Keep your love lock down!
Everytime we enter into one relationship,
we must always be prepared that one of us shall get hurt
in the end.

I won't let myself become your options cos I wanna be the priority.

CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips I've never kissed.
How you bring the tips and the warmest touch I've always missed.
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands I've never held.
CRUSHED,
That I havent ever let you know,
Baby, I'm falling for you(:
Cutest thing!, Cutie.

Final step.

Best I ever had.

Deleting it after today or tomorrow.
Call me crazy call me mad.
Just wna write out my feelings and
once & for all, the end.

亲爱的 有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐 

It's time to put an end to it alr. I'm sick and tired of moving on half way and I'm back to the start again to get you out of my mind. Those memories that we have, is really beautiful. I'll keep it in my mind. All this 9 months together is wonderful, serious. To be exact, is 10 months ba? Haha. I miss you so much. Fking much! And I do love you still. Whenever I miss you, I'd listen to music or look at pictures of you. Not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. Hugging the lil chipmunk you got for me too. Thinking of how we get together, the nights we spend together, how you piggyback me all the way from cosy bay to outside leisure and up my hse cause of my leg pain, cooking campbell for me till it turns fking creamy and massaging my leg, buying my favourite famous cookies for me, wanting to buy me slippers when you know my heels are killing me, giving me your jacket in the cinema when you yourself is so cold, kissing my forehead just to see me smile whenever we slp together, don't wna hold my hands so that I would give you that cute cute face that you always like to see, coming down to shaw hse and send me home while I'm working that time, quarreling over the littlest things, running after you till don't know which floor, shouting and screaming at each other, heart to heart talks, waking up on purpose in the early morning when I'm still having my hangover just to buy ingredients to cook the sweet corn soup for you, walking to the dustbin at my hse there to throw away rubbish and you'll tell me your funny *joke*, kaobei at each other who hug who to sleep, snatching my chou chou away, etc etc. I think I can write till tomorrow. Lol!
Really leh, love you so much. Thou we broke up, but still you're the best I ever had. I should move on already no matter how much I can't or don't want. It's a must. No point of waiting and waiting but you never comes back.. cause of you don't trust me,cause of what you heard outside, cause of your friends and bla bla bla. But please think, You think I've never hear anything bout you? haha, and you think my friends support us too and bla bla bla.. Everybody says I always win in a relationship. But I finally met someone better then me. You lo! Happy right? Haha. The only one who can tame me down so well. One problematic sms from you can send me down to the floor and there goes my heart! And one happy sms from you, can send my heart floating high high again.. Pretty!
All this while when we've broke up, I've been stressing to be back together with you. But it doesn't work and it just can't go on this way. No more wasting time, we can't wait for life. It's time to head for the finish line. I hate to forget you and I hate not to love you. I just love the feeling of loving you. Fking stubborn of me I know. Thou I always tell others I'm through with you, but I still got love for you. Whenever you come to meet me up (after brk up), I always wish the time stop. But this only exist in fairytale. I can't forget you, but I still have to. I told myself not to contact you & wishing you won't contact me anymore but my itchy fingers will just text you sometimes and you will text me too. This time, please just let me go. Stop fooling around with me alr. Enough. Don't call, don't come by. Let me have a new life! This love we had, can't go back anymore. I'm happy & satisfied with what we had and being love by you. Happy and satisfied that I'm the first and only girl you've ever love so much and cried so much. I won't wna ask for more anymore. It's enough. As days goes by, I'll get better. I'll no longer cry. In a couple of weeks I won't want to die. I won't want to go back to you anymore, I'd be able to sleep alr. It won't hurt so bad and it won't feel so deep. At least I taste the feeling of xingfu with you(: Only you can love me like this. No matter how hard I try, it still won't be mine. We always want to gek each other. Yes, we both won by gek-ing each other. But we both lose too, losing each other. Now you have your own life to lead. No one's there to control you. You can play all you want & your friends will be so happy for you cause they see you together with me is so xingku. Hahaha! Freedom for you at last & same to me too.
I can't seems to go on anymore. I want to smile again. I wish the best for you, I wish you'd be happy always! You happy, I happy. Hahaha! Remember the bracelet! & that song, because you live. Take care love! I'll still miss you, but not as often anymore.



我捨不得 可是時間回不去了
愛你很值得 只是該停了
沒有我你要好好的

我捨不得 最後一次抱緊你了
我們錯過的 錯了就錯了
不用擔心我 我走了
♥

I didn't ask for it to be over,
but then again,
I never asked for it to begin.
For that is the way it is with life,
as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance.
But even the most beautiful days
eventually have their sunsets.


& after every sunset,
there's always a sunrise!(:

CRUSH-ED,
by the sweetest lips I've never kiss
by the softest hand I've never held.
Baby I'm so crushed!
:D cutie.



I'm gona find a way.

I can't sleep tonight &
you're the reason why.

I smiled, when I think of you.

This time away.
I'm changing my url sooooon! (:
Not thousand wisdom. Don't wish!
Hahaha, love my new house so much.
Suddenly feel so down ley, no idea why.

Lil fuckers.
Took my tagboard off.
Didn't wn losers to ruin my mood(:
Too bad! HA!

Gna find a job real soon.
If not I'm gna boredddddd like shits at home.
Wedding dinner this friday.
Zzz! Spoilt my plan! Fk.
It's okay(: Got chance one!! =P

Some people are JUST born to be a loser :D
Thanks uh!
Don't wry, it doesn't affect me.

You're in my head all along.
Cutie.

You make me smile for no reason whatsoever,
you make me laugh at the unfunny things,
but most of all, you make me love you
when I shouldn't be loving you.

At bq.

Cosy bay.

My lil neice(:

At dam with buddy(:


With Coke.

Goodbye never rlly comes.


Never give up if you still wna try.
Never wipe yours tears if you still wna cry.
Never settle for the answer if you still wna know.
Never say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

Falling for you,
Dropping so quickly.

You're the apple of my eye!

Just thinking about you.
Had a great night yesterday!
Hahahaha.
Got high with Coke and Chew.
And there we go with the' Your mother very fat!'..
LOLOLOL!! (: *Inside joke*
Anw, happy birthday to Jeff.

Haven been able to use the comp lately
cause I've moved house to the mountain!! :(
Ooh man, terrible.
But it's a good thing too!
New start, new environment ma.
I got sibei many photos to upload sia.
But I very lazy also!! Hehehe.
Next time got time then upload again^^

Think about me, just a lil bit.
Cutie.

Photos.

Jeff's bday.
Spot me!! :D

Cosy bay, my hot spot!

Need a new beginning,
you're cute!(:

One day someone will walk into your life
and make you see why it never worked out
with anyone else.. (I'm waiting)

The day when you have learn to love me,
I won't love you like how I use to anymore.

Workaholic.
I'm gna be so fking busy nowadays!(:
I'm gna work and move house and tire myself out.
I'm gona concentrate on what I should and not wasting my time
on something not worthy for.
I don't care what others gna say.
Cause I know I'm never guilty in what I've done:D
& normally when people starts to say bad things bout you,
Is because they don't have anything good to say about themselves.
HAHAHAHAH.
I'm me, myself & I .
Whether you like it or not, I don't give a shit.
Cause at the end of the day, I'm still the one making the decisions
and leading my own life whereby other ppl can only see and pin-point.
I've come this far myself to see who's right and who's not.
Who's worthy and who's not.
There's always a reason why some people can't make it to your life.
And I finally realize who's worth it & who's not(:

5more days! New life, new start!:D

There will come a time in your life
when you will become infatuated with a single soul.
For this person you'd do anything and not think twice about it, but when asked why ...
you have no answer.
You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do,
but you'll never find out. And no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts ...
you'll love this person without regret, for the rest of your life.
I did.. now it's time to let go.
I'm satisfied already.

Bye!

When I lost you, both of us lose.
Me because you were the one I loved the most.
You because I was the one who loved you the most.
But from the two of us the one who lost more was you.
Cause I'll be able to love others the way I loved you.
But no one will love you the way I did(:


Work, work, work!

Neither here nor there.

Om gate gate paragate parasamgate

bodhi svaha!

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