie hor?
Hehs. You want like that then go ahead lo.
I bo kiam eng you la hor ! _|_
Is either you regret or me only .
But I doubt I will? Ha !
I really see wrong sia ~ Zzzz .

Everytime I try .



Cam-whore while waiting for Arthur to come down ! -.-



Waiting for Arthur again~



Cosy bay !! Hahas.

99 , Camridge park.
Went there with Boonsterino((:

I turn to you:D
Somehow I miss you actually.
I knew what I've said earlier on to you really sucks.
but after some thinking over and all,
I feel it doesn't matters anymore.
What's important is happy .
So maybe just give me time to don't give a fuck on bikes?
(: Yes, you do came into my mind.
Hope you won't lie to me like that fucker do (:
WithLove ^^, Bang.

If love was really that great.

Unchained melody.
You're my sweetest bicker-er=X

Hehs. Yesterday was somehow a great day for me?:)
Went back home changed and down to Ajunied meet up with Angela&Joan.
Had my hair cut and my hair turn short now!! >.<>
Cause of the damaged hair, then need cut alot .
Boonsterino(Ah Boon) came down and meet me at Aljunied mac.
Slacked together with Kele and Angela .
Ah Hwa and Ah Beng came down look for him and they chatted awhile and left.
Cause of studies, Angela and Kele went back first~
Accompanied AhBoon to eat . Yes, He very 'tall' !! Zzzz (*InsideJoke). HA!
And he walk me to Angela's house aftermath :))
Rotted at Angela's house and kept playing Calabria :DDD Hahas !
Waited for Arthur come down and I fucking wait for 1 hour!!!! Tmd ~
Finally he reach and he pillion me to ZhaoRong's house to take back all my stuffs.
Yes, he's a road idiot la. People take 15-20mins to reach fernvale, he took 1 hour lo!! _|_
Power hor? Hahas. Nvm, I know he enjoy the feeling of mi lu eh~ ^^
After taking my things, went down to CompassPoint use toilet -.-
& I waited so long for him outside the toilet while he plant bomb inside=X
Go there walk walk see people close shops lo .... Very nice one ah !! @#$%^&*(
And soon down to Laurel's house to meet her and Dixion up.
East Coast was the next destination :) (Last Carpark).
Then to the middle of east coast to slack .
Almost bwuang, his corner was fucking low till the stand kena sparks and I kena the sparks on my leg -.- Pain can! Was wearing heels , so scared later the heel break lo !! ><
Okay, chatted alot with sisterQuah. Yes girl! Next time just say out like this time jiu dui le:D
Soon, that Quah wanna go home .
SO Arthur send me back home and he waited me downstairs awhile as I take my things
To go Angela's house and ton.
He came up my house for the toilet . Yea, complains many throughout . From top to bottom_|_
Went 'eat wind' at Angela's house de carpark there lo, scared mi lu.
Walan eh ! Really first time like that eat wind sia. Omg ~ Owning !! LOL.
Slacked at Angela's house downstairs for nearly 2hours then Angela came down and join us(:
Craps and all la ~ Went up her house around 3.30am.
Messaged and slept at 4+am :)
Wake up, go school as usual ~
Yawns ~ Fucking tired can . Zzz ..
I did my 5 items. No, only 4 I should say!! hahas.
I love standing broadjump! 193cm hor !! For a girl, consider far? ((((;
Okay, here am I blogging after school.
Don't feel like blogging anymore. Feel like resting le.
Might be going watch Arthur and a co play bb:))
Takecares readers ^^
-Fuck la, exam next Monday le! I still no motivation to even flip a page from my textbooks. Comfirm fail le this time . Grats me yes? . Ha !

Miss you more then ever :D
Rahs, did you miss me too?
Do you know how I feel?
Miss you fucking loads man ~

Okay, I love your style. Haha!
You're somehow different eh:)
Anw, stop saying the word nonsense !
Irritating me la~ Zzzz..
Miss you many^^
I really like guy with tattoo:DDDDD

CALABRIA, love!

Love, Conquer me !

Sweet circuit.
I wish you love me too.
My mind are filled with images of you !!

Hehs. Changed my blog song :)
This song reminded me of *him. Hahas !!
School was superb today !! Deeply enjoy(:
Chatted and gossips many today in class . Weets*
Kept playing around and Joan keep remind me of how 'sweet' am I to Ian last time. Lol!
Reminisce about last time in Sec1 . Hahas.
During english was the Best of best ah! Kept showing Ian all my cute signs =X
Yes, he cannot tahan me and he wanna kill me each time he saw me doing those.
So are Weiying and JoanL . Hahas !
Really enjoy in class and I didn't sleep hor! Accept for F&N lesson. Too bored =X
After school, saw Ivan on the road and he jio me go swim.
So went down Tessa's house and swim (:
Ivan, Javier, ZhengLong, Tessa , Pek Swee & me was there !
Swim swam swum ....
Craps and kena bully badly by ZhengLong. Ya, Fcuk him !@#$%^&*(
Zzzz, cab home aftermath.
SiowTing, XiaoPing, JueRu, Ah hwa and Ah Yan came my house.
Those guys went out do 'business' while we girls went down geylang rochor there and enjoy ! Food I meant!!! Don't anyhow think huh.
Walked past U-pub and think of last time keep going there ! :D
Kind of miss it la !! Rah~ Bus-ed home after that.
And I'm here blogging .
Find out many things from my beloved sister, Laurel ((:
-I'm happy + sad . Because I don't know is it a good thing now? I'm happy cos You've no girlfriend. But I'm sad, cos you're some kind of guy who love clubbing? Which I couldn't tolerate at all :( I've got to think over it ~

I MISS YOU BADLY!
Knock knock. Calabria!!

I wish I'm your girlfriend !

I'm kind of crazy about you.
but I really hope you won't appear in my mind anymore.
Your images just linger on in my mind,
and that song!
You're always my last thought at night boy~
I like guy with tattoo=X
:D

I've found a new affection.

You're my last thought at night.
I wish I'm your last thought too,
knowing it's impossible:(

Hehs. I'm finally back to real blogging?
Hahas. Quite of fun days recently.
Let's just talk about Friday and Satuday (:
180408, Friday ;
Went to Bugis with Angela to buy my eyelashes and down to Suntec.
Meet up with Tessa, Joey, Ivan, ZhengLong & Javier,
Ivan went home due to his probation.
The rest went to Kallang Leisure and Yogurt^^
Kraven and Joey trolley-ed me and Angela to end of Kfc.
And we walk to my house and I chnge my heels back to slippers.
Walked to Geylang and eat aftermath.
Home sweet home.
Was meant to go Mount faber.
but that ass has to work till 2am+ :(
It's okay :)
190408, Saturday ;
Escaped Themepark:D
Went dowm to Sing post and meet up with,
Nicole, Yingying, Kraven, Jean & Maddh (:
Ate Subway and train to Pasir Ris . Waited for bus to Downtown East,
Cam-whored on the way too ^^
The sun was fucking hot can, burning!!! Omg.
Played many rides and Go Kart!!
That's my favourite. Escape truely have many memories about **** yes?
Hahas. Bygone anyway . Zzzzz...
Next, we went out of Escape and Nicole meet her bf, Yingying meet shannon,
SO the rest of us 4 slack at Mos burger there.
Aftermath, meet up with Ying's friend,
And Shannon's friend, don't know what name,
Played a prank and I fucking disgrace myself can!! LOL.
Joke of the day la. Rahs !! Hahas.
Soon, night conquer the day((((:
Laurel jio me go rounding with her^^
Arthur came down to downtown and pillion me down to Laurel's house to meet up with Hongming and a co.
Down to Old market, chill ~
Next to Mount Faber. Less then 15 mins we went off again!! ha! Fast eh.
Then went down to Camridge 99 there. Guys went toilet while Quah and I rotted.
Down to Cineleisure . Rotted too . HM and his gf quarrel again.
Cosy bay!! :D
Hahas. Rotted there while seeing that XingHao performing -.-
Lols. Chit-chatted and Arthur send me back home:))
On the road, he kept shaking his head all this while listening to songs,
And I kept knocking his head with my head! =X Hahas.
Quite fun can ~ ((((:
Reached home around 6am.
Messaged and slept .
I enjoyed today seriously ^^
200408, Today ;
Wake at 6pm like this?
Dream about Edwin ! Omg. Lols.
Later might be going Rochor and eat later on (:
Yes, Alrights, blogging stop here :)
Do visit www.xanga.com/maddhs
All the real happenings are detailed at her blog.
Eh madhh! Thanks me for advertising ur blog la :))
- I'm afraid to love again.

Knock Knock !
Missing you ~

Yes, a new affection I have found.
But I know if I continue this,
I'll just hurt myself in the end.
I do admit, you reminded me of ****.
But, I just don't know how to explain.
I hope the 'feelings' for you was purely just a short-term love.
Because I'm not the girl you're looking for,
Moreover, you're attach :(

Some Pictures of this feel days^^

Arthur's Bike.



Laurel's reflection & Bang's reflection in th helmet.



Twist & candid.

Was waiting for them, and i took one pic.







NYWL(:


Nicole & Kraven

On the ride!


Kraven & Madhh






My Fish & YOGURT!!! I'm hungry now~




I really hope I didn't love you !!

Forget Forget & forget!!
I must !
Shouldn't have lead myself astray :(
I miss you!