*I can do and be anything I want to.
What will be your response? ;
It means so much more ..

ok.. No work today because somebody last minute den tell me don wan go work.. fine den !.. whatever la hor. and now bcos of this all my plans failed . fuck !. and oso a little happybirthday to junwei den. hehs` =D . didnt go sch today as its teacher's day.. hehs`. wwaited my sweetheart to my house and i helped her to pick her eyebrow .. has`. =D im pro la hor . den down to hougang meet jean and help her pick her eyebrow !! haas . im a kind soul . haas`. after tt down to parkway meet up with my jie awhile den went shoppin around . haas`. ate scoopz !!.. and joke ard abt it . went to sweetheart hse and slack ard.. and practice some 'hot' dances .. LOL.. soon, cabbed home !.. and chatting on phone with CBpeh . haas. - Hopeless romantics are only hopeless in the eyes of those who don't believe in romance.
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃不能说的密秘.. I woke up this morning thinking of you,,And i wondered if you were thinking of me too... I want you to want me too ! Tell me that you love me, tell me that you care..Tell me tt u need me and i'll be there!.-I love you baby, your one of a kind , because your always on my mind. BeMyBoy

*BeMyBadBoy*

*And yupps. i simply hate those who say ok to me le den in the end don wan den ask other people come and tell me don't wan.. i hate it ! IF you don wan den pls come and tell me urself.. don ask other ppl to help u.. disgusted !! I'll only get more angry if u ask others to help u la hor.. *

I love you; SWEETHEART !!! =D
baby, love me always `.
fakeSmiles;
hehheh~.
BANGBANG`

*I love you today, but MORE tomorrow .
I question your motives and everything you do;
But only to insure that your love is true.

Ystd , haas`. ok! yesterday is somekind of a good day ! hahaa`. during work la. hehs`. i didnt go school ystd . so early moning school called and complain . and that's it .. fuck off ?. haas`. went to work with kraven,joan,weiying and jean !!.. =D . ying2 didnt go .. no idea why.. hehs`. We'll crazy eating during workin hours.. and im afraid girls, one day we'll get fat if this continues ! lols. after work, NicholasChua sended joan home first , followed by tweiying den ME! and he actually took 2 big turns den send me home . what a great jerk !! haas `. Cos i owe him something . LOls. TODay , on the way to work was fun too. haas`. but in sch sucks!! i kana in-hse suspension tmr until 4.30pm .. hell life tmr ok.. hehs`. but my parents didnt scold me.. and i find it weird. It's ok! I get on with life . =D .. haas`. Went studyin at toa payoh de mac.. and i sat there studyin geography for alomst an hour and in th end guess what? i study the WRONG CHAPTER!!! nabei cb!.. suck la.. and kana laughed by all ok !! ... haas`. throw face ! lols. sang&sang&sang all the way till reach hersing .. played merry go-round with kraven and a co. i noe my singing rocks.. haas` =DD.. 3cheers for me pls.. lols.` and of cos after work back home now.. gona rush my coursework.. tt cb msLeong called my father up ystd complaining i didnt bring her books and kept sleepin in her lesson ! but i got listen ok!! .. its ok.. i've sat up my mnd tt i gona study . I'll lay aside my fun and plays till exams over . =D .. good girl am i .. haas`. Above are just some boring pictures took at century square with my sweetheart.. jus a few.. lazy to load th rest.. haas`. Enjoy ! end here .and yeepps. no shout out today! lols. -I'm afraid that when you say you love me it isn't true.
[LOVE.MATTERS] ~ ＃我爱的你啊我爱的你。你在哪里啊在哪里？hehs`.. I wish you could promise me that you will never leave,But that is a promise I wouldn't believe.I love you more than you will ever know,I hope I never have to let you go.I want to be with you night and day,I wish you would come and take me away.I imagine the future years from now,And I hope we can stay together somehow.... Let me feel the sweetness.. - Forgive me if at I get out of hand,but there are a few things that I don't understand... ineedyou.

*You'reTheOneINeedToKnow*

*Im realli gona study hard this time round!.. No more dissappointments for my parents this time round !.. I rather they scold me when they know i pon class.. but why didn't you all? I know they concerned for me.. but im just getting abit tired of you all..*

*If I'm very sad and extremely blue, I smile and think of how I love you.
I'm always thinking about you;
you're the only one on my mind.

Today , hahas ` met up with nana at kallang there to pass her sticks to her and down to plazesing to mit up with my emo friend : EMOVENVEN! =D . ok. and she complained that she waited for 25 minutes ! haas. went to tak her donuts and we went down to bugis . Bought a wallet from the wallet shop and a top from the streets .. LOl. and i didnt wanna spend on the wallet ! KavenY physco me de lo.. A good notice for everyone , DON'T EVER GO SHOPPING WITH KRAVENYANG , YOU'LL SPEND OUT DRY !. haas`. Kraven ! don't blame me for that . Lols. =D . hehs `. and soon, down to tpy work . slacked ard and workworkwork.. sian laa ! hehs`. den home !! haas`. tmr got sch ! tmd sian. friday no school.. haha `. end here ! -Boy;The words will have no need , If i show you what is it ...
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃爱情就是那么可爱！ .. hehs `.I truly believe what we have is meant to be, just open your heart and soon you shall see.. What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face? Just know that I'm here and will be always .. !! =D haas`. Im glad you're there, even if it's only for one second .. *100days . -I dread the momments we say our goodbyes. You're love by me.
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` it's been long since we went teoheng.. haas`. i wanna sing!! i dun wan go sch !!

*IWannaBeYourGirlfriend*

*Forever means nothing; IF i don't spend it with you =D haas`. *

*You shall be my last love, Because im giving all my love to YOU!
Will you be the one to hold my hands ;
Or the one to just say you care ?

Haas . HanPing made my day .. haas. im sure you're happy to see ur fucking name at my blog? hahas =D . anw , thanks for the entertainment .. haa`. and SLB = siao lao bei .. haha` don't change the facts hor . hehs` . slept at 5am ystd night because of the 'Dead Silence' that show made me imagine things happening in my room laa! That's very silly of me i know . hahas. Her face really ... haha` ok . Don't tok abt her . I didn't went for soka today can ? and my mother was getting abit pissed off. haha`. so next sunday no matter what i must get my ass there !! hahas . And im gona do facial later again . Cos i think i spotted one pimple bcos of late slp ystd night !! TMD . haa`.And next time when im going out, im gona be ANTI-MAKEUP !! Don't feel like.. but its good for my skin.. haha`. =D. Ok . dinner is ready and im going off now . Pictures will be uploaded in the next few posts . -100 days .. sounds alot ? .. haha`
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ #心里有我吗？.. hehs` For thhe time being , there's no dissappontment . But it's a very shaky period . Many questions race through my mind . Will you be there for me? -Steady my mind and hold me tight . misses
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` No schooling tmr !! cheers =D haha`.

*You'reAllThatINeed*

*Im happy to see you there . Nothing means so much more then now . *

*I've been waiting so long, when will you call?
It's only a dream ;
A vision of what used to be ! .

Ystd went to work as usual, and was bored =D . hehs ` . and TODAY ; went to tamp mall with my sweetahreat . waited for irvinpeh and his fren .. and tt was very LONG!!! nb . and watched dead silence !! ok .. that's scary .. the mary shaw de face very scary can !!? .. haas`.den went off with irvinPEH to mit up with his other 2 friends .. They chatted quite long = i've stood long too !! .. and soon , walked off after saying goodbye .. after tt , cabbed home and on th way TianXie called and jio me go out but the gastric of mine is fatal . LOL .. im having terrible gastric now la !! very pain la.. sucks. -Why am i always so foolish to carry on ..
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃我该等多久？是不是你的傻，夺走了我的爱? ... There are so many things i wanna say .But wher can i ever start from? Why do i feel the same way the first time we went out? .. Is the sweet little goodnight/goodbye message that hard to send ?..or isit you have never had the intention .. Im just a girl .. Which girl does'nt want a simple love life .. but mine so hard . Why am i soo blind . OH why! . I've told myself perhaps its your first time . But i does'nt hope the attitude you have now to always go on the same way . Chance and chance again , When will you be mine ?... or did i really think too much about this .. -Think about me too boy , stop my wait . iloveyou
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` ok tmr having soka.. and the benjamin from th campus superstar gg too . LOl. and my mothr wants me to go . haa`. and my gastric now is killing me . tearing me apart!! .

*SatisfyMyLove;BySayingToMe :" ILOVEYOU !! " . *

*Ok. im very tired . haa` had some heart to heart felt talks just now with my sweetheart . and i did feel better =D. thanks sweetheart ! . Loves . Took quite alot of pictures today but tired to load up.. haas` -It's the voice . Your voice . The voice i wanna hear everynight before i goes to sleep ... Is it that hard ?.. *

*Hold me back once more , im opening the door .
I dream across th velvet sky,
thinkin hardly when will cry ...

Has been BUSYBUSYBUSY lately .. that's why didnt blog for days . haa` rare case =D . ok ! Jus got back from work . Changing different types of jobs recently. and of cos some conflicts! but i belive 'storm' will be over soon ladies. *Winks* . heh`. I didnt went for sch ystd . why? because and because and because =DD . mayb im too tired? *fakelaughs* .. hahas` . ok !. has been workin every monday to friday `. and there's simply no time for me to study in school ! How am i gona cope ? . Eams is ard th corner eh? . i don wan fail ok.. i wanna pass with flying colours !! =D and this few morning has been meetin girlyJavier to skool togthr with bro .. haas `. ok . got to go and rest early tongiht . it's been long since i have a peaceful night . - I hope you are always there for me before i close my eyes =D ...
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃我的爱在哪里？ .. There's something i can't say . Because i donnoe how to start it off with and explain the feelings you're giving me . I love you, yes i do . -Don't make me sad or disappointed again will you ..
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` I wanna stress OUT OUT OUT AWAY!! . How to relieve ? .. hehs ` .

*WhenWillYouBeMine?*

*Somethinsg has'nt been going smoothly lately . i realli wanted my studie to get better or study in class . But dunoe why everytime the momment lessons start, my head on the table !! LOL. and that's bad ! and tomorrow i have detention just bcos i wanna go to th toilet and msNG does'nt let me go and i ACCIDENTALLY scolded out fuck you! .. and TADAH!! detention .. sians ! stress out la .. tmd . why liddat siall .. i need a entetainer .. sorry girlfriends if my attitude lately has been bad .. cos of th monthly blessings and the workin and some other stuffs stress! i hope i cope well with it . haas` muchhlovees~ .. nights everyone . *

*Lay upon my majesty ..
*Why are you so shy ;
everytime we walk by?

Today , sian !! went aljunied to meetup with nana den waited for Tweiying com down meet me. hehs` . after tt, went to century square over there rot.went tak neoprints too =D. Soonafter, met up with irvin and a co. den go tampmall watch 'Secret' .. hehs =D.. and sat beside an idiot . And bhind sat a fuckin leg got problem de guy . keep kickin my chair . nabei . no peace throughut .. and many ppl say tt show very touching. realli? NO !! it isnt la hor.. ok .. den go slackslack after th show and keep tio PS by somebody .. you noe hu u r? haas`. very pek chek before and after the show .. kns!! . mayb moodswing?.. hehs`. den went to buy my contact lenses .. yea! finally. hahas =D bought th same colour as Tweiying . met up with gavin den slack .... HOME eventually .. and damn tired now .. somemore haven eat dinner ! . hungry .. awww~ . its ok.. lucky my mothr cooked currychicken today. and i hav somethings eat at least !! hahas . off to eat ! =D end here . -Do you know why do i care? ..
[LOVE.MATTERS
~ ＃你为何种是这样？永远都在逃避。。It's just the littlest things that i want , why can't you just give it to me? Is it really that difficult? .. i just don undertstand . it's simply a abit of pekchek . Or maybe you just don't care? . Tell me, what should i do to make you change .. -QianHui say : "To love or not to love , is a question . "
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` 为何你种是太晚明白？... it's the littlest things ...

*TillTheDayWeMeetAgain!*

*Feeling kind op upset now . ystd work den gastric act up and tt realli almost cost half of my life . wrinkles coming out cos keep frownin as the gastric VERY PAIN! . hahas`. now havin headache . tmr not going soka i think . intend sleep late too.. too much things to think oso .. and hungry too !.. monthy blessings =D .. ooh~ cool eh? haas. and i miss donuts niow.. kraven; not you hor. LOL end here .*

*Because love is in the air ?
I always thought what the world seems to be,
the world is still very beautiful =D

Didnt blogg for a few days.. has been very busy lately. Came home after sch for abt an hour den off to slack at sims drive or aljunied , went work, home and tok on phone till late midnight den early wake .. sians !! almost like tt eeveryday . sucks ! hehs` . i hav to stop tis . haa` . ok. i think im nt gona blog much . i have no time !! haa . cos i hav to prepare the food for tmr F&N test !! haas. im a goodgirl . hehs`. yepps. end here ! - 我不会奢求世界停止转动，我知道逃避一点都没有用！
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃一辈子有多少的来不及，发现已经失去最重要的东西。为何总是在犯错之后才肯相信错的是自几？.. i'll close one eye and open one eye . -My love lies in your hands . NO dissapoinments pls .
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` and sorry guys, if i never reply you or contact you all recently, cos im really busy this few days and i blive for th followin days and weeks .. paiseh ah` . and thanks for those who are there to shower ur concern for me when im realli down .. hahas` you're great !! =D . of cos thanks samY . haa` loves . -I don't dare to tell you how wil i feel now ..

*没了爱.*

*yepps. feelin okok le recently.. hahas` and of cos i love donuts !! =D hehs`. back to bloogin next time. end! *

*Why is it so hard to say goodbye?
Why is it so easy to start a hi,
yet so hard to say goodbye ..

ok! i hereby wish a advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JOANL & IRVINPEH ~ =D
Yepps ` i don feel like going sch tmr can? LOL. its like so shag la.. sians .. ystd went to parkway at night just to buy some facial masks.. and bought many food back home to eat ! i hope im nt gettin fatter . =D hehs`. toda sian oso .. hehs` . Somethings not going smooth la.. i hope tmr my actting skills i pass .. if fail, den see me in school le. LOL. haas`pray hard i pass my skill ah .Its ghost festival now!! scarry~.. haas. no fear la . haas =X . i love th smel .. im mad! lol. im changing my blogskin and link soon~ hahas.. hehs` =D . -Maybe to you things will never change .. But do u ever noe how i feel?
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃你是我最深爱的人。你有最美丽的嘴唇！=D . Times goes by really fast . Do you really wan to remain the way we are now? I tell you , I DON'T WANT !! . -It has been so long, you should know what am i waiting for !! .. Don't let me waste and wait my time away le can ?.. It's not fun. i don't mind even if its only for one weekend !
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` You know what i mean ! .

*WillYouBeMyBoyfriendTonight?*

*It's up to you to think le.. its time that i really needed !

tessa , joan , qianhui & weiying ! at vivo city =D
I always tot i was right, never to find i was blind .

SWEETHEARTS =D
rabbit!! i love it =D
fen, joan,elena,ME & Tweiying .. loves
from th donut factory !! hahas.
BAOBEIS =D ..

*Hold me back once more .
Don't be shy,
Just tell me you need me all night .

Ystd . =D . sch holdiday ! haas. so stayed home and rested well?. hehs`. and of cos went to work la.. haas`. nth much to say abt it . So TODAY, i goodgirl sial. went to do my cip=D.. guai hor? haas`. flag day! and it was so boring .. girls there is only me,joan & weiying went.. and of cos some no need say de.. haa`. after tt, went home changed and down to vivo togthr with joan and weiying.. follow by tessa =D . slackslack ard .. yepps . walk ard and stayed at the pet safari for almost an hour bcos of joan!!!! tmd!!! made me rot there until wanna drop dead can? =D. haas. after tt, finally they bought 2 cutie hamsters and we went to eat at swensen . PLayed wit the hamsters aand cut joan's advanced bday cake. lOLs. =D . and soon, went home . =D.. ended here ! .. - Why do i have to face this whenever it comes to night? what's botherring me? .. i don noe.
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃我一直都在你身后等待。我该等到几时才放开？.. You made me feel so confused after every move . You always leave me with those unhelping 'words' .. What isit that you really want? .. -Love in silent, there's no rejection .
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` and of cos, its jus anothr same day time seconds minutes again . I don wanna be me .

*PastLife,DeadAlive. LoveDies*

*Why am i worrying so much ? Am i really too sensitive or my instinctions was true? . Who will be there for me? .. *

{EDITED; F**** THAT GUY LA HOR .. NB , DIE EARLY.i don need ur comments eh? cos i blive u arent any better ? .. and its so low of you to say those stuffs? .. hehs`. you noe who you are... u buay song come!! BRING IT ON ! }

*When you say goodbye, i close my eye .
And i'll catch you if you fall,
you neve have to ask me why.

Ystd was quite a fun day. haas`. went suntec meet up with my sweetheart,qingren and gay.. weent to watch rush hour3! damn funny and nice lo.. i don mind watching it again` hahas =D. halfway through the show, went to meet up with gavin . Chatted less then a few sentecnce and i went back watch my show. haas` kind of bo liao sial.. after the show, went for a few sticks and saw gavin & pehbirdbird .. and of cos tt yucky snake... haas`. played RF throguhout and im glad my skills have improved !! hahas. *clapsclaps* . Folow on, kraven,fen,weiying,Ty and a co. came down too . hehs`. & last but not least joan!! =D . wanted to watch th firework.. but, didnt get the cahcne` we'll late for it .. haas. so we started squeezzing here and there . flooded with many peoples..slackslack, send tt bigcard Tweiying to mit wit tessa togethr wit my EMOfren.. LOL. && of cos, Tblackblack compensate me byu givin me a goodbye kiss.. and i realli have to say, that kiss.. eeks. LOL.. *jialat, she's gona kill me if she see tis hahas. waited for more den an hour of cab . but no cab!~ tmd`. so we took bus to larvender and cabbed down to east coast mit up with the rest.. hehs. but i go there sitsit den cabbed home. lOL. btu afterall, we did have so fun didnt we? haas.ltr going to work. hahas`. -After so long le, *you still like tis.. i nth much to say la hor.. fine!
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃告诉我，你会不会好一点。离开你，直是那么一天？.. Tell me the truths . -The little things will never be the same .
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` 我真的累了。。。

*LoveMeOnceMore*

* Actually , I know what it means by what you;ve done all along. Its obvious.. Even the idiots know la hur.. Maybe its really true tt its either n fate or what, but.. its ok.. I've learn to look far awide.. hehs`. I know its gona be alright! and now im damn fucking fed up with one Cb .. tmd. *

*I've tried to hold on, but i fall.
It's the coldness that i feel,
and i gona say; that really kill.

FUCK it! im in a damn fuk mood now all bcause of my fuking brother. kana lan lo. nb! lets end abt him here.. didnt go for work toda cos qingheng suddenly say no need come.. so me and jean ji tao sian.. so went to slack with javier,jean,joey,elena,joan,ak,lewis and nicole and one more malay guy.. donnoe the name. haas`. but slackslack for awhile ak,nicole,malayguy went home.. sians! lol. haas. thanks javier for longbanging me ard today` .. haas. NOLICIENSE*.. haas. slacked and sitted at the void decks and played truth or dare . But everybody chose dare. lol. it was fun laa. haas`. and they dare me go tak guy's numb . omg! lols. A great laughter. =DD. haas`. den javier and joey bomb cab fare for me and i went home// times fly really fast whenever happy times are there.. ooh! i miss it. hahas. tmr gona go out with sweetheart,qingren and gaybriel. lol. gona watch movie! hehs!! finally. and im excited.. i jus got a hair cut today and i look awful.. sadded abit.. that aunty no skill can?.. haas`. it will grow i noe. hehs. =D -And i'll let it go after sometime..
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃不可以再这样下去！.. Yupps, everything comes to an end whatever its happy or sad .. You've chnge my life .. i learn from the past .. never fall for someone i don noe well.. -And because the feelings fade, there's nth more for me to wait..I hope you'll be there to watch the 'fire' in the sky, and tt will mak me soo high =D..
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` till the day we meet.. i wanna sing laa! haas.

*LoveIsNothing*

*After today, i felt like.. dunnoe how to explain the feelings? LOL.. maybe its something going round in my heart and telling me something.. LOL. tt expressions of yours made me =D .. haas`. stop it .. hahas` temptations will lead me astray.LOL . *

*Why must good things end so quickkly?
Clear the misunderstanding ,
Start a new relationship .

Was like dun wanna go sch today. haas` and ivan called and we walked to sch tgether. and he very xialans. haas`. went to slack with joel,tyeow adn qinwei . went sch at ard 8am.. wanted to climb th gate.. but the cleaner saw us and he hao xing ren.LOl. open the gate den ivan and i no need climb. hehs =D. after sch, bathed and cabb down with tessa and meet up with WeiYing.. haas` eat&slackslack ard den down for work.. starts early. but i only work for two hours den i went to disturb joan. LOL. but in th end slept bside her. haas` . =D . ok! i'll stop here and calls it a day. haas. - If you wanna clear it too, im glad to do it too..
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ #Why cant you just undertsand?.. i'll call it a day today too. -*frowning always..
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` NO school tmr.. haas =d -i wanna singsang&sung lei.. hehs

*NoLoveTonight*

*ok..after listening to some songs, i felt much better. heh`. actually, sometimes the past we used to share was fun.. lookin back was like LOL.. many craps and lots of stupid things we did.. but now was like.... dunnoe wad to say. what created the problem man?.. the misunderstandin will clear up soon i hope =D.. after reading and listening to some buddistsims stuffs, a stone left my heart ..& now im tryin to earn it back, it depends on you weather if you want it to.. and jus wanna have you back and be back the SAME like we used to hav ger..*

*It really hurts to see you like this ..
If time could go back,
I won't ask you that .

Tday didnt do anything nice or wad.. jus slept and slack around. after sch saw alvin and he called me! im too paiseh to greet him so i quickly walk.. lol. ps sial . haas` happy birthday to you too anyway =D.. hehs`. ok!. joan came my hse and we went for job interview la.. and it was like great? haas. den work and went home =D ok. gona eat now.. damn hungry laa! haas. =DAND OF COS MY COW!! eh you, get well soon ah! haas. you must be gan dong!! =D takecares. misses! of cos congrats to fen&teckyeow // weiying&zhenlong .. congrats! l;ast long ah! hahas..i gona cut my nails now.. mschuang caught my nails to day! sucks la. i knew it. hahas. jean acc me for tt. =D hehs`. -I know you hate me too . just say it out k?
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃你好伤我心！.. It really hurts to treat you like this. i don wan it this way.. but i don have a choice. the only way to let it go.. you made me choose this !! No one to blame .. -Time was precious, and so are mine!.. I miss you but i could'nt say it out.. do you noe how i feel?
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` i just wanna calm down and cry my sorrows out for once!!

*Gaybriel; haas. Your honour hor!!

*Sometimes i would realli think of the past and ask myself why am i silly to let go some things which are realli good to me? why am i regretting now when all the things has gone forever? is this the end ? haas. and somebodi was a great irriater! you don have to pretend u're normal,, bcos u AINT!.. and pls get lost la *pui*.. i don noe why i dislike you slutty.. yucks hor? and tt mask of yours cant cover ur faces anymore..and today de ffeelings in sch wasnt tt good, bcos everybody's having a partner now with them! i don wanna be left on the shelf! haas. *

*Cause you don't see, what i need..
When i thought things started out so fine,
but it ended so 'nice' ... I really hope you care!

Stayed home the whole day.. didnt went for soka bcos i tot i've set my alarm but i turn it off instead!! gosh! lol. silly of me la . awoke at ard 2 ? wake to wash up and sit down there beat flies . haha . did a facial while listening to some emo songs . LOL =D . and here im blogging ! ate ice-creams while blogging ! *weets* . haha . Kraven jio me to watch superstar tmr but i don think i can make it anymore . sad ! so i tink i beta go work. hahas . and this thursday gona go esplanade ! i wanna watch the fireworks laa ~ its gona be fancinating =D i don wanna miss tt . haas . gona go with girlfriends =D . Tmr having school , and eeks . The thoughts of going school make me sian again . Its gona be the same everytime . what a life ! and today gona stay home chat with my parents because they keep saying i only know how to keep talking to my friends and neve tok to them. gona entertain them later . hahas . - I don wanna know its you who broken up everything . Because of you , my life was in a mess . simply f off la kanasai .. *yucks*..
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ ＃因为太爱你，所以放弃！ You don't have to care or give any damn to it now . You should be feeling much more better eh? . And pls do ! Don't be back in my life again . i don't need you there . You're more a hindrance den a help . I have to leave though i don't wanna go .-I always thought things started off well, but yet it turns out to be my nightmares . It is the end. .
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` Why am i facing the same troubles everyday? why am i theo ne to think abt tis evrytday and night?. how i hope you dont exist..

*Gaybriel; pick a date for thhe movie . hehs =D

*Sometimes i wonder why do u say so much sweet stuffs to me when there's actually no feelings there? I read all the sweet and hurtful msges just now and i don understand what the hell is gg on .. All the words is ture at that time.. really? den why do u still asy : because i tot u love sweet talks and i tot i culd entyertain you on that, and im used to it. i realli tot u like it . O.O ! hat's tis? first u say is tot culd entertain on tt.. the next u say is true at tt time.. o.0 funny ah? laugh den . whatever~*

EMOANGANG
marshmellows! loves.
in the toilet with ONLY her.. guess wad happen after tt. o.0
my emo friend EMOVENVEN! lol.
EMOANGANG & EMOVENVEN .. where's EMOYEOYEO?
tis pic reminded me of YOU.. sians
Im thinking of you, seriously

haas. bo liao while doin mask. has
whitey!
weets* my marshmellows.
ooh.. act ke lian
*smile* =D
love her!
smoochies~
kana grab to tak pic by NICOLE. lol
paiseh ah` no face see. haas
im camera shy!
FAT RABBIT! i wanna kick it la.. lol
lying on the playground & took tis boliao pic.
wa style o.0
haas. all mine!
my cutie hamham =D
ANIT MAKEUP except for eyebrow drawn =D
Ak carring thhe fat rabbity. hahas

*Why must you come back when everything now was just fine?
Im living happyil without you,
i hope you feel the same way too .

HAAs. today went aljunied meet up with mySWEETHEART elena first den went mac mit up with NICOLE & FEN,.. saw kraven and ak and a co of guys.. haa`. ok. =D down to bugis with sweetheart as nicole wanna eat first.. bought a shorts and a top. haas happy*/ hehs`. den walked to suntec and mit up with kraven. hahas`. played and slacked and down to plaze sing .. cos of *somethings*. LOL. eh nicole! thanks us ah.. Kraven was mad ! kept disturbing me and elena.. haas` eh u! im gona step u next time. LOL. and we train down to aljunied and went to elena hse and slack.. talk cocks and i ate many of her sweets.. hahas. *sweettooth*.. haas`. =D walked home with kraven. LOl. my bodygurad laa. hehs. reached home tired out la. now blogging. hehs. tmr soka. hahas. finally =D weetweets. -Girl, im hurt when you say that to me.. =(
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ What's love? . lol. I know i can let go.. i just needed sometime ok? hehs`. =D i hope to find a newlove soon. hehs. -If only you love me and fulfill the things i've always wanted from you den things won't be tt bad now.. isit too late?..
(SHOUT.OUT)
`` thanks girlfriends, i have a great time today! LOL. you're are love!! hehs.

*NoLoveForTheTimeBeing?*

*How can i describe wad im thinking of now? im confuse,moodswings,tired,troubling over some problems.. Why ?why? why so many problems to settle and think siah.. sian.. No Life can?.. ooh`. Dont feel like gg sch on monday.. cos i noe its gona be thhe same. Many things to say but dunnoe how to express it out.. ok.. i think i'll end it here. many pics .. haas. dinaly loaded up=D.*

*Because of the littlest things you've done, i couldnt let you go.
Pierce through the perfections,
guild me through the affections.

It's really hard to find a good listening ear ...

010807~ was nt a very good day. haas` went to aljunied to slack. and of cos Ak send me there. hahas! thanks .. =D met up with nicole,damian and joan and a co. + ! the little white rabbit lols. damn cute cans? like a cotton ball! i wanna kick it laa.. hahas =D after tt went off to 'work' ?.. haas` *the rest of the things not to be say here*.. ok..
020807~, neve go schl.. wake at 2pm.. was so tired la. and ltr stil got work lo!! took pictures lately.. but didnt get to load it cos of lazyness! haas. im missing my girlfriends!! haas. im sure they miss me too. LOL =D... and of cos i damn sian la. hehs`.
TODAY 030807~ .. haas` in sch not good la! i got bully!! LOL. i kana bully by joeykwan!! haas. *inside joke*. hehs` was damn tired and joan pulled me to the toilet and we started playin water bomb.. lols. using tissue and throwin at some passers by. haas` =D played 'soccer' along the way.. hehs` its a great work out la.. and back to slp in class. haas`and ak longbang me home again! ohh.. you're great la.. haas` =D i wanna change my template! but im very lazy nowadays la. lols.and my mood for now is emo?? lols. and im gettin more and more depress.. afew sticks will hold me thorugh later..hehs`. amd tmr gona watch movie .. hehs` with someone...and i'll be staying at home today.. to emo. LOL. yepps` to clear away all my hurtful memories,univited stuffs and a tired out look.. wanna have a fresh over.. haas` -I really didnt noe wad to do now.. i've tried all my best. in class when i tot abt bloggin i noe wad to write, but when i on th comp and wanted to blog, i forgot wad i wanna write can? and its sucks la` lookin at some cbk was simply a devastating feeling la!!.. why am i born to noe *yucks*.? I really regretted of all th things i've did for *yucks*.. nb` u realli sucks in my life..

[LOVE.MATTERS] 就算放不下，之少不会再想你。It hurts to let it go. i don't know.
~ 过了那么久，你依然选择逃避。Times has pass so long but u stil chose to be the same. Maybe i was really wrong in the first place to noe u.. after ystd i've finally sees the whole picture. and what i saw was: There won't be any future between you and me.. and therefore, no matter what, im gona move on! without you le.. tia ho seh! im gona move on. i'll pick myself up after everyfall to prove tt i can stil live without you!. Its really a great disappointment to see you stil in tis state.. whats the matter with you? i'll leave.. we're just gona realli be JUST friends eh? .. its all u wanted.. It has been so long and you're still taking everything for granted. my wait has a limit too. im not gona waste anymore of my precious time here with you. there are stil other paths for me. Don't you ever try to pull me back and let me go again cos im not gona buy those sweety talks of yours or any other fake hopes. I really had had enough of your eveyrthing.. I should have heed my gfs advices as to move on without YOU !..so pls, leave me alone.. stop giving me those lies and false hopes. Perhaps I was just wrong to think that you care, when eveything is just my wishful thinkings.. im really foolish, foolish in a way to fall for you and tot you'll would feel the same way too.You don't have to act so sweet anymore when there's really no feelings there. Though everytime when i listen to tt song, I really wish we could just pretend.. my heart hurts.. I just donnoe why i trusted you..Dreams, of when i tot we had started things... It just seems tt i cant shake those memories!.. but i have to.. the littlest things tt tak me there and reminded me of you.. I noe it sounds lame but its soo true.. I know i have to, Leave! && im waking up from my unrealistic dreams.... NO MORE REGRETS!! i still want to live happily.. you're my sorrows. -i just wanna noe, have you ever care of how i feel?.. you're really selfish. & it doesnt matters now.

(SHOUT.OUT)
`` Its ok. i'll get back on my feet.and *yucks* dont act yi ge k?.. pui!

*Boy; the last time im calling you tis. It's really a great dissapointment. bu nen zai hou hui. i cant regret anymore!!.

*I know *somebody* gu yi wanna make me dulan la hur.. dont ya ever try. No use de la. LOL. i wont 'eat' tt ok?. hehs`. Take all you wan.. and die early too btw. hehs`. you simply sucks throughtout.. many regrets hav come to my mind abt you. the hatred grew strong.. Im not gona give a fuck care abt you..I just noe you really sucks and damn bloody good acting skills la hor.. If you're ever unhappy , bring it on!. *