*I simply cherish and enjoyed every minute with you .
I hope things won't change ;
Because i wanna see you again !

Hehs . Home at 11 pm ? =D . hehs . Lawrence fetch me home . Finally i rebonded my 'grassy' hair !! Haas . But very the FLAT laaaaaa!! Look like dunnoe what . Very OMG !! .. lols . Set inside the shop for dunnoe how many hours . From day to night . But luckily got my evil twin , LaurelQ accompanied me and Alvin came along after that . hahas . Played PSP throughout . Soon after my rebond , meetup with kele , nicole , LSF , angela , ah beng and joey . Talked and slacked . Something ... not a nice thing to say , actualyl happen . Lols . Eric(bf) and Lawrence came down . Soon , down to the macdonald rot . And my parents actually came to check on me . What is that !!!! No law !!! ROAR ! haas . its ok . and my hair cant touched any water la . There's one place i want to go badly .. COSY BAY ! Don't know when is eric bringing me there siah . Can't wait to go la . Actually what's so interesting to do there? hehs ! I don't know . the scenery very nice lo . =DDD hahas . having nightlifes lately and almost sleeping in the morning everyday and now my head hurts ! Headache siah . Sai laa .. Everytime sleep late , the next day i do is definitely , MASK ! lols =DDD . Scared old ah . Can't blame . lols . ok . Ending here ! I will be staying at home for the following days until sunday ! Miss me when you can't see me . && i definitely miss my boyfriend ! =DDD . - MIAing , for 4days ! .. miss me .
*`` Yupps . Finally meet you up today and im glad you're still alife =D LOL. and you actually called me and tell me you at cosy bay ! Wa . i want go there la !!!! It's ok . Next weekk !! =D hahas . but i guess for th following 4days i cant see you !! ROAR ! I will miss you like fuck can .. haas . Hope you'll miss me too la !.

I definitely LOVE my BoyFriend !! hahas .

{ Lov[E]ric }

*I just don't feel really good .
There's something troubling me ;
And i just hope i can end everything .

Hehs . Fking angry now ! Very fed up with my mother can ! She actually accuses me of saying me something that i didnt say ! Cb _|_ Forget it la hor . Whatever i felt or what doesn't mean i don't care right? It's just that somethings no need say out or i don't know how to express what ! Whatever !! _|_ . Ok ! Im in a very nasty mood now . and of cos , sadded ! I have to stay at home for a full whole one week ! Imagine those days at home .. Wa ! Can't stand it ah . Stay at home beat flies ... Stress up again can . Fk up siah . And im hearing my father nagging at me . Sick and tired of everything !!
Laurel , my evil twins , just called me not long ago jioing me down to CosyBay . Lols . But i can't !!! JeanGF just nw came to my house area and meet me slack . haas . Ok la . You wuxin la !! lols . Im hungry now ! . Has been very good at eating this few days sia . Oh no ! I don wana get fat la . hehs . Tmr im going down to aljunied ask about my hair price . haas . Can't wait to rebon it ! . Donnoe can shun shun li li anot .. Having nightlifes almost everyday . and th next thing i do is mask and mask and mask !! Lols . Ok .and ystd have a little quarrel with my bestie laa . Can't blame too . Those who know what happen you all should know who's at fault? LOls. ok .. Im going to stop my blogging here and hunt for food again ! =DD .. - Miss me when im away ..
*And seriously i miss you la . But you just seems to be busy always when it comes to night time . WORKING !! One week can't meet? NOOO ~ I won't let this happen laa . hehs . Ok . I guess im crazy for you now . hahas . Thought of you kept racing through my mind and doesn't know why it just can't stop . Did you miss me? .. hehs. Went over to your ex's profile just now . And rembering those pictures she took with you hor , wa ! Don't know why lei, when you're not here , i wil just keep thinking she better ? she prettier? and lots .. What's the fkin matter with me siah !,, ARGH !!!! Im crazy soon ... I guess i can't slp tonight . Sometimes i wonder do you really care . Because it sounded like hot and cold sometimes . and i didnt really like tt .. I got things wanan tell you . But , when kan dao ni , wo wang le !!.. Now can only walk one step , count one step laa .
`` && its obviously , i really needed a good rest . haas. Sleeping pills work best at this point in life =DDDD .. //and a few words for those who i love and treasure !!
Eric : I know you ain't gona see this . I love you la ! . haas . Time conscious matters alot ..
LaurelQ : hehs . last long with Lawrence la .. Remember our promise ! haaas . it's a pity that they only ate one donut . lols . and i miss mine ..
Hanping : Nabei ... you went where die ah? i call u , u nv pick , den u call me i oso nv pick .. LOls. Play time ah? hehs . After ur O's better call me back hor !! takecare and pass ur O's with flying colours ok =DD..
JeanY : haas . you're meeting up with xiaobay nw i guess? hehs. Thanks for coming find me and satisfy my thirst for '*' you noe what i mean ah! lols.
NicoleY : Haas you ! You're of cos apprecaitate and you belong here ok .. but quite sad i can't come out for one week . Don worry ! One week ltr i'll meet you up .. =DDD hehs. Love !!
LSF : Bloody bird . Better don keep anymore secrets la hor. lols . Everytime let me expose u le den say . hehs . Stay away ... from , you noe u noe =DD ..
Weiying & joan : Stop rotting and die at ERA la.. =DD

[直想和你到永远]

Where are you when i needed you? .. =( ` ~ Tearing ..

BANGBANG;
Loves ~~
pose .. haas


TZM .. =DDD , gg to change alot ~
Haas*

Messed!
ah nerd la ..

Lov[E]ric =D
Evil twins !!!


At cosy bay .. Will you walk with me?

*Boy i like you just the way you are .
You're the type of guy i wanna show ;
Tell me i love you and you know !

Tonned yesterday !! hahas . Tired out again of cos . Went meetup with Laurel first den down to bugis and den suntec . Bought some Donuts for our bf and they only ate one each .. indeed wuxim !! It's ok . hahas . Went down aljunied den down to ah hwa hse there slack asnd wait . After that , down to east coast !.. and i sat car . =( haas . Tot could see them race but cant !!. haas , Went into the chalat find my jie and saw a 'long-lost' friend , Aaron . LOls. And soon down to katong ! And finally he pillioned me =D haas . Down to katong watch them play lan lo.. ok . Further informations are not to be given out .. haas . I'm sorry ~ .. cos of somethings i can't write it out . hehs. =DD .and now my family problems are getting out of hands day by day. What more can i say when everything has turn out this way? So what even if you see my blog and watch me day in and out? Im still gona BE THE SAME !..and im talkin to JeanY on th phone now .. and jean : Everybody has their FIRST TIME ! lols ..thre are so much things i wanna say , but i realli dunnoe where to start siah !! nabei , Fk it la hor . haas . its ok . Styep by step laa . heh . =DDD - Miss you miss you . hahas .
*Fcuking miss you la .. haas . boy i love you SO !! but there's a few things i don't really understand . Time conscious laa !!!! Sometimes i really donnoe what to say abput you or to you .. No wordas could really express laa . haas ` 走一步，算一步！
*And of cos . I wanna thanks those who are always there for me . haas =DD I don't wanna say out th names . As long as you know you are you can le =DD. haas . I really APPRECIATE it !!! =DD.. love girlsfriends always ;D

[Lead My Own Life]
and ystd is th first time im wearing long jeans ok!! haas.

*Maybe you still don't understand .

When you did'nt share ;

how would i know you care ?

hehs . im MAYBE gona change my blog link . I will only give it to some friends whom i really close with or maybe just a private blog =D and now i know who are the hypocrites ... sians . Don't wish to talk much about this kind of people la hor .. __ !! Ok . Now is 5.37am and im still up . Lols . Haven been kind of stress up lately . Always troubles and thinking of many stufsf before i get to my sleep . Dark circles are featuring .. fk it siall . Went lot1 with my godmother . Ate sakae sushi and walked ard and buught some stuffs . Soon , Eric came down to CCk meet me . And he is drenched !! lols . Poor him . Brought him a towel and bring him up to the hse . Dried up and change and cabbed down to teoheng . Sang one song and that's it . Met up with LSF , Laurel ,alvin and Lawrence . Soon , lsf and alvin went home . So the rest of us down to sentosa . fcukinf COLD !! . lols . and soon back to cck . haas . reached back at ard 3am . and i cant slp ! THINK THINK THINKing of things again and again ! . I've gt so many things to say and questions to ask . Im dying !! Sleeping pills please ~
*`` . I've been thinking so much over you lately . Everynight before i sleep , awake , whatever things im doing . I don't wanna face the day when you have to go . But it seems so fast that the day is nearing . Just treasuring every momment with you . I still have doubts about you sometimes . Time conscious is important . I really hope you understand . and ur friendster hor , BWG !

*I can't get it off my mind .

``When you lie , i've nth to say too . It's like so obvious things are gg so bad now . Ya , GirlFs now become like tt . and it just seems like things are falling apart . maybe time will tell ? ... haas . See how LA ~

[ I need a good rest ... ]

*Because i could'nt tell you how i really feel .

There is somewhere that i lie ;

Because i don wanna leave you behind .

hehs . Went meetup with Laurel and Jean on 191007 . =D ... hehs . Went to Suntec and slack . Go there rot la. and soon walked to bugis den cabbed down to laurel's hse there de playground beat flies laaa !!! and soon Alvin came down . Lawrence came down soon and followed by AhBeng . LOLs . den went meetup with Eric . and alot thing alot thing den down to Marina . Saw Nicole and ying there .... And went off in a while time . Got road block . Diaow there for abt an hour can!! LOL.. long story laa hor . AhQiang came down . Den soon to Mount Faber there . Went up there for a while can . den RAIN LO!!! Nice sialllllll .. lols . ok! . den rushed down find my Jie at east coast . slacked there den Eric sent us home . =DDDDD haas` . reached home ard 7am .. and slept of cos . Den wake le go prepare up meet Laurel at my hse downstair slack den Eric come fetch me go ChuaChuKang . Im staying overnight 2 days at my GanMa house =D. hehs . Tonned again !! WA !!! and nw blogging at her hse can . lols . Watched Flash point and Resident Evil : Extinction .. LOL . Nice show .. Haven sleep yet ! Very tired can. Fcuking gary (cousin) don let me slp . Wan me acc him and alvin go eat !! tmd !! .. Hungry nw too ... haas . Had many heartfelt talks with my ganma.. hehs =DDD . Ok . Im gona stop here . Nights everyone !
`` . Things i wanna tell you , how do you feel . Questions to ask , but dunnoe hw to start . What is this !! Lols . How long can it last ? ... [ Let me BE, LOVE ! , by YOU !!! .. ]

*I want you ; i want you to want me too .

*So much things to say , where to start ?
Time will tell ;
Who to trust !

爱你不是两三天！
In my heart , there's really so much things to say . To say to my parents, my sister and girlfriends ! It's just recently this few days and everything just like kana sweep away by broom can . Quarelled with my parents , making them fcuking worried about me . Made them cry , getting sick and can't sleep properly just because of my selfishness of wanting to ton and play outside . What i can say are simply just sorry . I just wanna enjoy when im still young . Don't wanna missed the fun . Forgive my wilfullness .. and of cos my sister . I didn't know that my family really care for me until this few incidents . I reached home late all this or never even come back and the next morning , my parents didn't even breathe a single word . Kept quiet . Silence ! and that made me feel much more guilty . and conflicts between girlfriends are appearing more detailfully . Drifting , misunderstanding, conflicts or maybe sometimes even hard feelings !! . What is this ? .. Girls, i really don't want just because of those rounding stuffs and make us turn against each others . What done cannot be undone . I'm sorry if things turn out this way too . I love you all still the same ok ... (To my girlfriends ; Jean , LSF , Nicole , Weiying , Yingying and joan .). Perhaps we should really find some day meetup and catch up with each other oks =D . There's still so many things that i wanna say , but maybe say in person or keep it to oneself might be better afterall . and last thing , I'm sorry for all the wrong things that i've done !! ..
Yesterday was ???? .. haas . Meet up with Laurel and went parkway find my sister a while to buy my eyebrow pencil . But out of stock !! Tmd ! haas . It's ok . then last minute....Eric called and .... hehs . Not in a good spot to say it here . Anyway , fun! Reached home around 4.30am .. Tired out can . SLept throughout afterthat . Now im here blogging of cos . No activities later on . Staying home tuitioning my lil brother =D ... hahas . Ok !

&& of cos one last thing , i TRUSTED this *person* so much and yet SHE actually some kind of backstab me? .. ha ! Im just TOO BLIND to see . This *person* claims that SHE care or whatsoever , In the end ? Told my parents about my rounding things and its ok leh , Still say out my relationships thingy . So this is care hor ? WOW !! SOOO caring siah . I DONT NEED YOUR CARE if this is what you are trying to do . Say out ALL YOU WANT AND KNOW ! i don give anymore fcuking care to it . What can they do ? heh !!! D and M may care for now , how about the rest of the time ??? haha . Think la hor .You're a great dissapointment to me. If you see this , come towards me . And i guess , you know who you are ?? .. haa.. (Im not referring to my clique or girlfriends) .

*Nothing matters more then all my BELOVEDS ! Lols .

-I've treasured all the time with you . Have you? =D

*I miss you , i really do .
How much do you need me ;
I don't know ..

Why do things actually turn out this way ? .. Not much words to say . Things didn't realli goes the way i wanted it to be now . Don't feel like blogging !!

This song here represents all ;

Look into my eyes
You will see what you mean to me
Search your heart search your soul
When you find me then you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me it's not worth dying for
You know it's true everything I do I do it for you
Look into your heart you will find
There is nothing there to hide
Take me as I am take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more
You know it's true, everything I do I do it for you
There is no love, like your love
And no other could give me more love
There's nowhere, unless your there
All the time, all the way
You can't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it, there is nothing I want more
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah I'd die for you
You know it's true
Everything I do
I do for you...

*Just hope you'll always stay the same like that day ~....

*I hope and I pray , somewhere in your heart I'll always stay !
When I need you;
Just close my eyes and I'm with you.

无条件为你复出！
Hehs . Tawned yesterday ! Last minute call la . Cabbed down to Kovan Mac la . hehs =D . Meeetup with LSf ,Jean ,Alvin and WeiJian ! . Slack as waited for others to come down . Slack for a few hours and finally Eric,tingting,toutou,andrew,ah pong,Laurel,angela,ahqiang,ahbeng and etc came down . Lols. Wasted time laa there . Rounding start =D Wanted go damp , but heng ah !! In the end down to Larvender park . hahas . Go there feed mosquito la . and den to OMH . Boring there too . But very the cold . lols . Time fly very the fast ystd . Blink of an eye and its alrdy 6++am le . Time for home . hehs . Eric send me home =D . hahas . slept all the way ! Im not gona tawn anymore . Im letting my parents worried sick over me . hehs` . Nightlife is fun but not everytime =D ... hahaas ` . -It might be you ! .

~为了你。
* Im glad you haven go yet . haas `. How i hope time could stops at the very minute of that hug =D ... I hope it won't come to an end . We are what we don't see .. Don't show me hot and cold . missyou*.... I will never forget those precious time with you .I quarrelled with my parents cos of you.. but i have no regrets over it ! -Because, Everything i do , i do it for you .

- I hope you'll never say goodbye !

*I'll hold you tight with all my might =D
It took too long for you to call back;
And normally I would not forget that.

Hehs . Went aljunied meetup with Eric . Accompanied him go see his grandmother at TTS hospital . After tt , pillioned me down to Teoheng find LSF,Jean,Laurel,Madd and Angela . haas . Joey came along too . Ok ! Alvin cam down find LSF . Went to Serangoon along with eric , fen and alvin to meet xiaoqiang and ahbeng =D . LOls . Up to xiaoqiang's house slack and watch tv . Down to SimsDrive meet Laurel,Weiying and Joey . they joined us . Up to Hougang and arcadded !! =D Soon , to Sembawang park . Somebody's bbq . lols . Ate some 'burnt' hotdog by Blinker(Eric) .. LOLs. hahas . Funny things happen la . Don noe who threw his slippers up the roof and Andrew got to climb up and tak it back for him . lols. Many ppl was there ; Eric , LSF , alvin , laurel,weiying, joey, ahbeng,xiaoqiang,ahjian,andrew,tingting,toutou and etc ! . Went back sims drive awhile and went to katong mall watch some play lan ? haas` . Waited very long for eric . Tired out . Tawned !! and finally , he send me home in 3mins time . LOls. hehs =D Knockout the momment i hit my bed. hahas . very tired can . And i've let my parents worried much for me and caused dissapointments ! . I'm sorry . Some things can't be explained to you all .

Waited for your calls this whole noon . But there isn't any single one . Boy I like you just the way you are . I hope you feel the same way too . =D ... I miss the few nights time . i don't know how i found you . I'm thankful that i have *Blink

- You'll be gone soon ..

Took this pic from jean's blog . =D hahas . Everybody !!

*If things hasn't gone out this way .
Im sorry if i have to go;
Back to the starting point !

[Edited]*
Hehs. It was fun yesterday can . Tawned and so . hahas` . Went down to aljunied meetup with LSF le den down to suntec . 'Found' kraven , madd , tessa and angela there . LOLs . Arcadded and waited for Eric & Alvin to come down . Soon , down to Tamp to buy LSF's contact lenses la . hahas . Again , back to aljunied mac meetup with Nicole and Jean =D . Waited for everybody to come down . Slack and sian awhile and went down to Defu Lane , dunnoe do wad there den down to Hougang Green. Rested and drink some water and to Yishun Damp =D . haas, the 'secenery' very nice siah . Very cold too la. All the helmets got water vapour . LOls . Next is Jalan Kayu den to Och !! Haas , went in explore and saw many beautiful stars can . hehs . and slacked ard watch 'aeroplane' hor ? LOls, and some kind of romantics? hahas =D . ok . Eric send me to kele hse and slept ! Reached home ard 4+pm . Bath and sleep again . Oh man !! Tonight they going rounding again and i wanna go !!! . Im gona miss all laaa . hehs . - im going to miss you .. =D

*BlinkBlinkBlink*

*Too much of a kind . The hot and cold , how sweet it feels =D I hope you could stay that way !!*

i am ur girlfriend ~


Nicole's egg. lols;


at PEH's hse there.. lantern festiv yo!
Nicole's 'tattoo'/ haas`
Mee Siam !!
Jean's hse steamboat ..
MoonCake, was boring, so took tis pic. haas`
I'll be your LOVE =D

haas/ GirlJ and me made it.


TOFU !!

Qianhui & Joey
SISTERs !!
Early morning ~..
made by me and GirlyJ`

*No one makes me feel this way .
Looking at the crowded streets ;
Listening to my own heartbeat !

Haas`. Have been Studying around with NicoleGF,jeanQF,Kaixin & KravenDONUT . and i SAID ; nicoleyeo, my english is always fluent de ok . haas. MUGGING HARD PERIOD laa now.. haas`. and of cos trying to spend more time with boy/girlfriends .. =D . Love ! and of cos , one more week and it's happy time !! and tt means $$ fly . Girlfriends ; i really love this few days 'studying' with you guys. =D and yupps , and thanks girlfriends for always being there for me too . haas . Ok , im gona end it here . Going to rest soon . Enjoy the pics .
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ # 你是我的一切！ . You're what i need =D . Don't think too much about it le. Things will get better too . Stay strong ok ! . Think positively . Have faith in yourself too hor . im always here for you .... - && it's all because i care . StayWithMe

*Ladies'sAffections*

* I guess im gona stay home tmr le. haas . sometime, we have to learn to forgive and TRY to forget too !! Tolerate .. haas . *

*Move your hands up, Shake your body to the right .
Feel the rythm ;
Feel the rythm of the night .

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Haas . Meet up with NicoleGF and kaixin at Bugis . Went to meet up with EvilBoy (Kiro) for a little chat and went off. LOLs. Cabbed down to marina to meet Junwei . Watched The Invasion with him together . haas . And can see his sleeping as he's dead tired le la . hahas . This show not bad lei seriously . Very nervous kind of show . Lols . then down to Simdrive meetup with lsf,jean,weiying,javier and joey and yang they all . hehs . Quite bored actually . Home at 11+pm . My Donut send me home =D .. loves . Bathed and slept !
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Early morning went for my soka . Then meet irxinPEH . Meepup along with his group of friends and up to his house rest . Gan ji tey sian ah ! LOls. Then home i went again . Was very tired laa . hahaas .
011007 >>>
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWEIYING !!! && HappyChildren'sDay too ? .. Lols.
Didn't go school today lei . Ystd night cnt slp siah . So cant wake up . haha . Stayed at home studyying hard for my eoy laa.. Hope can pass . =D . hehs `. ok ! till here i say , got to go eat and study .. miss me friends . - This prove the love is strong =D
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ # It's because you will never understand how i feel . ... hehs ` . So , coming to the conclusion . Make me yours boy =D I belive everything could be overcome? =D. haas`. . - You'll be the cause of my pain if you leave me . kissmehard

*IGaveYouMyLastlove,BecauseYou'llBeMyLastLove*

* MUG HARD girls =D . i realli don wanna retain ! Who can teach me mathematics ? .. *

*Move your hands up, Shake your body to the right .
Feel the rythm ;
Feel the rythm of the night .


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Haas . Meet up with NicoleGF and kaixin at Bugis . Went to meet up with EvilBoy (Kiro) for a little chat and went off. LOLs. Cabbed down to marina to meet Junwei . Watched The Invasion with him together . haas . And can see his sleeping as he's dead tired le la . hahas . This show not bad lei seriously . Very nervous kind of show . Lols . then down to Simdrive meetup with lsf,jean,weiying,javier and joey and yang they all . hehs . Quite bored actually . Home at 11+pm . My Donut send me home =D .. loves . Bathed and slept !
300907 >>>
Early morning went for my soka . Then meet irxinPEH . Meepup along with his group of friends and up to his house rest . Gan ji tey sian ah ! LOls. Then home i went again . Was very tired laa . hahaas .
011007 >>>
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWEIYING !!! && HappyChildren'sDay too ? .. Lols.
Didn't go school today lei . Ystd night cnt slp siah . So cant wake up . haha . Stayed at home studyying hard for my eoy laa.. Hope can pass . =D . hehs `. ok ! till here i say , got to go eat and study .. miss me friends . - This prove the love is strong =D
[LOVE.MATTERS]
~ # It's because you will never understand how i feel . ... hehs ` . So , coming to the conclusion . Make me yours boy =D I belive everything could be overcome? =D. haas`. . - You'll be the cause of my pain if you leave me . kissmehard

*IGaveYouMyLastlove,BecauseYou'llBeMyLastLove*
* MUG HARD girls =D . i realli don wanna retain ! Who can teach me mathematics ? .. *