back to blogging.. should be lots of things to write? =D.. ok.. lets start from saturday?.. errm.. i forgot le lei..but i noe got things .. but cnt remember !! jialat.. my brain.. aiyo.. nvm.. were get better!! haha... so not gonna write.. lol.. sunday stay at home STUDY`` guai of me alrights? i noe all of u agree to yea?.. lol.. den at night slp very late.. was msging with SHAGUA .. hahas.. den halfway through msging.. YING2 message me and told me she is attached to XIAOFIRE``.. ai sei .. congrats her * claps * hahas.. YING2:: must rmb me hor!!.. hahas..
TODAY~ hahas/ in school at pe lesson the best! dunnoe why today te bie like pe lesson. hahas.. & today one thing very bad happen!! guess wad?!.. my HANDPHONE drop on the floor AH!!! my heart almost 'piank' lo.. haha.. lucky my hp nth happen.. thanks to tt casing la hor ^^ haha.. dont have new photos lei.. maybe tmr go alj i tink were tak?.. hopefully la hor! this saturday or sunday maybe going pray to gorhonjohn[spell correct?].. a japan god ! YEAH~ i belive in him ! hahas.. after schl never slack.. cos WEIYING & a co. went east coast play arcade in sch u .. and its.... errr,,, no comments !! ^-^... so i took a cab home with NICOLE`` yea yea. haha. forget pass her the money. were pass to her on wednesday ! yes! .. >_<"
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ hahas.. its happening?? or dying?? ups && downs.. hahas. but i simply love tt feeling ! its nice !.. i go wulala over u !! i cant shake those memories... #爱过就不要说报谦！必竟我们走过这一回！我愿意接受这个输赢结果依然无冤无悔。#*Sometimes i wish we could jus pretend, even if only for one weekend! －爱上一个不回家的人!! ... ("\/") u so...
)(SHOUT.OUT)(
~ HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME !! .. haahs.. love the 8girls...
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-ANONYMOUS: thanks for the trust ! who u anyway? -HUIHUI:u wan english song? sent u next time when i online & you online !.. YINGYING::thanks for tt.. cos i realli never .. lol.. misses.!HAHA:nt funny la hoh ^^.. hahas. paiseh never reply u.. was busy blogging.. so nv reply ur sms.. hahas`` i've eaten.. you? haha. i reply ur msg here la.. ok?.. kekes.. >.<" lol.. && im nt feeling stress la bodoh !! kekes.. thanks for ur concern and cares anyway ^_^

haha.. today nothing to blog siah.. sians only.. in school okok lo.. haha`` i runn my PFT and guess wad.. I FAILED ~ sads... stamina drop alot lo! lols... tomorrow maybe going alj STUDY haha. so guai of me lo.. sou bu liao ah! bo bians de la.. lols.. ^_^" nice messagin!
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~haha.. well.. fun time siah ! wulalars ~ .... hahas.. but it won't last long i noe.. happiness aren't meant to last !>.<>
(SHOUT.OUT)
haha. today nothing to shout. OOPS !!
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MING:Who are you ? i don't think i noe u by the way! and stop anyhow talk when u NOE NOTHINGS!!! YUELONG:Thanks.. hahas. DUNNO GUY:U realli very bo liao leh!./. -__-"BALL:Now den ne wad u mean... lol.. no link man !! ~NANA:i never hors ! haha.. i realli very guai got go there study lo!.. hahas.. u den step guai ah! blehs!>.<YING2:haha.. no la.. jk onli la.. relax la.. lols..XIAOHAO:haha.. rots...miss me la~JUNLEI:Haha.. thanks for tt compliment man! hi to u too ! ^^

My BRA!! machiam kana beat lyk tt.. OOPS!!
Am i sleepin or studying ? hahas. goodgirl hor!!
Tis one step yi ge study de.. er xing! lol..
Step EMO.. scarly he slpin when he's suppose to study!
SSSHH!!Library cnt tok leh!shoo..shoo...haha
Ai sei!! sexy pose siah! haha.. fenn...
This is my act cute brother .. like tortise siah! hahas.
I miss you my dumb boy..
Look into my eyes and you'll noe hw much u meant to me!
my DARLIN standin at the basin msgin guys??haha.
DARLING死... reflections.. wulala~

ok.. haha. back to blogging now! today went to aljunied to go lirbray STUDY HOR!! haha.. so guai of me?? kekes,. ^_^"/haha. go mac eat first den go hoo hoo.. haha..at mac saw my lil HAMSTER.. but at home something bad happen. bad things !OMG !!.. cnt say here.. meet WEIYING,YING2,DAMIAN... go library study.. den met FEN halfway through.. hahas`` ying2 they all keep ask me shut up in library! cos i talk too LOUD??.. haha.. evil !! wulala~.. hahas. they tok loud too hor ! i never ok?.. hahs. i guaiguai listening to my mp3 lo.. waiting for *somebody to msg me.. but.. never! sad half ! ggrr~.. then the damian keep tokin on phone with my tu di NANA.. haha.. hong charboh! OOPS!! jkjk..then around 6++ went home with my BRA.. walkin at GEYLANG lo.. omfg !! dont like.. so many lanjiao guys there.. er xings !! lol.. >_<" actually quite a fun time today with them.. haha. loves la hoh ^^. today nv go ite trip ! YEAH!! tmr gt pft mus run.. sad siah.. hope i run number 1! [impossible.. let me dream]//.. hahas..
[LOVE.MATTERS]
sad la..today whole day nv contact ! smack him! kind of missin him can? lols. hopes he's alright .. worrying ~ 直有你会让我想你！叫我别爱你，你做得到吗？YOU!! One more steps.. i'll lose control..*somewhere ii belong; the place in ur heart i had longed for !.. the littlest things take me there!!~
******It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things remind me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if for only one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?******
(SHOUT.OUT)
~ hahas.. im misssing all of you in class...

lol.. today something happens// . a guy thought i still like him ! YUCKS ! He's so disgusting. so wad he had catch my heart b4 right?i don like those kind of attitude in abusing the authority when he noes i like him ok? and i dont like him long time ago! now i love my *somebody* hahas. madness man !! gggrrr////...
today whole day at home rot. but i guai guai nu got STUDY HOR !! haha.. so nice of me.. den tmr mayb going study with WEIYING AND DAMIAN?? hope got.. or eles home sian.. ystd night chatted on phone with YANG && LEI .. hahas// funn time la tokin to them.. lol..
den slept quite late lo. hahas..
thanks DARLING for sorting things out with me yesterda ! much loves for you alrights?
[LOVE.MATTERS]
oh man// im worrying dead for him can? he's like so quiet today ! sad !hopes he's only busy thats why behave like tis?? hahas.. miss u! im happy tt i noe you right from the start!我会静静的在你这里，。直到你发现我爱你！我不要你知到我喜欢你，因为我不想放弃你。im happy with what we are now !..如果你知道我喜欢你，我希望你不要骗自几。just keep quiet and i'll do my part!.. Further a step, i'll lose control..
(SHOUT OUT)
Friends out there.. thanks for consoling me ! hahas.. muarcks !! i noe u wan it..i hope im gettin better now!

ok! let's start from here .. NOT A GOOD DAY !!! i don't understand why tis *ger like tt de siah.. just gt a feelin theres things in the dark !! [PLS do not make wild guesses if u don noe hu] .. today a really bad day .. #i had a bad day!! can? its like ... well.. some names cannot say out la.. were spell troubles ! can only write out my feelings here.. anyway, its blogging too ! i been startin to change my everything.. BUT ,, !@#$%^&)($#@ that *ger... annoying. i wonder she's helpin or spoiling? Hiding *somethings* from me but i guess jiu can guess dao. yawns! I really don't like it !
IM feeling reaLLY down today ! went to staircase slack with *somebody* && told this somebody lots of my xing shi ! 我真的好难受！很心苦！真的很想哭！and i cried..... but nobody can feel it. I wanna find a helping listerner who can help.. but there ISN"T ! can only here but 没有办法help me... i don't wanna try .............. haiz~ but it cures my stress && satisfies my thrills ! i really hated for wad i did in the past and i don noe why *ger is like that?? HA !! fucking moods now!! MISERIES && PAINS && HATREDS !!i don't wanna turn it into enemies... am i thinking too much or too sensitive le? pissed off lo !! CAN u understand how i feels? Perhaps u have never been like this thats why u dont noe?
[::] Everytime when i tell you bad things about me, you would only ask me don't think too much or what.. or maybe GALAN?? IF its u i tell u u were use a SPEAKER and speak at my ears !! Cos u care if its u ! u don care bcos im tellin abt me now !! 我真的不想说。或许你看了会觉得很angry! but tis is wad i feels about you ! maybe u think *she's* better?? but im really depressed ,mersirable,sad,hurt..... i just didn't tel you cos i dont wan you to be 烦over it... sorry!!
[::] As for you, i think you were galan..
[::] thanks for spending some talkin *heart* talks with me ! im happy you are there !

[::]PING>> thanks ! hahas..
SAD AND ALL IS WHAT I AM NOW CAN?? if you feel i've said something to hurt you or you angry about it.. what i can say now is sorry .. & pls.. friends out there.. DO NOT ask me who are those mentioned above ! thanks a thousands loads !!.. im just blogging as my diary .
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ I suppose im falling for you.. But i will not sink deeps.. i'll think about you myself.
((SHOUT.OUT))
~i won't talk to you or you all about loves matters.. im keeepin it confidential. *

Took tis pic while waitin for xiang to come down.
I've forgot what's smile....

i've always wanted to say sorry.. im sorry !

It wasn't a nice day at the begingging bcos i got some sorts of things going on !! KEKES.. but after thorough thinkinn, we have a PEACE and i was so HAPPY and back to myself again! hahas..*i will do what i had PROMISED* ! NO regrets !! yeah... lols.. ^_^ den in class quite a slack lo.. SHIRLEEN told me her book was lost.. den i o.0 hahas. so if stil cnt find, den i bo bians have to gib her mine le.. ~.~ but its ok .. my FAULTs aniway.. wulala~
My heart still got some troubles after the peace thingy.. i don not why,, just feel tt something wasn't right.. wasn't tt simple.. or maybe i was too sensitive? hope so ! after schol went slack and hoohoos with WEIYING,YING2,JEAN & DAMIAN !! lols.. weiying & ying2 de face very 'black',, don noe why .. OMGS !! hope they cheers up !.. from now on.. im a vulgar free GENTLE GIRL !! yea? hahas.. YIPEE ya ya yipee yipee ya !!
LOVE.MATTERS ~ i don't know what more can i say when he's DEAD???
hope tmr is a better day lo?? cos 就是有一种不安的feelings in my heart.. PRAY nth happpen man !!

im back to blogging again! haha.. ystd went tampmall and century square with WEIYING,NANAS & DAMIAN .. but at around 5pm when im meeting AH XIANG , WEIYING leave first cos she's attendin dinner.. wah liao eh~ leavin in bordem w/o her las!! tts wad she wanna hear can?.. hahas. now chatting on phone with my brather YINGYING!! wahahas~ yea! ystd DAMIAN very sick so we went to void deck & slack lo.. then got a great chat with NANA while DAMIAN is burning papers to keep himself warm !! OMG !! wad a stupid thing to do lo. hahaz.. then hoohoos.. then when walkin across to next lane i almost kana CAR BANG LO!!.. got a great SHOCK !! omg.. lols.. den NANA laugh at me .. tamade !! after finished chattin... pei DAMIAN go wait bus den me and NANA take cab home.. hahas//...reached home le ji tao play o2jam and bath.. wulala~
Today at home i GOODGIRL hor! studyin .. hahas. too guai le. bo bian de la ^^.. yeaps!! hahas.. just put down the phone with YING2.. o lei lei.. o la la.. *crazy*.. lol.. today whole day is studying & talkin on phone, watching tv and slack around the house !!..
Cheebye ! JUST found out something which im QUITE angry about lo ! cnt bliv y like tt! tamade lao cheebye !... hmph !!
*LOVE matters does'nt includes me now !! yea ^_^"

well.. just called weiying onli.. i think she put LOUDspeaker .. hahas.. asked her she with javire anot.. so maybe there were be some *SPARKS* between them? wow! hahas.two EYES BIGBIG DE.. ai sei.. wulala~
hahas,, ystd DAMIAN told me something which really reminds me of lots happy things of *her from the past la.. well. actually oso don noe why and don wan it turn like tt de la! last time was like damn fucking CLOSE with her lo.. but now dun noe why like tis. CNT blame! Last time was like everyday come my house play and ke siao and went out together like mad like tt.. siao siao de.. craps here & there.. like nobodis business..went study but actually jiang hao ting is study la,, jiang bu hao ting is go hoo hoos or tok cock. . HAHA`` really miss it. but now cos of some lil things i tink gt misunderstandin den drift ..tokyo drifts... lolx.. if can be like last time jiu hao le! well.. *her* >> if u saw tis thing,hope we can b like last time ok?.. hahas.. i noe sometimes i gt do things make u very dulan.. but u too! s let's change ok? .. hahas..
today had a great quarrel with my real brother, he very kaobei so we hav a lil fight and there he goes crying and i kana scolded my mother.. -__-'' lyk fuck like tt.. ta ma de!hmph!! tomorro going out i suppose? hope that *BALL de short leg get healed quickly man![hope wont angry..jk only] or else i go bersaaark ah! hahas.. Pray for her leg get well.. den go gai gai ! YEAH ~ hope no disppointments.. >_
<" hahas..
having a great headache now ! dun noe why,. maybn some sort of diseases or illness love me so inserted its ''love'' power gives me siah.. head pain!! gggrrrrrr~
现在他没有跟我说话了，其实也很好。我以快一点忘了他！my *flower is dead siah! sad..

-=-ANGRY.MOOD-=-
Having a bad day today. It all started out nice nice la can? den after tt, well... i just simply dont like that kind of fucking faces she gave me ! its sucks. walkin around like dun noe wad yea? hmph! HUR!~ well.. she's BLACKLISTED !! fuck off & die . having lots of unhappy things today.. sad and anger is wad i experience ! [PLS dont ask me who] .. yepps . den slp in english lesson with joey ! haha`` very tired out today. don't feel like tokin to anyone. well.. SOMEBODY fancy askin *cannot.say* to DROP out of my plann? donnoe. tts wad i think? anyway tis is blogging too ! hurhur.. >_< *Critisizing me is what i hated most bcos u AREN'T any better ok? Think abt urself b4 u say anything !
-=-MOOD.OK.LE-=-After scho0l went off to hoo hoos with YING2 ,WEIYING,JEAN,MAD & KAIXIN.. kind of coincidence?den went to 7-11 but things with WEIYING.. but dun noe why YING2 left us first.. *pengs*. kept quiet .. cos dun wan xialan with my words when im nt in good mood! wulalars~ well well well.. hope my mo0d gets better..
-=-HAPPY.MOOD-=-Looking forward to saturday .. yeaps~ dun noe wan go where siahs.. then YING2 jioin lots of humans go study with her.. dun noe wanna join? ^^ .. hehs
-=-WAD.TO.DO?-=-Found out something which i don't understand.. hahas` mind sibei the confused`` headache too ! now going play o2jam.. im a very nub... hahas`
Hope all the misunderstandings or wadever cleared off fast ! bad week ! >_<" havin a hard up time. maybe after this saturda were be fine.. haha`` -=-LOVE.MATTERS-=-不再去想，因为爱错。never really go think about *ta le la.. hahas. i let it go & i did ! YEAH!! *claps* DARLING!! i did it! i let go *ta and so is SAI la.. u noe i noe who la.. lols.. happyness wor.. now is single.. bo bians,. nobody wan is lyk tt de. HAHA^_^... missing my qing ren nowadays.
Pray DAMIAN is alright with his check up !..... lolx. 明天会干好！

YAWNS sia~ just now one xialan gao add me at msn and say he dun noe who me. faints * very b liao siah.

today in schol not very shun li siah` felt SADs !! hahas./ but after a good sleep in class i felt BETTER !! HAHA. today at chapel, the er xing de FEN do ER XINGS things again man ^^ [normal] hahas.. then that baddie NICOLE never bring honey cornflakes.. she do le left it at home grow mushrooms.. -_-'' . hahas then in class seat with YING2 && WEIYING . haha. chatted. but got abit of *unhappy* things gettin along. im CHANGING my xialan attitude now le. yea! hahas// gonna be happy babes !! ai sei=D lols. then after sch went slack and hoo hoos with DARLING,BRATHER && QINGFU . lol. ate my 好吃好吃 de french fries.. salty plus lots of peppers ! bo bian, i lyk ea salty and spicy de, but too much salt were drop hair =O !! ARGH`` thanks YING2 for remindin me yea? hahas.
-=-Sorry to thos who i have xialan with this few days. cos red days are like tis. ENDING =D-=-
hahas` just finish bathing come out. going play KONGKONG ! yeps. cute games.. (like me?) lol.. just now went going home , JEAN say AGAIN she were miss && love me siah! ai sei. so happy?? hahas.. [BHB] wakakas`` JEAN: dun comment zhui zhui ah!! hahas. Today after my nap in class, im BACK TO NORMAL with my DARLING && BRATHER . ^_^ havin a nt a too bad day la actually. The world is still very beautiful *SAM !!! hahas. hope tomorrow hui gen hao ohs^^
不要为他流泪，不直得。i will let you go IF i can....
hahas.. 无法忘记你说的那句话！！

*our PASSIONATE kisses. MUARCKS !!

IM HERE to blog again` hahas. simply miss me yea?? ^^ today morning go schol pe lessons simply hearing NICOLE speakin KNOWLEDGE siahs... errmsss... haha` [i've said i wuld blog tis] . i did it*WINKS . lols. In class sian sian. during pw lesson have a FUTURE job de dicussion with ms chuang ! yepps` BEAUTICIAN ~ my GOAL in life. wahahas. den after schol go hoo hoos with jean . thanks to joey for tt hoo hoos.. haha^-^ in class tt time, see SHUFEN perform her ER XINGS actions (OOPS!!) haha`` after sch, gt some sort of a lil bit of 'quarrel' with damian . hahs. DAMIAN : if u ever see tis, im sorry for scolding you hongan today! i dun noe why my mouth suddenly burst tis word gib you !! hahas.. JEAN says she were miss and love me while i going home. [BHB] haha` i noe she would de la. then after tt,while walkin home, saw my 'friend' de songka downstairs den i have to walk a bit of round to tak the lift -__-'' bad idea~ lolx.
^^today learn a new thing ! NICOLE ask me not to think too much about LOVE things le. After wad she say i really agree with her yea? hahas .
)(Learn from the past, Don't make tt mistake again )(
don't think too much now le.Everytime plan hao de things were never come true ! So next time better not go lan first ! or else were VERY disappointed ! SHE still don't know me well enough!

-=-abit of buay song somebody.. -=-

*我会默默的离开你，不让爱沿默我。*Leaving you w/o saying GOODBYE !!

alrights; just now when to view somebody's de blog and saw something which i dun wanna see can.. !! hate tt ka hor! *hint. lots of ppl noe t 'girl'?? can? hate it. cbkia . F.off la. siams ~ see le oso hot, kanasai. song ji `` nabu xi!

yawns. who like it? nah*

always sad now. Don noe why too lei. *BORED at home today. very titrd too siah. now blogging lo. hahas`` ystd have a long chat with sam till 3am plus.. very late slp.. den at 4am plus the CB hoseng cor and disturb me.. wu liao siah.. nonsense ! lols; bits of cry for *ta la.. sians. everytme like tt. going CRAZY over tt dumbass ! hmmm..... yawns.
Feeling depressed! though like tt, cnt show attitiude oso. i must be RESPONSIBLE for my own actons. haha`` learning,, YEAH!! hope to be back to myself again. the siao siao me.. haha.. tis satuday hope cn meet dao himm. hahas` well, ending here^^. ltr continue. hahas*

式这爱我好吗？im so in love with you. i WANT you to WANT me !!; endlessly

i just wanna love you ! i just wanna be the reason that you are living for !! i don't wish to lose you ! can? i love you alot loads la!!! argh!! stress over you. why dont want tok to me? im gonna cry if tis going carry on.. 我不舍得放弃你，我真的很爱你！。。。i miss you lots !

Today went east coast while riding bike i keep missin you and thinkin of you ah * can be back to me?

或许爱你是我一身的regrets.. #iLOVEyou*

你爱我还是她？

Today in sch very wu liao siah . nth do. den went for my counselling . after that went staircase slack with weiying,, haha . At staircase talk le alot of things siah. lols. Talk alot about the PAST !! LOVE matters again' hahas.. *ta bu ai wo . sad only lo. dun noe why ystd night tok to mingze then the things that he told me make me think of that sam again siah. haiyo`` bu xiang miss him de lo. but hacks le la hor^^ kekex. Very l0ng time nv see my qing ren le. kind of miss him la. he really a nice guy . hahas`` *ta were nv be with me which i noe very clearly le. Gona GIVE IT UP soon??~ MAYBE i can,,MAYBE i cnt ! tts wad im getin sad about lo.
Feel like being in his arms siah. What were the feelins be like? Im SURE it were be different frm the others la. lols. Missing him day by day. LOVING him more and more. cnt control. bo bians de la. tired out all this daySS~ shuld giv it up or continue nerhs?.... yawns* sad + stress. tts not i wan.
I just wanna be in his embrace ! Wanna be the girl he worry for and thinkin of.
不想就这样放气他。我真的好痛苦，从来没那么爱一个人！爱情并不简单。。。不再回头因为爱错；如果还可以回到从前，我会勇敢的对你说：“我爱你”。因为从来没对你说过。＊本来不觉得你特别疼我，直到你放起爱我！i wanna be with you;爱你好幸福。

ok! now he noes everything . im a gone case le,. Everybody gonna know wads happening now. i DONT want it turn out tis way. wad should i do. i wanna cry. cry out loud !! Where are you?? why must lie to me again and again? why? i hate u ah !!! today is realli a bad day for me.. everythings just dont turn out smoothly can? really feel like cryin,dying,MIA-ing !! but i cnt b so unresponsible ! very stress up by tt CB kia now. Bcos of him i so stress ! bcos of his fucking 'things' i have to go around askin 'things' .. tamade !! i stress ah! hu can help me relieve it? then the xia0boii.. thx him fior tryin cheer me up! COS OF "SAD CASE' la! hate him la.. now *ta angry me le la.. piang eh.

Stressed && depressed ! im sorry if i attitude anybody !

today in schol not a bad day. haha` run away frm e 5itmes with nicole,jean,joan,fen and damian. sians` don't noe why so moody all a sudden siah. Feel like cryin ! GGRRR~ I don't wanna live in sorrows//. i wanna live with his ............. i simply SAD over this problem.. maybe??? let it go let it go... i noe i can.. SOMEDAYSSSS !!! 101% in love with tis guy !!

sianz~ my blog stil not ok yet, wan cry siah ~` ARGH !! lols.. hate tt *** ah! LIAR !! go die la.. never gonna trust u again ! NEVER ! u break le your problem. dun cum find me back. hmphf~ NEVER YOURS; hope my icon by tomorro can finish !! hahas``
101% in love with somebody !! heart is occupied ! imissyou *

im bringing SEXYBACK `` hahas.. sianz siah today nv go sch jus to avoid tt CB napfa -__-'.. stupid siah. tired out too.. hahas.. ystd play o2jam.. somemore my character never wear clothes de.. anti porn pls * lol.. =D now still editin my blog edit till WAN cry lo .. *sobbs* hehe`` bla bla bla.. ltr intro my tis fantstic blog???? to my toot toot love ^^,, yea!. he gonna be honoured la hor ! ~101% in loved with somebody ....

Now still EDITIN my blog siah.. today never go schol.. haha` happy siah~ now going to post things to SEE smth.. yawns*

First Post.. wonderful *

haha`` having my first post now!! WULALA~ happy la cans? now i CAN blog ALL about the LOVE matters instead of wasting foolscapes !! lol ... ^^ YEA ! THX tis blog to ME..
msGENTLE``